My Ugly Mate

The Hatred Grows

Keyon

That f*****g stupid as ass ex mate of mine has us out here at 3 in the morning protecting her from rogues. First of all, I thought she was gone… permanently. I'm in my room watching tv, when the guard Joseph links me and informs me of what’s going on. I then had to get up and get Trevor and a few extra guards to go get her. Secondly, where the f**k did she go, that she disappeared for hours, only to reappear later. We searched for her for four hours before calling it quits. We were going to pick it back up this morning. Here I am, out of my bed, rescuing her. She only proves what I was talking about, she doesn’t have beauty or brawn. I can’t help her if we’re ever attacked in a fight, while trying to protect myself as well. She’ll only get both of us killed. Another prime example is her f*****g staring at me… while a another wolf was about to attack her. See, had she had any common sense, she would’ve finished the fight first, stare later. I didn’t want to warn her about the attack. I was okay with letting her die, then and only then will she be out of my life. But because of this stupid ass bond, I warned her. She still got tackled but ended up surviving. DAMN she’s like a f*****g diease, a pain in the ass. Why… just why did the Goddess mate me to an incompentent mate such as her? She’s a f*****g joke.

Once we were done fighting, Joseph found Kendra passed out a few yards from us. I didn’t want to carry her, so I headed towards the car. Joseph carried her to his car and I got in the car with Trevor. “Damn dude, are you really disrespecting her like that?” he asked. I looked at my Alpha through the rearview. “First of all, she’s still alive. Secondly, I’ve already told you that she’s not my f*****g mate and that I don’t want her. You're making a light joke about this, but I’m not. She almost lost her life being distracted, and you expect me to protect her, when she can’t even protect herself? That’s a damn shame and you know it.” I spat. Everyone thinks that I’m going to change my mind about this woman, but I’m not. Kendra couldn’t convince me to reconsider, not the f**k at all. She’s a disgrace and I wouldn’t get caught dead with her in my arms. We get back to the pack and Trevor tells Joseph to take Kendra to the clinic. I just go to my room and to make matters worse, I’m feeling extremely horny, thinking of how she almost died, so I mindlinked Katalina and told her to swing through. If Kendra dies from this, oh f*****g well. I don’t want anything to do with her.

Katalina showed up to my room about fifteen minutes later and we wasted no time. I had her ass bent over on my desk, f*****g the dogshit out of her. She was screaming my name, coming undone under me. I was so frustrated that I f****d her for a good four hours, taking a break every ten minutes. I was so tired by time we got done, the sun was high in the sky. A wolf’s endurance is amazing. You would think that we would get tired easily, but with determination, we can outlast humans. I woke up to Katalina stirring in my arms. This f*****g women is sexy as f**k and I want to go ahead and ask her to be my chosen mate. I mean why the f**k not, it’s not like the other women is my choice. I’ll wooo her later and then ask, but for right now, I need to get up. I hop out the bed and head towards my bathroom. A nice shower, shave, and smell good ought to do the trick. I wasn’t in the restroom long, when I heard voices coming from my room. I know Katalina should be the only person in there, so I opened the door to see Trevor pacing the room. What the f**k does he want now? I opened the door in just a towel and approached him, as Katalina was just leaving the room. “Please put some f*****g clothes on.” he demanded. He wasn’t happy and I don’t know why. I go into the closet and change into some basketball shorts and a wife beater. I walked out to be met with a box to my face, sending me a few feet backwards. “Alpha or not, what the f**k you hitting me for dawg?” I growled, leaping at him.

I can match Trevor, no matter his position. A fight he wants, a fight he’ll get. As I go to grab him, he uses his Alpha voice on me and orders me to stand down. I had no choice but to submit, but it pissed me off because he took a shot at me, and then ordered me to stand down. I was itching for a fight, and before he’s my Alpha, he’s my best friend. “Before we continue this fight, let me explain to you what your dumb ass decisions just did. I understand that you don’t want Kendra as your mate, and I understand that she despises you just as much. But to put her in a coma, because while trying to heal, her ungrateful ass mate decides to screw another female, is f*****g low. Even for you.” “I didn’t…” “SHUT UP!!!” he roars, cutting me off. “I’m sick and tired of the bullshit you’re putting her through. You have no issue hurting her, but when she does it to you, you want to get mad. You are pathetic and you better pray when she pulls through, that her hatred from you doesn’t grow.” And with that, he releases me. I didn’t hesitate and threw a punch at him. We don’t say anything but tussle in my room, destroying everything in sight. His anger is just as big as mine and we were releasing it. Finally after what seemed like forever, we were both tired out and winded. “Be careful what you do from here on out, because I won’t protect you from her wrath.” Just as quickly as he came, he left. I looked around my room and destroyed the last thing standing, this muthafucking b***h!!!

Gretchen

I’ve been trying to heal Kendra as fast as I could, but whenever that she wolf cutted her with it, it causes a slow heal. We weren’t in the clinic a good thirty minutes before Kendra started screaming in pain. I can feel what she’s going through, and this asshole is f*****g another b***h already. Her powers are also affecting me healing her quickly, and they are fighting to protect her, but are causing her to decline more because I can’t heal the wounds that are bigger. I’m struggling and trying to work 3x as hard to get her better, but I’m getting exhausted as well. I can feel her heart beat increasing and her adrenaline dropping. This isn’t a good sign, and I was right. From all the pain that Kendra was in, her heart gave out, causing her to flatline. I was fighting to hang on as long as possible, trying to help her regain consciousness. When the doctor finally got her heart beating again, she was put in a coma to help her heal faster. But from what I can feel, he was still f*****g this brod. Four f*****g hours, he kept at this, as Kendra retreated further into her mind. After what seemed like an eternity, I was finally able to communicate with her. “Kendra, are you there?” I asked her. I walked towards her wandering aimlessly. Poor Kendra, from what it looks like, she finally snapped and has lost her mind. “Kendra, can you hear me?” I called out to her. This time, she turns her head towards me, and the tears that I see pouring down her face only breaks my heart for her more.

I trot to her and put my nose to her neck, allowing her access to my fur. Her mind is roaming and I can see that she’s trying to protect herself. “Come into focus Kenny. I’m right here.” I said. I sat down next to her and gave her the time she needed to gather herself. “Gretch.” I hear her calling my name. I opened my eyes and looked up at Kendra and damn near jumped out of my skin. Her eyes were bloodshot red, as if she was injected with some vampire blood. The anger and hatred has grown and quite honestly, Keyon deserves everything she’s planning. “Kenny, are you okay? How are you feeling?” I asked, rubbing my nose against her legs. She smiled and stroked my nozzle, “I would be lying if I said I was fine, but I’m not. I want blood, and I want that bastard to pay for everything he’s done to me.” she hissed. I couldn’t blame her, I promise you I couldn’t blame her. “Kenny, you need to heal first before plotting your revenge.” I tried to reason with her. The hurt and betrayal has her too far gone and with her being in a coma, it’s safe to say that Keyon is safe for right now. I went to say something else when we heard Latvia’s voice. “Kenny… Kenny, please come back to us.” she cries. I look up at Kendra to see her eyes flickering. Her hatred for Keyon and love for Latvia are battling each other. “Kenny please, don’t let that asshole do this to you. You are stronger than this. You are wanted by many people. So many people love you Kenny. I love you… I want my sister back… pl-please Kenny… don’t leave me.” she begs.

I can feel Kendra’s heart flutter. She has a sisterly love for Latvia and brotherly love for Trevor. I know she doesn’t want to hurt them, but right now she’s only thinking about her feelings. Keyon is wrong on so many levels and the fact that he knew that if Kendra didn’t accept his rejection, she could possibly die from a heartbreak, and then still proceeded to f**k another women, mire minutes within her getting to the clinic. I hate to say it, but Keyon doesn’t deserve to live after this. Sadly, these aren’t my thoughts, they’re Kendra’s. I’m trying to prevent her from becoming the bitter ex mate, but Keyon just keeps pushing her buttons. Both of our thoughts were interrupted when we caught a whiff of Keyon’s scent. We know damn well he is not here right now. “What the f**k are you doing here?” Latvia asked. I was listening to this interaction, when I felt a surge go through me. I look back at Kendra… and she’s levitating. Her eyes were completely dark. When did she become possessed? “Kendra, come out of it.” I whined, scratching at her legs. The longer he was in there, the worse this situation was going to get. “Kendra, focus on my voice please.” I am pleading at this point, I need her to snap out of this. “You have a lot of nerves, Keyon. A lot of f*****g nerves.” Latvia said. “Get out and don’t bother returning to this room.” she demanded. Keyon couldn’t go against her, so I guess he left, because his scent was getting weaker. “I won’t allow him to hurt you again. Please come back to us.”

Kendra

The sound of the machines beeping is irking my last nerves. My body hurts like hell, my head is pounding, and to top that off, I can barely move. The beeping seems to be getting louder and without thinking I waved my hands towards the machine, silencing it. That’s better, peace and quiet. I stayed with my eyes closed and listened to my surroundings. I can tell I’m still at the clinic because I can hear other monitors beeping and going off. I hear the nurses talking and running around. Everything was emphasized, so I naturally assumed I was in wolf form.“Gretchen, why are we in wolf form?” I asked. I look to see Gretch shivering in the corner. “Gretch, are you okay? What’s wrong?” I reached out to her, stroking her fur. She calms down, but doesn’t look at me. “Gretchen, look at me.” I’m practically pleading. She turns around and so much fear is in her eyes, that I’m confused. “Why are you afraid of me? What did I do to you?” I’m not sure what happened, all I remember is being in the clinic after the attack. That’s about it. “I don’t know what Vega did to you, but you might want to go look in the mirror.” she replies. I used this as an opportunity to wake up and look around the room. When I say everything is bright, everything is brighter than bright. It makes Gretchen's eyesight look bad. “What the f**k?” I say out loud, trying to calm my nerves.

I struggle to sit up but am in too much pain. I can feel my body shaking as the monitors begin beeping rapidly. Within a few minutes a few nurses come running into the room, only to halt at the door. They looked as though they were afraid to move. One nurse finally snapped out of it and ran to my side, asking me to relax and she’ll give me something for the pain. I’m looking at her and she’s amazed and afraid at the same time. A few minutes later, the doctor, Trevor and Latvia come bursting into the room. When Latvia saw me, she put her hands to her mouth and cried. She looks away as Trevor holds her. Everyone seems to be in awe and frightened. “What is everyone looking at?” I finally asked. Doctor Howard comes forward and asks me a series of questions. “Kendra, how are you feeling?” he began. “I feel like s**t, like I’ve been run over by six giant trucks simultaneously.” I confessed. He nods his head and scribbles something on the pad. “Do you remember anything that’s happened?” I thought about it for a minute. “The only thing I can remember is being attacked by rogues, and then ending up here.” I said. Everyone looked shocked at this point. “Mind telling me why everyone’s acting as though they’re looking at a ghost?” I finally asked. Too many eyes are on me and I can’t stand it. “Well first Ms. Lowe, I need you to understand that you just woke up from a coma.” Dr. Howard replied.

I must’ve looked at him stupidly. “What do you mean I just woke up? The attack happened yesterday.” I said. Refreshing my memory. Something tells me that this isn’t about to be good. “Kendra…” Latvia begins, walking towards me. “Tavie, what’s wrong?” I asked. “Listen to me, okay. You've been in a coma for a year.” she says, taking my hand. “What?!” I asked. “Tell me you’re f*****g with me right now?” I asked. “She’s not.” Trevor replied, stepping forward. “Everyone except Dr. Howard, clear the room.” he demands. Everyone said yes Alpha and backed out the room, now it’s just the four of us. “Listen to us, okay Kendra. We need you to focus. What I’m about to tell you, is everything that’s happened since the attack. We need you to stay calm, okay?” Trevor says to me. I don’t like where this is going, but I needed to know why Gretchen can’t even look at me, so I nodded my head. “Okay, here we go.” Trevor begins. “The day of the attack, you disappeared for 4 hours. Do you remember that?” he asked me. “Yeah, I was captured by Vega.” I replied, catching everyone off guard. “We’ll address that later.” Trevor said before continuing. “We searched for you for 4 hours before coming home. But then, around 3 that morning, you reappeared and were attacked by rogues, do you remember that?” he asked. I nodded my head. “Good, okay. Now, once we rescued you, Joseph brought you back here to the clinic. Do you remember that?” he asked, waiting for clarification. I nodded my head.

“Okay, good. Now, this is where you need to stay calm, and let me get through this whole thing, alright?” Trevor demands and I once again nodded my head. “Okay, thirty minutes within you being here… Keyon was f*****g Katalina.” my blood starts boiling. f*****g Keyon, the erogant, son of b***h. “Pay attention, okay. You couldn’t take the pain… and your heart stopped, for ten minutes.” Did this man just say I passed away… for ten f*****g minutes? Ain’t no f*****g way that happened. It’s taking everything in me not to ask questions. “Dr. Howard was able to revive you, but because of what Keyon was doing, you went into a coma. That is where you have been for the past year.” I am livid as I could actually picture Keyon being that f*****g cruel. I understand you didn’t want me, but you didn’t have enough decency to wait until I was fully heal to f**k that b***h. The s**t I’m going to do to them when I get out of here. “Kendra, we didn’t know if you were ever going to come out of your coma. We are very happy and blessed to see you awake.” Latvia added. “So why won’t Gretchen look at me? And why does everyone seem to not want to be around me?” I finally asked. No one says anything. “I’m getting pissed off, I’m asking questions and no one seems to want to answer them.” I warned.

Latvia picks up a mirror that was on the counter and hands it to me, not saying anything. When I looked at the mirror, I could’ve sworn my soul left my body. “What the f**k happened to my eye?” I asked, looking around the room. My eyes are a dark purpleed color, like fresh blood drawn in a lab red. I looked evil as f**k and now it makes sense. “Who did this to me?” I practically cried. “Why are my eyes this color?” I asked. I’m panicking because I wouldn’t even want to look at myself. It’s bad enough I’m not found attractive, this is really going to take the cake. “Kendra, we don’t know. You woke up like that.” Latvia said. “Dr. Howard noticed your eye change seven months ago and thought it had something to do with what you were cut with.” Trevor informed me. The tears that fell from my eyes, I… I couldn’t look at myself. What was wrong with me? “It gets worse.” Latvia says, causing me to look up. “I found traces of vampire blood in your system. We figured that whatever was in that blade that cut you, had something to do with it. But, with this newfound information about Vega getting you, maybe he had something to do with it.” Dr. Howard says.

Latvia sits down and holds my hand, “I think you’re beautiful Kenny. No matter your eye color. Only because I know your heart.” She tries to reassure me. But all I can see are my eyes. “Look at me, you can’t possibly think that Tavie. LOOK AT ME!!” I yelled, as the tears rolled down my face. I buried my face in my hands and cried. “Gretchen, is this why you’re afraid of me?” I asked. She emerges from the shadows and snuggles in my head. “No, it’s not. It’s what I.. we saw in the future that scared me. You only got your eye color after that.” she replied. “Kendra.” Latvia voice pulls me out of my head. I looked up and noticed that everyone had left but us. I looked at Tavie and she jumped out of her seat. “Kendra, your eye!” she practically screams. “I know Tavie, we’ve established this already.” I cried. She’s such a b***h for making it even bigger. “No Kendra!! Look at your eyes.” she instructs before yelling for Dr. Howard. I looked at the mirror and screamed. My f*****g eyes were a bright hazel, where my normal eyes were a light brown. When did they change? Dr. Howard and Trevor come running in the room. Latvia explained what happened and then Dr. Howard examines my eyes. “I… honestly can’t tell you. This is something I’ve never seen before.” he says, throwing his hands up. I was so confused, what exactly is going on with my body? What the f**k happened within this last year?

Keyon

I have been living my best life this past year. Kendra has been in a coma and not interfering with my lovelife. I don’t give a f**k what anyone says, I’m not the reason she’s asleep. Her body couldn’t handle the rejection, so to protect herself, she put herself into a coma. If she had just accepted the rejection, none of this would be happening. But no, she has to fight back and make a mockery out of herself. Well, laugh the f**k on Kendra, you’ve really put yourself in a sticky situation. I’ve taken Katalina so many times and just within the past five months, I took her as my chosen mate. We’ve marked each other and everything. I didn’t want the Moon Goddess to choose who I can be with, and since she chose the wrong person, I took the liberty of picking my own mate. Trevor isn’t happy with my situation, seeing how my first mate is still technically alive. But Kendra has been dead to me since the attack. Nigel hasn’t had my back either. I had to force him to mark Katalina and that was a struggle in itself. But like I told him, he doesn’t have a bond with Kendra’s wolf, so he might as well suck it up and mark Katalina. It took me four months to get him to cooperate and even then, he hesitated. Katalina, of course, wasn’t happy about the incident.

The day I went to visit Kendra, Latvia told me to leave and not return, so I haven’t been back. When Trevor explained why, I joked and said that maybe I should visit everyday then. He didn’t like the joke, neither did Latvia. My main issue is Nigel. We had two rogue attacks and he only shifted for one of the attacks. He wanted me to understand what Kendra went through, maybe then I would accept her. Luckily for him, I knew how to fight combat without my wolf and was able to survive. He hasn’t spoken to me in almost six months now. Really, the only thing he does is request a run, and by himself. When I run with Katalina, he doesn’t even go near Bria. What’s even more messed up is, Bria agrees with him about everything. So now, we just run without Katalina, and I know that breaks her heart. I’m at war with Nigel everyday and when Katalina went into heat, he refused to love Bria, and once again, Bria agreed. Bria said that she knows about Kendra and will not be a part of the mischievous bullshit I’m doing. I couldn’t believe that my wolf and my mate’s wolf were turning against me. It irritated my f*****g soul and yet, I needed Nigel. Katalina wants pups and since Nigel and Bria refuse to mate, it’s not looking so good.

Today, I needed to talk to Trevor about some construction business. I tried mindlinking him and Latvia and got met with a block. I thought maybe they were in their room, but when I went to knock, no one answered. Finally, after a few hours, I was informed that they were at the clinic, so I made my way there. Why were they there? I don’t know, but as soon as I entered, Kendra’s scent hit my nose. Don’t get it twisted, I’ve been here a few times and the scent wasn’t this strong. That could only mean one thing, she’s up. I raced to her room and threw the door open. I was met with shocking stares and one very cold, evil glare… from Kendra. “You shouldn’t be here.” Trevor says, shoving me out the room. He knew she was up and didn’t tell me. Why was I not surprised? “When did she wake up?” I asked, waiting for an answer. “Don’t worry about that, go home to Katalina now.” the demands. “No, tell me when she woke up.” I commanded. His Alpha aura was projected and I submitted, “you will do as I say.” he orders. I didn’t argue but got up and left. I’ll just come by later and have a talk with Kendra. I mindlinked a nurse I was f*****g before settling for Katalina to inform when Alpha Trevor and Latvia left. She understood the assignment because around 8 pm, she informed me that Kendra, the Alpha and Luna all left the clinic.

If Kendra left, that could only mean she was discharged. So, I’ll head over to her house and pay her a visit.

I waited to make sure the coast was clear before knocking on her door. The scent of Douse and cinnamon rolls hit my nose, she’s definitely home. She swung the door open, and just as quickly slammed it in my face. See what I mean, the disrespect is to a new high. I pounded on the door, “open this damn door.” I ordered, trying to use my Beta tone. A few more minutes of pounding on the door and she opens it again, but this time her eyes caught my attention. She had the most evil eyes I have ever seen, and so f*****g red. “Hear me, and hear me good Keyon. If you so much as come within ten feet of my house. I will hurt you, understood?” Before I could answer she slammed the door in my face. Not a second later, I am flung from her porch, landing a few yards from her. I knew she hated me, but I didn’t know it was to this extent. Her eyes were bloodshot red and I wasn’t imagining this. Her hatred for me was strong and yet, I’m extremely pissed off, that she survived this. This only means that I needed to try harder, harder for her to accept the rejection.

I pounded on the door again and didn’t receive an answer, so I left. I couldn’t draw any more attention to myself. Kendra’s disrespect and level of pettiness pisses me off. Most women wouldn’t even consider telling me off, seeing how I’m a Beta, but Kendra, mate or not, she’s never had a problem with talking crazy to people. Especially me, but since I became Beta, she calmed down, at least I thought. My real issue is, I don’t want my f*****g mate thinking she can talk to me any kind of way, in front of anyone. I know for a fact that Kendra… will do just that. Mate or not, it’s called respect. I needed to blow off steam so I texted Katalina. When she replied, she said she wasn’t on the pack grounds but visiting family. f**k!!! Just my luck. Then I thought about it and texted Miranda. I waited for her to reply and went to use the restroom. When I returned, I checked my phone and what I saw not only broke my heart, it angered me. Miranda: Hey Keyon, I’m sorry we haven’t been getting up. Listen, I meant to tell you a year ago. I found my mate about four months ago and we’ve relocated to his pack. I will miss our time together, but I’m really happy. Plus, I heard you found your mate, congrats. I hope everything is great between y’all. I have to go, this is goodbye. To say I was mad would be an understatement, I was livid. I scrolled through my phone to try to find one of my man women to f**k, to make Kendra feel the pain, but I’ll be damned if I didn’t get a respond. What the f**k is going on?

“Naw Moon Goddess, don’t f**k with me like please.” I damn near begged. I can’t have her messing with s*x life, I don’t give a damn whose my mate, she can’t be serious right now. I’m about to lose my f*****g mind. “It looks like you’ll be jacking off my boy. Take this as a sign.” Nigel teases. “Shut the f**k up brah…not in the f*****g mood.” I said, blocking him. “Cold shower… take a cold shower.” I said to myself, running to the bathroom. While there, I thought of a wonderful f*****g way to f**k Kendra over even more. Let's finish what we started Kendra.