Her name was Mara.
I found out two days later—after a blur of onboarding sessions, system logins, and hurried emails, that all felt like background noise.
I hadn’t seen her again since that first day. But I hadn’t forgotten the way she looked at me. Not really at me, but through me, like her mind was somewhere else, but her soul had paused to recognize mine.
It stayed with me longer than it should have.
Morning came with the usual corporate rituals: free coffee, team huddles, stale donuts, and too many names I would forget by lunchtime. But not hers.
I walked into the briefing room ten minutes early. HR told me it was my first meeting with the product team. I didn’t expect her to walk in.
But she did.
Hair pulled back in a loose clip. Gray blouse, sleeves rolled to the elbows. No makeup, or maybe just the kind that knew how to pretend. Confident. Not in the loud way—more like gravity. Everything else in the room adjusted to her presence without knowing it.
She took her place at the front, beside a giant wall of post-its and project timelines, and said with calm authority, “We’ll be onboarding a new developer today for Prisma.”
Then she turned—and looked directly at me.
“This is Elián,” The HR representative said"He’ll be joining your team as backend dev Mara !
When she heard my name,
i saw her whisper a word i could'nt catch
I’m Mara, project manager.”
Her name hit harder than it should’ve.
Mara.
It didn’t echo like Selene’s. Didn’t float like a dream. It landed.
Grounded. Certain.
“Hi ! Welcome to the team,” she said with a small nod, and just like that, I became part of her world.
I didn’t say much that week. I observed. Took notes. Watched her.
She was sharp—never harsh. She had this way of speaking that made people listen. Like she never said anything she didn’t mean. She didn’t waste time with small talk. Didn’t force friendliness. She led with purpose. Earned respect without demanding it.
I noticed the way she checked on junior devs without making them feel small. How she stayed behind after meetings to clarify blockers or update sprints. She didn’t smile often, but when she did, it was real.
Selene once said she believed in fate.
Mara felt like the opposite of fate.
She felt like a choice.
And somehow, I knew—even before I understood it fully—that being assigned to her team was going to change something in me. Maybe everything.
Unlike Selene, who made me feel like I was floating above the world…
Mara made me feel like I was in it again.
And for the first time in months, I didn’t want to disappear.