My Ugly Mate

Redeem Yourself

Johnathon

I decided to go into town and get things for my place. I needed to restock the fridge and cabinets. I decided to go to Bernie’s furniture store because I’m also redecorating my place. I’ve made up my mind to ask Kendra to be my girl and start dating her. I haven’t spoken to her since my birthday a few days ago, but I definitely need to cuff her before someone else does. Plus, on top of everything, if a muthafucka never f****d a big beauty, they are truly missing out. There is power behind all their rolls, squishy, and to me, their p*****s are exceptionally delicious, wet, and tight. Don’t get it twisted, not all of them are like that, but for an average man like myself, tightness and wetness is a must. Kendra has it all plus some. I can tell she’s been hurt though. That’s the way she’ll avoid eye contact. If I ask her a personal question, she’ll ignore me or skip over it. She won’t let me in, unless it’s s****l. So I need to break down the barrier that’s up. She seems like a wonderful woman and I’ll kill whoever hurt her, but for now, I need her to talk to me and open up with her feelings. I’ll text her when I get back to the crib, but for now I will see how she feels about dating.

I walked to the bed section and it must be fate because I see Kendra looking at a California bed. I stood there and listened as she asked questions about the shipping and handling, warranty, and how many they had in stock. She was talking for a good five minutes before realizing that I was looking at her. As the sales associate walked to the back, she turned and smiled at me. “Aren’t you a sight for sore eyes? I was just thinking about you.” I said, walking over to her. “Really, what was running through your mind? I'm sure it’s something s****l,” she says. I couldn’t help but stare at her. She had on some baggy pants and a tank top with sneakers. Her hair was in a bun and she had on silver earrings. My manhood was jumping at the sight, but I had to compose myself. “Not gonna lie, at first yes, but then I thought about taking you on a real date, nothing s****l after.” I replied, flashing my pearly whites. She blushes and smiles, “I don’t know… I’m too f****d up right now to be dating. Let alone talking to someone.” she confesses. So someone did hurt her. Now everything is connected.

“One date… and if you don’t like it, we won’t go on another. We’ll just be friends. Deal?” I asked, holding out my hands. She doesn’t answer but turns back to the sales associate who finally returns. They talked about the price which was up there, and started heading to the register. Before she fully walks away, she turns to me and grabs my hand, “deal, but only when I’m ready. I’ll call you.” I nodded my head and kissed her hand. “I’ll wait for your call then.” She finally walked away and I turned to look at the bed she was looking at. It was a nice California bed, and hella expensive. She had asked for three of those and a normal queen. I thought about it and decided to see if I could pay for her things myself but, by the time I looked towards the register, she was gone. I finished my business in the furniture store and headed to Sams for snacks. After Sams, I went to Walmart to get groceries, then I went to Murrey’s to get some meat. I got back to my place and noticed that the counselors were in MJ's office. What the hell is that about? As I finished putting my groceries away, I got a mindlink from MJ to come to his office.

As I walked in, everyone stood up and greeted me. Once the formalities are through, they get down to business. “Hello Beta Johnathon, I’m counselor Amanda Payne. We’re sorry to bother you today, but we have a few concerns about your ex-wife Sha’Tari.” I shrugged my shoulders, “what about her?” I asked. It was clear as hell on my face, I didn’t give a f**k about her or her wellbeing. “It’s been brought to our attention that she’s missing, and hasn’t been seen for almost a week. We know that she’s been giving you problems for about a year now. When was the last time you spoke or saw her?” Everyone’s eyes are on me. “Since I kicked her sorry ass out of my room last week. Breaking and entering seems to be her new thing now.” I snarled. I don’t give a f**k about Sha’Tari, she could drop dead for all I care. I have to play cool though. My sense is telling me that one of these counselors is using magic to read my mind. But I’m canceling my thoughts and allowing them to read what I want them to read.

“Mr. Matters, we have a feeling that she’s no longer alive. Normally, when tracking any wolf, we can find them through their scent and aura. We can no longer detect hers.” I said nothing. What did they expect me to say? That I’m heartbroken about this news? That I should’ve loved her harder and maybe we could’ve worked it out? Or, how about how I should’ve forgiven her? Is that what they’re expecting? “He has no feelings about her or the news.” I heard one of the younger counselors say. So he was reading my mind? “ Mr. Matters, we understand the relationship y’all had, but if you know anything.” “I don’t know shit.” I snapped. “It’s funny how everyone wants me to be her keeper, but no one thought about me when she was on her bullshit. f**k her and everything she stands for. I don’t care that she’s missing. Maybe her new husband killed her. I don’t know nor do I care. May I leave?” I asked. No one said anything, but all the counselors nodded their heads. “She really broke him," I heard the mind reader say before walking out the door.

I walked into my spot and slammed the door. I couldn't believe everyone wanted me to know her every f*****g move. I wasn’t able to gather my thoughts fast enough before my sister walked in the room. “Hey bro, you straight, MJ asked me to come check on you.” she said, placing the keys on the dresser and closing the door. “I’m straight, just tired of everyone thinking I keep track of that bitch.” I replied, running my hands through my hair. “I don’t think everyone thinks that, but just know, there are many witnesses to what she did. Plus, from what I heard, she was last seen walking towards the forest by herself, a few days ago.” I said nothing. I don’t give a f**k. Luna sighed and wrapped her arms around me. “You’re going to be just fine. Your perfect mate is waiting for you right now. Just hang on, okay. Some females will put a smile on your face that no one can erase.” she laughs at her own joke. “I know sis, I’m just tired of her.” “Yeah, I am too. They better be happy I didn’t kill her, because she was doing the most.” Luna chuckled. “Be careful what you say, they have a mind reader in there.” I warned her, pointing to the door. She laughs and raises her eyebrows, “I know.’ she gets up, grabbing her keys, and leaves.

That f*****g sister of mine is going to get in trouble, I said to myself. I lay on my bed and breathed heavily. There’s so much going on, it’s ridiculous. There’s this estate an hour and a half away from here that the pack wants to buy. The problem is, the owners are not selling. MJ wants me to go talk to the owner and offer them an unbelievable price for them to sell. The house hasn’t been lived in for years, but it’s been maintained nicely. It would be a beautiful addition to the pack, but MJ wants to use it as a getaway house. I don’t blame him, it’s worth it. Kendra, she’s running through my mind like all the time, to the point where I want to take her home. This thing with Sha’Tari is crazy, the fact that she’s missing and they’re looking at me about her disappearance. I wish I had made her ass disappear, but I didn’t have a hand in this one. To make matters worse, my wolf is going crazy because a she-wolf is in heat. I’ve been doing my best to stay away from her.

As all this ran through my mind, our alarms were triggered by an enemy. As I jumped up, the warlock appeared before me, “real quick, the Lyceon has left the pack of your enemy. Move the war up another year.” Just like that, he vanished. I had to play this off and ran out of my room, into the common area, where everyone had just arrived. “Who is it?” I roared. “Whoever it was, is no longer here.” one of the counselors said. “They must’ve been teleported throughout the building, because I smelled a foul fragrance in my room, and now it’s not here.” I confessed. A counselor was staring at me, trying to read my mind. I don’t know what he’s trying to see or hear, but it ain’t happening. MJ went rushing up the stairs behind me, so did two counselors. We stopped at my room as they went in. When they came out, the eldest said, “yeah, this was brief, their scent is already gone. They must’ve been looking for someone or something. But now, this means that this pack is in danger. We need to rally the others, we’ll be back soon.” Just like that, they disappeared. I need to have a word with the warlock because what the f**k was he thinking?

Keyon

I have been searching high and low for Kendra. No one seemed to know where to find her. I shouldn’t have let Katalina say that about her. I knew it was a lie, but I couldn’t go against Katalina because then it'd look as though I cared. My whole thing is to rid myself of Kendra, and well, Katalina has done that, but it’s still the matter of the rejection. It's been almost two years and I can still feel the connection between Kendra and I. Katalina has been really clingy since she left, and it’s making me suspicious as to why. She’s been very upset about Kendra and James, who have come to see her almost every night. She thinks that because I’m on patrol, that their meeting would be secret again. Lies, I have someone constantly watching them. James has also been going to Kendra’s house, visiting her and talking as though she’s there. His day of reckoning is near. If Katalina doesn't want me, she can’t have him. I’ll see to that myself.

Tonight, I told Katalina she needed to sleep in a different room, after I heard she and James were f*****g in a broom closet. f*****g tramp, she doesn’t have the decency to f**k in the sound-proof rooms. She argued me down and said that whoever told her that was a lie, but I reminded her that I could smell his scent on her, and to keep me from doing something to her, she needed to get her ass away from me. When she slapped me across the face, I backhanded her ass, sending her down on the floor. I don’t play that bullshit, don’t put your f*****g hands on me. She storms out the room pissed off and scared, slamming a door three doors down. I washed up and went to sleep immediately, but was constantly tossing and turning. I thought about Kendra and what she was going through. As I drifted off to sleep, I’m back in Trevor’s office, rewatching the scene unfold before me, as they accused Kendra for the “attack” on Katalina. As Kendra calls me out, the room and everyone else froze around me. “So you hate me that much, that your perverted ass is going to let me take the fall for this attack, Keyon Black?” she sneers.

I looked around the room to make sure she was talking to me. As I looked back at her, she was up on me, her eyes were fresh blood red, like they were the day she woke up. “You’re a pathetic piece of s**t. You’re a f*****g p***y who can’t speak up against his woman lying on another. You’re a f*****g peeping tom, who deserves the bullshit his “wife” is putting him through. You are a low life, who doesn’t deserve happiness.” she hissed. I growled, baring my fangs, “watch who the f**k you’re talking to Kendra, I am still over you.” I warned. “What exactly are you going to do about it, clown… f**k boy… p***y panties… what?” She taunted me. My jaws clenched, as she stood her ground. “I’ll slap the f**k out of you Kendra, I don’t give a damn.” I said. “Ohhhh, we have a p***y ass, piss poor excuse of a man who hits women when they challenge him. Yeah, you and that b***h are perfect for each other. But uh, it’s clear to see who wears the pants in this relationship.” she laughed. I hate to say this, she’s scaring the f**k outta me. I’ve seen her pissed off, but never to this point. “Yeah, that’s what I thought,” she said, walking away.

As soon as she left, everyone and everything went back to normal. I woke up and her eyes were glowing at me. Is she here? Ain’t no way she’s here. I closed my eyes and shook my head, trying to clear my mind. When I opened them again, they were gone. It must’ve been my self-consciousness because I allowed Katalina to lie on her, but I’ll be damned if I’m bullied in my own sleep. I reached for my phone and called my cousin Henry, who lives seven hours away from me. I know it’s late, but I needed to talk to him. When he didn’t answer, I figured he was asleep, seeing how it was five there. My dream disturbed me and I don’t like it when women think they can disrespect a man. That’s not how I was raised and I’ll be damned if a b***h from any realm is gonna dog me. Kendra will know that from here on out. The issue once again, is where the f**k did she go? I couldn’t sleep for the rest of the night, so I jumped on the PS5. God of War is my go to for steam release, that and GTA. By the time I looked up, it was morning and time for training. I shifted into my wolf immediately and ran around the pack. I ran fast and hard, jumping as high as I could into trees, and then practiced breaking trees by boxing them.

I trained for about three hours until I was good to go, then I headed back to my room. I walked in to Katalina changing her clothes. She looked like she hadn’t slept either. I don’t say s**t to her, but walk to the restroom. I turn the shower on and get in, letting the water run over me. A few minutes later, I hear the bathroom door open and close. “We really need to talk Key, we can’t be sleeping in separate beds and constantly at each other’s throats.” she begins. I ignored her because the audacity. “Key, are you listening?” she asked, waiting for an answer. I still didn’t reply, we had nothing to discuss. “Well, if you don’t hear that, hear me when I say, if you ever put your hands on me again, I’ll kill you.” she threatened. “As long as you keep your f*****g hands to yourself, you won’t have to worry about me hitting you.” I replied back. , She chuckles, “you’ll respond to that, but not to anything else. Typical.” I turn the water off and grab a towel, wrapping it around my waist before exiting the shower. She stepped back and I just walked past her, not even looking her way. “This is what you wanted, remember? Kendra wasn’t good enough, so here you go big dawg.” Nigel laughed in my head.

I growled because, of course, he’s being f*****g smug. I got to the closet and started rummaging through the clothes. My mind was in the clouds because I didn’t hear Katalina nor see her walk behind me. I didn’t sense her presence until she wrapped her hands around me. “I know you’re mad at me right now, but please stop giving me the silent treatment?” she begged, kissing my back. I unwrapped her arms and pushed her away. “I just need some time. You can continue to sleep in the guest room. Remember, everything you do and feel, I’ll know.” I warned, before excusing her out of the room. I heard her sigh and whimper, that s**t used to phase me, make me crack, but it doesn’t anymore, not recently. I decided to go to Trevor's office and talk to him. I figured if I needed to vent to anyone, it was him. As I approached, I could hear him on the phone with someone. Kendra’s name was mentioned and I wanted to know what was going on. I listened outside the door and overheard this. “Mrs. Lowe, we don’t know where she is… yes ma’am I understand that she’s in danger without a pack, but I had to do what I needed… Yes ma’am, we did investigate and a witness confirmed what Mrs. Black said… What?? What do you mean he already visited her??? Are you f*****g serious? My bad, pardon my language, how long ago was this? That makes sense, it finally makes sense. No ma’am, about a month ago, she came to me and asked me about the war. I couldn’t lie, this was also about a week before the incident. Mrs. Lowe, she doesn’t know how to control her powers just yet, from what I’ve seen and heard. Well, about that… I meant to contact you sooner, our Beta Keyon, sorta rejected her the day before her 18th birthday. Yes ma’am, I’m aware that was a year… well, because she was (clears throat) in a come… for a year. Well I… Mrs. Lowe please… Yes, I know that’s bad… Yes, yes they did… how did you…? Noooo, say it ain’t so. Okay… Okay… We’ll find her ASAP… Yes ma’am… okay. Bye.

He gets off the phone and yells f**k!!! I stood there for a few more seconds before he said, “if you’re going to eavesdrop, at least have the decency to mask your smell, Keyon!!” I emerged from around the corner. If he was white, his face would be tomato red, he was livid. “What the hell was all that about? When did you start talking to Kendra’s mom?” I immediately asked. Here he is again, keeping secrets. He stares at me through his fingers, “Kendra is none of your concern anymore. Seeing how you allowed your wife to lie on her name,” he growled. “What are you talking about?” I asked. “You hate how she looks so much that you would sit there and allow Katalina to lie and say Kendra attacked her. We spoke to this witness, and she said that she had no idea what I was talking about and she doesn’t remember telling me that. Upon further investigation, a dosay spell was cast on her. Which means, whoever put the spell on her, could have her say or do whatever they want for a few hours. Once the spell wears off, they have no memory of the event.

All this means is 1) Katalina is using spells on people, which is against the law, 2) Kendra told the truth, you were outside her window looking at her around the time of the attack. A forest camera showed that. 3) you either have feelings for Kendra, or have a sinister plan involving her and Katalina. Either way, Kataliana is hereby under arrest for using magic against her own kind for evil purposes. You sir, are hereby stripped of your Beta title, for participating in an unlawful scheme to exile a member. You will move out of the house immediately and into a hut. Do I make myself clear?” Trevor asked. What the f**k just happened? I just went from Beta to cast out because of Katalina. “Trevor, I am not a part of the issue man, let’s talk this through, let me show you I deserve my title…. I’ll-I’ll find Kendra, bring her back, issue an apology and clear everything up…. Before you strip me, what do you say?” I’m practically begging, This s**t backfired on me like a mug. I have nowhere to go, and I’ll be damned if I’m a rogue. He didn't say anything for a minute before turning to me, “ You have 3 weeks to find her. If, by then, she hasn’t returned, you will receive the same fate as Katalina. As of right now, she’s still under arrest.”

I didn’t say anything. To hell with Katalina, my f*****g life is on the line. I had nothing to do with her plan, but damn if Kendra’s ass is not creating more problems, and she ain’t f*****g here. I’ll find her alright, and end her f*****g life, then two headaches would be out of my life. “I can do that, no problem.” I said, jumping up. I ran to my room to see two guards outside it. They’re yelling at Katalina to open the door by order of the Alpha. The fact that she’s going against those orders, shows how disrespectful she is. I walked up to the guards and opened the door. Here comes Katalina, running into my arms. “Keyon baby, tell them I didn’t lie, that Kendra did attack me. I didn’t make it up, I had a witness.`` She's practically crying. The guards have her by the arms now and I just look at her and say, “I won’t cover for you Katalina, it’s not like you have dosay left to use on me.” When I say, her eyes got wide, she didn’t think anyone knew about that. “Take her.” I said, as they dragged her screaming and yelling. I closed the door behind me and went about my business. Three weeks and I have no idea where to start. Where the f**k is she?

2 ½ weeks later

Keyon

Gawddamn, it took me forever to track down Kendra. I found out that she was dating the Beta guy of the Power Surge Pack, three f*****g hours away from here. How the f**k did I not think to go over there? How I found her was by putting up a missing person’s flier, everywhere. I put them up around a shopping center, forty minutes from the other pack, and someone tipped me off that Kendra was currently dating someone in that pack and didn’t know he was a Beta at the time. My blood boiled at the thought of another man touching her. They’re clearly not f*****g, or I would’ve felt that. But still, I’m not with her being with someone else. “f*****g hypocrite… I dOn’T wAnT HeR WiTh NoOnE ElSe f**k boy!!!” Nigel growls, again. Ever since I found her, he’s been on my case to leave her alone and just meet my fate, I wish the f**k I would. She’s the reason I’m fighting for my title right now. Ugly ass b***h… Why do ugly females have the most trouble? “Bruh, shut the f**k up dude… you could never take responsibility for all the f*****g wrong you do in life. You’re such a p***y, don’t want to deal with the consequences of your actions, but stay acting like a bad boy. Bruh, pick a f*****g struggle.” Nigel growls.

I blocked his ass out again as I looked at the bakery that I was told Kendra and her new beau frequent. Damn, she moves quickly, that would make her a f*****g slut as well. She was just on another dude’s d**k three weeks ago. Looks like I really dodged a bullet. Just like the tip said, she emerges in the arms of a huskier dude. She’s smiling ear from ear, laughing at whatever joke he told me. I couldn’t help but feel pissed off, she thinks she’s safe. I watched as suddenly her smile faded and she looked directly at me. I thought I was a good distance away, but how the f**k did she locate me? Then I remembered her powers and 9/10, her s**t is emphasized by 10. I continued to watch as the guy asked her what’s wrong and she told him that someone was watching her and that they needed to go. They take off towards his car. I was a few miles back, so I ended up losing them in the woods. Even if I shifted, I wouldn’t have been able to catch up with them. f**k!!! The good thing is, now I know what he looks like, the bad news is, she’s alerted. But, now I have something to go back and tell Trevor. Maybe I could get into his good grace again.

I went to his office and knocked, waiting for him to answer. Latvia opened the door and her face dropped, “ He’s not here right now. What can I help you with?” she asked coldly. I don’t get the funny, bubbly Latvia anymore. I’ve got the ice queen, and I probably deserve it, lying to their faces. But I was conned by Katalina and ambushed by Kendra. “I’ve got news about Kendra that I thought he might want to hear.” I replied, trying to force a smile. “What about her?” she asked, sitting down behind the desk. “I’ve located her and got a positive ID on her. I know where she is and how to get to her.” I answered. She remained emotionless, “is she here?” I shook my head, “so you felt the need to report to us why?” I can feel her Luna aura intensify, that’s how I know she despises me so much. “I thought it would lighten the mood, knowing she’s alive and okay. I’ll leave at once and go retrieve her.” I said. “Retrieve??? You’re talking as though you’re going to look for a dog. She’s a f*****g person who was wronged by you… and this pack,” she states as she begins crying.

Ever since that night, she'd been beating herself up about Kendra breaking the bond between the pack. It broke her even more, when she found out what Katalina really did, and how I allowed her to be lied on. She hasn’t looked at me the same and… I can’t blame her. When I went to say something, Trevor came rushing into the office, running up to her and embracing her. He looks at me and glares at me. “Why are you in here?” he asked. “Did you find Kendra?” I nodded my head, “is she here, where is she?” I took a deep breath and said, “she sensed me and ran away. But now I know where to find her.” I added. “Yet you’re standing here,” he growled. That was my cue to leave as I turned to leave the office. I went to my room and grabbed a few things, and then I headed out to the next pack. Three hours, it was going to take me three hours to get there. I hope when I arrive, Kendra leaves without a fight, because I would hate to cause a war between the two packs, for a buttaface such as her. I needed to think of a plan to convince the guy to let Kendra go, so I could take her back. The only thing I could think of, was let him know I was her mate, breaking them up. It was a sound plan, but I knew that was going to piss Kendra off more, which is where this sleep serum will come in handy.

I made sure to grab two serums, one for back up, in case the first one breaks or doesn't work. I made a call to the pack and requested to have a meeting with the Alpha and Beta. I said it was an emergency and I was already on the way. They granted the visit and greeted me at the gate. When I got out the car, I was shocked to see the guy standing there with the Alpha, and his Alpha introduced him as Beta Johnathon Matters. So, he's a Beta?