It was nice to know that Igor was worried about me. Being at a distance and feeling his emotions through messages, doesn't that mean love? It's hard for me to be here. I don't get any new information from these seminars, trainings and other gatherings. I would be more needed at home. He needs my support and support. I know perfectly well that I am the best doctor in our clinic.
Never before have I wanted to go home as much as now. A month has passed, but it feels like a year. Now I know for sure that I am not ready for moving and a change of scenery. My well-established life suits me just fine. What can I think of to leave here? Patients, family, a dead parrot? True, I don't have one. I need to call Lera, she will definitely give me some good advice. My friend didn't answer my call, okay, we'll wait, I still have time. An hour later, a call rang on my mobile, and on the screensaver was a photo of me and Lera.
- Hello, darling. You missed me quickly. Tell me, what happened?
- Hi, Leraaaaa, I want to go home. I can't stand it here anymore.
- Is there a specific reason for your "wanting" to go home? - Lera asked sarcastically.
- You know my reason perfectly well. How is he? Just tell me not as my friend. But as a doctor.
- Well, what can I say. On a psychological level, he has grown. No depression and, most importantly, no aggression. But in terms of physical health, Lena, I think you should come home. His treatment is being handled in a slipshod manner. Yes, he goes to all the procedures, does all the exercises in the gym, but I don't see any action from his doctor. He visits him, God willing, once every three days.
- Lera, why didn't you tell me this before? And Igor? He's also a good boy, I'm doing well, I'm getting better, - I started to get angry. How is that possible. Tears started to well up in my eyes. I'm so worried about him.
- Lena, just don't worry and don't cry. Everything will be fine, he's a strong guy. Now tell me, what are you going to do?
- I don't know, my heart isn't in the right place this morning. I understand that I have to go back, but what will I explain to the boss?
- Let's solve problems as they come up. First, pull yourself together and calm down. If you don't have anything urgent or important right now, you go and try to explain the situation. And I'm going to our boss, I'll hypnotize him into getting the hang of our affairs.
- What would I do without you, darling? I went to get ready.
Having disconnected from the call, I began feverishly packing my suitcase. I didn't even know where to start. Get dressed and go to the organizers of our meeting, pack my suitcase and book a ticket, or call Igor and tell him how angry I am with him. First, I decided to book a plane ticket, it doesn't matter if they let me go or not, I have to go home. Then I decided to pack my suitcase completely. And only then go ask for time off. Having done everything, I ran out of my room like a hurricane and ran into Ivan.
- Oh, sorry, I didn't think there was someone standing at my door. Did you want something?
- Nothing, it's my fault. I wanted to invite you for a cup of coffee, but I see you're in a hurry.
- Sorry, I can't. I urgently need to get home.
- Something serious? Can I help you with something?
- Ummm... I urgently need to get back to work, I'm running to explain myself to my boss.
- Let me go with you, maybe I can help with something.
Everyone was in the conference room, discussing something. When we entered, everyone looked up from their notes and looked at us. I decided not to hide anything, but just told the truth. A veteran, a young man who is in our clinic, has the opportunity to get back on his feet, but since I was sent here, and his current attending physician is not so competent, I have to go back. I am responsible for each of my patients. I cannot abandon something that can be corrected.
- Elena Vladimirovna, we have only one request for you. Send us your entire medical history and treatment. An interesting case. Good luck to you.
Having thanked them, I ran out of the room, forgetting about Vanya. I didn't really care about him. He didn't really help me there. I managed on my own. Finding myself in the hotel room, I walked around it, the last thing I needed was to forget something here. A knock on the door distracted me.
- Can I? - he again.
- Yes, of course, come in. I'm packing my things now, the plane leaves in 5 hours. I need to get everything done.
- Can I ask a question? - I don't think I'll like this question very much. But I nodded. - He's not just a patient for you, is he? You dropped everything so quickly, it seems to me that you care too much about him.
- And it seems to me that this is none of your business. In my opinion, we don't know each other well enough to share personal things. Sorry, I really have to go. Maybe I'll see you again. Bye.
I took my things and left the room. I didn't want to discuss this topic with him. What are these questions for? If we initially put an end to the issue of dates and other nonsense. I don't like it when people get into my soul, and I wasn't expecting anyone there.
I got to the airport quickly, lucky that we didn't encounter a single traffic jam on the highways. Even the plane was on time. And now I'm flying home, and my soul is heavy. I have a bad feeling.
Having arrived in my hometown, I didn't go home. I went straight to the hospital with my suitcase, not thinking about what time it was and how I looked. It was 8 pm. Igor shouldn't be sleeping at this time. I didn't even call him today. Usually he writes right after the procedures, but today he decided to keep quiet.
I quickly got to the hospital by taxi. I went into my office, left my things, threw on a medical gown and ran quickly to Igor. Approaching his ward, I heard his angry voice. What could have happened?
- What the hell? Why do I feel my legs so much worse now than I did a month ago after the surgery?
- Calm down, it happens. We'll have an MRI tomorrow morning and find out what happened. Maybe you're not doing your exercises well? - I heard the doctor's voice, couldn't stand it and went into the room.
- Or maybe you're not doing your job well? Why did my patients start feeling worse? Don't you want to tell me about it? - I can't put into words how angry I was right now.
- Lena? What are you doing here? - But the shock on Seryozha's face said that someone was in deep trouble.
- What I'm doing here doesn't matter! Now you bring me all the papers about my patients and run away, and don't let your foot here again. And besides, our boss will definitely find out about this - now I understand why I didn't like Vanya in Germany. He reminded me of my colleague, he'll barge in without soap and want to know everything.
The door closed behind Seryozha, and I was still standing next to it. I was afraid to look at Igor or even approach him. It was my fault that this had happened. I shouldn't have agreed to this trip.
- Forgive me...
- Just don't start, it's not your fault. Come to me, I missed you. - I slowly walked up to him and sat down next to him on the bed. I took his hand, and in the meantime he pulled me towards him and hugged me so tightly.
- Easy, or you'll break your ribs. I missed you too. Why didn't you tell me anything? Why were you silent all this time about something being wrong with you? - I lightly hit him in the side.
- Oh, woman, easy. I didn't know how to tell you. I was afraid that everything would only get worse. Although that could happen.
- Shut up, nothing will happen. I'm back, I'm here. I'll take care of your treatment, and you'll get back on your feet.
We lay there hugging each other for about an hour. We talked about everything and nothing. I felt so easy and calm next to him that I started to fall asleep. I heard the door open and Igor and his brother whispering.
- Oh, who's back. Wasn't she supposed to fly in a month?
- Quiet, i***t, don't wake her up. She came straight here from the plane. She gave that asshole a dressing down, now she'll be taking care of me herself.
- That's good news, I'm happy for you. Your eyes are shining with happiness, haven't you talked about your relationship yet?
- No, I didn't talk to her about it today. She's very tired, and you go and rest at home. I want to be with her at least like this.
- It's been hard for you this month without her, rest. I'll come by tomorrow. Good night.
Igor ran his fingers through my hair and after a couple of minutes I fell asleep completely. In the morning, when I opened my eyes, I couldn't understand where I was. Someone's arm was hugging me across the waist, and this someone was sleeping behind my back. I came to from a kiss on the neck.
- Good morning, darling.
- God, how nice it is to wake up like this. Good morning.
- We can sleep like this every night. I really like holding you close. Feeling how you breathe, inhaling the smell of your body.
We just lay there, not even moving. I moved closer to him and felt that someone was excited.
- It's hard to be calm next to you, - they kissed me on the neck again, the hand from the waist rose to the chest. He squeezed one breast at first gently, then a little harder. I arched and pressed my hips to his excited member. - Lena, please stop me. Otherwise, we won't end with just caresses. I want you, for a very long time.
Looking at the clock on the wall, I realized that there was still time. It was only 5 am, and I had no desire to stop Igor. I started to remove his hand to turn to face him, and heard his upset voice.
- I understand, we are in a hurry, - I quickly turned and kissed him.
- We are very late. I do not want to stop you.
The kiss was gentle at first, but the longer we kissed, the more passion we gave each other. I pulled away, stood up, locked the door, turned around and began to undress. First I took off my blouse, then my pants, remaining in my underwear, looked at Igor and stopped.
- You are so beautiful, come to me, - I have never been so embarrassed. I walked up to him and, without thinking twice, sat on top of him and began a chain of kisses from his lips and moved to his neck. His hands lay on my hips, massaging them, moving higher. He unfastened my bra when I was kissing his chest. I returned to his lips, ran the tip of my tongue along the contour and heard a convulsive exhalation. Igor gently began to massage my chest, lightly squeezing my tense n*****s. My arousal was at its limit, and I wanted more. He seemed to sense this and began to take off my panties. I kicked this unnecessary thing away with my foot and began to take off his boxers. A member of impressive size was free. It stood so invitingly, I could not resist and ran my tongue over the head.
- Oh, Lena, I can’t hold out for long. Let's leave this for later. Darling, I need you.
After these words, I did not hesitate, but began to slowly lower myself onto his member.
- God, how tight, hot and wet you are. Just don't rush, I haven't had s*x for a long time, I don't want to embarrass myself in front of you in a couple of seconds.
- I haven't had it for a long time either. I can't promise that I can last long. A-a-ahhh, yessss, please, if you feel discomfort, tell me right away.
And without waiting for his answer, I started moving. I really haven't had intimacy with anyone for quite a long time. Now my sensations were more amazing than ever. At first, I started moving slowly, letting us both get used to each other. Then my movements became more intense. But when his hands were on my chest again, I realized that I wouldn't be able to ride him for long. I lowered my hand behind my back and found his testicles. I began to massage them and move more abruptly. My n*****s were squeezed a little harder than last time. A wave of excitement passed through my whole body and an orgasm of such force covered me, the likes of which I had never experienced in my entire life. The walls of the v****a began to contract and grip the p***s tighter. A couple more movements and Igor came after me. I moved on him for a while, and then I lay down on his chest, exhausted. His p***s was still inside me and trembled periodically.
- And I was afraid of how I would be able to satisfy you in bed. I can't get up, my legs won't hold me up, and in the end I had to work for you completely, forgive me.
- Don't talk nonsense. I really liked it, I've never had such pleasure. How are you feeling?
- Excellent. And I want to lie like this all day and not get out of you.
- A tempting offer. But today we have a hard day, I will be busy with you and your treatment. So get ready, I will test you thoroughly, - I kissed him on the lips and began to get up. As soon as I got off the bed, sperm flowed down my legs.
- Damn, Lena, I didn't think about contraception at all.
- I'm supposed to have unfavorable days for conception now. But even if I end up pregnant after this time, I'll keep the baby. It's not the right age to play around with it. I hope you don't mind? - Igor looked at me, and there was so much tenderness and warmth in his gaze, how can only this man awaken so many reciprocal feelings in me.
- Lena, will you marry me? I don't know how to explain to you what I'm feeling now, but I need you. Not only as a doctor, but like air and water, it's hard for me without you. I know we don't know each other very well, but I look at you and understand that I've been looking for my happiness for so long that I won't let it slip away now.
I didn't know what to answer him. When I heard his question, the first thing I wanted to do was run to him with hugs and shout "yes" throughout the hospital. But then I thought logically. We need time, if I give my consent now, then I will not be the one to treat him again. First, I will get him back on his feet, and then he will take me to the registry office.
- Darling, I so want to say "yes" to you now, but I can't. Let's get you treated, get you back on your feet, and then you will take me to the registry office yourself, - I kissed him on the lips and said at the end. - I will not leave you anywhere. Don't be offended, I am falling in love with you more and more with every minute. And now it's time for me to take my place of work, wait for me.