My Ugly Mate

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Kendra, still in the woods with Alpha Trevor and Luna Latvia

Alpha Trevor walked next to her. “May we speak to Kendra, can you allow her to shift back?” he asked. “It’s up to you Kendra, do you wish to speak to them?” Gretchen asked. “Yeah, that’s fine.” I said. We walked behind the tree and shifted, it still hurt like a muthafucka, and I was winded when I could finally feel my feet on the grass. “You’ll get used to it. I promise.” Gretchen said. "Yeah, I hope so." I chuckled. I come around the tree and see Latvia and Trevor talking with each other. When they looked at me, there was so much hurt in their eyes. “Why did you do it without us?” Latvia asked, tears coming down her face. I shrugged, “I’m used to going through things on my own, I didn’t want to be a bother.” I said. I feel like a big burden, and now that they’ve seen me in wolf form, I feel so much better. “We told you that we wanted to be here for you Kendra.” Trevor said, his face in a ball. “And I’m aware of that, but… I was going through too much to wait.” I said. Latvia places her hand over her heart, “you are a sister to me Kendra. You don’t have to go through anything by yourself. I may be Luna, but I will always make time for you.” she says, pulling me into another hug. I couldn’t help the tears flowing down my eyes. “I’m sorry. “ I said. We embraced for a few more minutes before Trevor said, “let’s go back to the cabin and order in. We still have time to celebrate your birthday.” he says, pulling us to him. We headed towards the cabin and ordered four different types of restaurants. When the food arrived, we stayed up and talked, laughed, and ate until almost five o’clock in the morning. When they left the cabin, it was 4: 45 am. I stayed and finally decided to get some sleep. “You did good, Kendra.” Gretchen said. “No thanks to you.” I replied, before blacking out completely.

Infamous Moon Pack

Keyon

I was coming downstairs when I was pulled aside by Miranda. “Hey baby, wanna pick up where we left off the other day?” she asked, running her hands down my jeans. As tempted as I was, I needed to see Trevor. “Maybe later, I’m busy right now.” I said, side stepping her. I found Trevor and Latvia sitting down eating, Kendra nowhere in sight. I rushed over to them, “hey, where have y’all been all night?” I asked. They both just looked at me and raised their eyebrows. “Last time I checked, we don’t answer to you.” Latvia chuckled. I was wrong, but damn if I didn’t feel disrespected. “Man, listen, I needed y’all last night.” I said. The pain I was going through was unbearable. I was screaming in agony, shaking, and convulsing. I felt like I was being stabbed by a million knives, my heart was racing, and I was sweaty. “What’s wrong bro?” Trevor asked, annoyed. “I was in excruciating pain last night. I feel as though I was dying. I was having a hard time breathing, my body was shaking, and I felt light-headed.” I explained. They just sat there, emotionless. “Interesting.” Trevor said. He looked at Latvia and nodded, “you want this conversation here, or in our office?” he asked. I f*****g knew it, I f*****g knew it. She is my f*****g mate, that ugly ass b***h. “Ain’t no f*****g way.” I growled.

“Why you mad?” Trevor asked me, laughing. “Did you think you were going to escape the pain of rejecting your mate?” he asked. “She’s not… my f*****g… mate!” I hissed. I walked away before they could say anything. I stormed upstairs to my room and decided to go see Kendra. Whether she likes it or not, she will accept this rejection. “Ha, my boy, you delusional.” Nigel said, before retreating back into my mind. I decided to address this s**t today, I don’t give a f**k if it’s her birthday or not. I was running downstairs when I was hit with the smell of cinnamon rolls and Douse, my favorite combination of hunger food. I followed the scent towards the kitchen, when I heard a conversation and name, that rocked my soul. “Happy Birthday Kenny!!!” Ms. Willows yelled. I looked through the door and lord and behold, there’s Kendra. She looks so f*****g good in that thigh-high split dress. “No, hell no… chill out with those thoughts.” I said to myself. I looked through the window and looked Kendra dead in the eyes. I thought I would see some kind of hope or pleading coming from them, but instead, I received the angriest glare ever. The hatred in her eyes even made Nigel whimper. I went to open the door, only to be hit in the face with it. Hard as f**k too, blood squirting from my nose.

“What the f**k?!” I yelled, grabbing a few napkins. “OMGoddess, are you okay Beta?” Ms. Willow asked, rushing to my side. Kendra just walked by me like I was nothing. “I’m sorry Ms. Willow.” Kendra said, “but I have to go.” She then glares at me and storms off. “f*****g b***h,” I said to myself. “Ya f*****g momma… again.” I heard her yell. She was headed for the door and I needed to address this. I shrugged Ms. Willow off and rushed after her. By the time I saw her, she was halfway across the front. I don’t know if she’s flying or just walking fast, but I had to address her. I ran to catch her, when she stopped and looked back at me. “Don’t f*****g follow me asshole.” she spat, balling her fist up. “Accept the f*****g rejection.” I growled at her. Her scent was starting to f**k with me. It was so intoxicating that I just wanted to take her right here and now. I love a woman who has a nasty as mouth on her. Her fighting back is turning me on. “I told you dumb dumb, you can’t fight that fuckng mate bond. Why don’t you make it to Kendra, apologize, and just accept her for who she is. You may never know, she might surprise you.” Nigel says. I ignored him, my mind is set, I don’t want her. “Awh, poor Keyon… had a rough night?” she asked, smirking. “Did the big bad wolf have a rough night?” she mocked, damn near laughing. “I don’t see anything f*****g funny Kendra. Don’t f**k up my chance at a better mate.” I said, snarling at her.

Her f*****g resting b***h face pissed me off. She showed no emotions, but just turned and walked away. I went to reach her, when suddenly I felt this force holding me back. “Don’t follow or run up on me… trust me.” she threatened, releasing her powers. She chuckles and continues to walk away. “I’m going to f*****g kill that bitch.” I hissed. “No you won’t, because you risk the chance of dying yourself. I’m telling you now Keyon, st-.” I immediately blocked Nigel. Not in the move for this bullshit. I stormed through the halls and went to my room. “f**k!!! GAWD DAMN IT!!!” I screamed, throwing anything against the wall. I am seething mad, and I will be damn if this b***h gets the best of me. “f*****g Kendra.” The hatred for that beast is real right now. If she thinks she’s going to continue to disrespect me and play me, she’s got another thought coming.

Kendra

I am loving the torture Keyon is experiencing right now. If he thought that he was going to get his way, he’s highly mistaken. f*****g bastard. “YoU’Re nOt AtRacTive tO Me!!” f*****g clown, he’s missing out. The s**t I could do to him, the kids I could carry for him, the amount of loving and attention I will shower him with. I’ve always said that when I met my mate, he would never want for anything. A king or rather Alpha, I would treat him. I just chuckled and decided to clear my head. I’m finally back at my place and wanted to listen to my playlist. I connect my phone to my bluetooth speaker in my living room, after putting it on shuffle, my favorite song by Whitney Houston comes on, I’m Every Woman, the remake to Chaka Khan’s version. I turn my stereo and phone up as high as they would go and start singing and dancing to the music. “I can cast a spell of secrets you can tell, mix a special brew, put fire inside of you, anytime you feel danger or fear, then instantly I will appear, 'cause. I'm every woman, it's all in me, I can read your thoughts right now, everyone from A to Z.” I’m swaying my hips, jumping and spinning around, sliding, dropping, and singing so badly and loud. Especially when she starts with those vocals that speak to my soul.

Music has always been my gateway to escape anything. After that, some Cardi B comes on, then Fergie, and then some Carrie Underwood. I love diverse music, every single song on my playlist represents me. Rihanna Wild Thoughts came on, and immediately my mind jumped back to Keyon. I know he’s a s*x animal, according to the rumors. He’s not long, but he ain’t small either, and according mostly to Miranda, ole dude has stamina. Funny, I won’t be able to experience that, since my f*****g face is going to keep him on soft. Wow, rejected because I’m ugly, that’s pretty f*****g low. I grabbed my phone and turned to Khia, Don’t Trust No N****. This song is more appropriate for how I feel. I will never trust another man in my life. If they are all this f*****g shallow, I’ll rather live without them and be by my f*****g self. I can’t be a w***e, because it’s not in me. I want to spend my life with my destined mate, and since that seems to not be happening, I honestly don’t know what to do. I will be fronting when I say that I’m heartbroken. I felt that pain last night, it was almost unbearable.

At this point, I’m not dancing anymore, I’ve made my way on my couch as Candice Glover I’m Beautiful is playing. This song is what has the waterworks going. “And he says I am beautiful, and when I fall, it don't matter that I'm not perfect. I am beautiful, I'm not alone, and in his eyes I'm so worth it. I'm worth every tear, and every scar, and even when you say I'm not. He says I'm beautiful.” “I’m not… ugly.” I say through sobs. Woman or not, to hear someone that's supposed to love you no matter what, say they don’t want you because you’re ugly to them is a painful realization that not everyone cares about your feelings. My breathing is heavy and I can’t stop the waterworks. Suddenly, I felt water dropping on my head and I looked up to see a rain cloud. It’s pouring and the only thing getting wet is me. Is this from my powers? Does it affect my emotions? I would think so, seeing how this has never happened. Seeing the rain cloud made me cry harder. “You’re okay Kendra. You’re not by yourself, sis.” Gretchen says. I just ignored her, that’s easy for her to say, her f*****g mate is in love with her, even though they’ve never seen each other. Mine despises me, and wants me to accept his rejection, so another b***h can have him. I most certainly will not.

After the music became a blur in the background, I finally composed myself as 112 If I Hit was blasting. Turning the music down, I decided to go get dressed and treat myself tonight. It’s still my birthday night and I won't let a muthafucka stop me from celebrating. Who knows, maybe tonight I’ll get lucky. I plugged my phone up and went to take a shower. As I let the water run over my body, I imagined what he was like being under Keyon. Whether I’m mad or not, I’m still his mate and the idea and desire is still strong, even before I knew he was my mate. I pictured us in this shower right now, him kissing me on my back, his fingers running down my body. “Damn baby, I’m blessed to have you.” he whispers in my ear. I start to bite my lips, feeling every flutter and trembling in my body. His hands find their way to my titties, kneading them, causing moans to escape my mouth. “Keyon.” I whimper out, as his kisses become more possessive and longer. I can feel him turn my body around to face him, taking my lips into his, he hard d**k against my p***y. “Tell me you want me.” He whispers on my lips. “Tell me how badly you want it?” His commands are almost non-existent. His hormones are just as high as mine. I can feel his fingers moving further down to my walls, as I am wetter than this shower and hotter than the steam.

“I want you, Keyon.” I moaned, lust in my eyes, my hands roaming over his pot belly. Keyon is so f*****g sexy, hefty, and my size wolf. A few more lips lock and my hand caresses his pipe, causing him to growl. “I can’t hear you.” he says, grabbing me by my throat and pinning me against the wall. “I want you Keyon, badly.” I said, trying to avoid crumbling. I love a man that takes control in the seex department. “That’s better my love, let daddy take care of you.” he says, as he starts fingering me. I feel his fingers enter inside me, causing me to contract. “f**k!” he hisses, as he begins to pick up the pace. Within a few minutes, I’m crying out his name. “Keyon… goddess baby… Yes!!” My body is twisting and turning. My climax is approaching and I can’t calm it down. “c*m for me baby, let daddy taste you.” Keyon growls, thrusting faster and fast. “I’m cuming Keyon… oh shit.” I yell, as I let my face fall. Keyon lifts it up and devours my lips as I c*m hard on his fingers, then without thinking, inserted his fingers in his mouth. “f*****g delicious.” he whispers. As I c*m down from the orgasm, I’m back to the reality that I’m alone in my house, in a now cold shower, thinking about my mate, who rejected me. Happy f*****g birthday Kendra.

Keyon

I’m sleeping, dreaming of winning the annual warriors tournament that will be taking place soon. I have the big trophy in my hands, Miranda by my side, and the whole pack congratulating me. I go to say something when I feel a f*****g huge pain shoot through my whole body. My insides are on fire and I can’t stop it. “Ahhhh!!!” I yell out, jerking myself out of my sleep. I throw my covers back and buckle over on the side of my bed. I can’t gather my thoughts or emotions fast enough. What the f**k is happening right now? I can’t breathe and my head is pounding. I’m screaming at the top of my lungs. Suddenly, I hear my door being thrown open and Trevor rushes to my side. “Yo, what’s wrong?” he asked. I couldn’t answer him, Nigel is trying to break through and my eyes are fighting for control. “What the f**k Nigel?!” I yell at him. “It’s not me, someone is f*****g Kendra, or she’s f*****g someone. Either way, this is what it feels like when our mate betrays us.” He’s growling. Nigel wants blood, how f*****g dare she? I try to stand, but it’s not ending. I look at the time, 3:24 am. I black out completely, waking up to Trevor calling my name. “Key…dawg, wake up.” he says, shaking me. I open my eyes to see that I’m still on the floor. “How long have I been out?” I asked.

Trevor reaches his hands out for me to grab and pull me up from the floor. “You passed out from pain around 3:30 this morning. The pain just stopped about thirty minutes ago.” he says. I looked at the clock, it’s almost f*****g 6:00. She’s been at this s**t for two and half hours. Has she lost her f*****g mind. “You flipping out, but didn’t we just f**k Miranda for two hours before you went to sleep yesterday? How do you think she felt?” Nigel reminded me. I don’t give a f**k about her feeling the pain, I didn’t expect her f*****g ass to be messing with someone else. I mean, who the f**k would find her attractive. “The doc said that when a male wolf experiences pain, his mate is cheating on him. So that lets us know, Kendra is giving you a taste of your own medication.” Trevor says while trying not to laugh. I growled and asked, “are you done Alpha?” He shrugged and pats my shoulder. “I hope your okay. Get some rest." He said and walked out. I struggled to get up and closed my door. At this point, if games is what Kendra wants to play, games we will play.

I mind linked the guards on duty this morning. “Who did Kendra Lowe bring home?” I asked. After a few I don’t know, a guard named Joseph replied. “Another wolf from another pack, we cleared him though.” he says. “Find out who he is. Understood?” I commanded Joseph. “Yes Beta.” he replied before disconnecting. “Why do you need to know that?” Nigel asked. “She’s not your mate, remember? You rejected her, so why does it matter who she sleeps with? It’s not stopping you from f*****g Miranda, even though you know Kendra can feel it as well.” He growled. I sucked my teeth. “Doesn’t mean I can’t make her life a living hell. I want her to throw that f*****g rejection at me. By the time I get done with Kendra, she’s going to wish she hadn’t played games with me.” I replied. No response. Oh, now he has nothing to say.

Kendra

To say my night was nothing short of excellence would be a lie. First of all, Keyon was f*****g some skank a few hours before I left for the club. I sat on my bed, in pain for two hours, before he stopped. All that did was pissed me off even more. So, two can play this game. I went to a club a few towns over, it’s closer to the other packs territory. Before leaving, Gretchen had a mouthful to say. “That f*****g filthy man human!!!” She roars. “How dare he do this to you, knowing you can still feel the bond? It’s not his f*****g wolf either, it’s him. I want blood!!!” She says, trying to surface. I had a hard time holding her back. “Relax Gretch, we can get him back. That is, if you want to. I know you don’t want to hurt your mate. Mine on the other hand, doesn’t give a shit.” I said, looking at her eyes in the mirror. I’ve never, as long as I’ve had Gretchen, seen her this angry. “I can’t communicate with my mate no ways, but I can tell you, he’s against everything Keyon is doing.” She assures me. I listened to what she said and couldn’t help but feel bad. This petty f*****g war between Keyon and me, is cauing Gretchen and Keyon’s wolf not to be together. I didn’t think about that when this whole thing started.

“Girl, I’ll be okay. What most humans don’t know is when a wolf is rejected, we do eventually see our true mate. So, I’ll see him soon. But right now, let’s focus on making that asshole pay for causing you pain.” She said, with the most evilest smile on her face, it even scared me. “What to wear is the question.” I said. I went through my closet and found nothing that I liked, but because of how late it was getting most of the stores were closed. “You have the dress Kendra, you looked over it twice.” Gretchen said. I stopped and went immediately to the dress, smiling. I went to get dressed and left my place around 12 am. As I pulled up to the club, the heavens must’ve been smiling on me, because this dress got me in the club for free and a few free drinks and dances. My red velvet high, split on one side, spaghetti strapped, thigh length dress had all eyes on me. I didn’t give a damn though, I wanted all the attention. Of course there were a few wolves that were hating, but baby, they couldn’t touch me if I gave their asses instructions and the materials.

That’s not why my night was amazing. I was asking people to take pictures of me to post on my social media, knowing that Keyon is my friend on all of them. The last guy I asked had taken a liking to me and I’m not going to lie, Big poppa had me horny as hell. When he approached me, he was like, “damn, your man let you leave the house like that?” I just laughed and said, “I’m not taken, and am not looking.” Rolling a cherry around my mouth, eye f*****g him. His cologne had my panties on the floor and let’s not talk about his f*****g eyes. “May I buy you a drink?” he offers. No lie, I didn’t want a drink. I wanted s*x, and out of everyone that’s brought me a drink tonight, we have a winner. “I’m good, but I’m looking for a nightcap. Wanna grab something to eat and then head back to my place?” I offered. I guess he’s not used to a woman being that blunt. “He’s a wolf Kendra, I can smell it.” Gretchen said in my head. Oh, that makes it so much better. “Blunt and to the point. I would love a nightcap and food, as long as I pay for the food.” he says.

I smiled and said no problem. We decided to hit up Ihop, since I can’t stand waffle house. We sat, talked, and ate until 2:45. It will take me 25 minutes to get back to my place. I told him to drive and I’ll let the guards know that he’s with me. As we approached the pack, I mind linked Joseph and told him that I was bringing a guest back. Seeing how it’s not against the pack's rule to bring a lover back, Joseph had no issue with it. Before we could lock my front door completely, we were kissing and removing our clothes. He was a nice size and thick as f**k, which is okay with me. My p***y doesn't need to be stretched. His foreplay lasted almost an hour, but it was worth the wait. He started eating my p***y so f*****g slow and long, the build up is what was killing me. It was so f*****g wet and sloppy, exactly how I love it. Thirty minutes later, he had me running from him. He was sucking the soul out my s**t and I was about to c*m in his mouth hard. Once he brought me two orgasms via mouth, it was my turn. I had him lay down on my table, I tied his feet and hands to the legs and started playing with him first, before taking all of him inside me. I had a point to be made, and it’s that I will give my all, to please my man.

Since Keyon rejected me, this complete stranger gets all of that. I hope Keyon is feeling all of this. 20 minutes later, he squirts his kids down my throat. He tried to get up, but I mounted him. Making sure I align myself perfectly with him. As I lowered myself, the penetration of his d**k had me high already. It’s been a minute since I had some, so I’m a little tight, but that’s fine. The tighter the better. I started slowly grinding against him, watching his facial expressions and seeing him struggle against the ties. His eyes are rolling to the back of his head and I begin to pick up speed. I’m moaning and groaning, rocking his s**t and bringing both of us an orgasm, him before. Once I was done, I untied him, only to have him flip me, stomach first, on the table. He ties my hands and spreads my feet apart before tying them to the legs. He strokes himself a few times before entering me from the back. He pumps for a few before pulling out. Then this man does something I’ve never had done to me. He eats my ass, straight tonguing my s**t. To say I was on another level of ecstasy, I was moaning loud as hell. My legs were shaking and when he was done eating, he reinserted himself and while stroking, he’s fingering my asshole.

The pleasure is unbelievable and no more than ten minutes after that, I came… hard as f**k, as he came on my ass. He leaves me there to catch my breath and then releases me. This time, it’s almost five o’clock, but I wanted another round, and he had no objections. This round, toys were involved. Vibrators, dildos, clamps, whips, chains, and gags. This man’s s****l drive matches me to the T, and I’m all for it. He’s experimenting with different combinations with me, some to get himself off, some to get me off, and at the same time, relieving both of us. He watched me play with myself with the dildo, then he gagged me and had me drooling and screaming at the top of my lungs, mixing his d**k with the vibrator. Once everything was said and done, we clasped on my bed. I looked up at the time, it’s 5:44 am. Almost two and half hours. “You can stay.” I offered. He doesn’t object and curls up next to me. Before passing out I said, “I never got your name.” he laughs and says, “Johnathon.” “Kendra.” I said back. “Pleasure’s all mine Kendra.” he smirks, before we both went to sleep. Goddess, what a f*****g birthday.

I woke up to an empty bed. I sighed, damn why did it have to end. I rolled over to see a note on the pillow. “I would love to see you again. Or at least let’s stay consistent. Sorry to leave early, duty calls. Here’s my number, don’t be afraid to use it. For anything. Have a great day Kendra, and happy birthday. Jonathan.” I started smiling and blushing. “Well damn girlie, you think we went all out last night. I can’t wait to see him again.” Gretchen purrs. “It was a one time think Gretch.. You know that.” I reminded her. I appreciate him giving me his number, but I won’t be using it. I was frustrated and needed to release some stro tess. It was nothing serious but still, I put his note in my dresser drawer and got up to go to the store. As I made my way to the restroom, I was so sore, I really overdid it last night. I was standing under the hot water and a smile crept on my face. I would love to do that again. I washed off and went to pick out my outfit for today. I decided to wear simple jeans and a shirt, nothing too fancy. I know that my initial goal was to make Keyon jealous as much as possible, but he’s the last person on my mind. I go to step outside my door when the fragrance of peach and baked mac and cheese reaches my nose. Oh f*****g no, here is the devil himself. I run right into Keyon’s b***h ass and he looks beyond piss. “What the f**k do you want?” I asked disgustingly. He doesn’t say anything, but growls at me. I push past him and lock my door. I walk away when he grabs my arm. A little too tightly for my taste, so I blasted him with a windball, sending him a few yards away from me. It caught everyone’s attention and the whispers started. I rolled my eyes and walk to my car, as he rushes behind me. “Who was you f*****g last night?"