MIA
You know what they say, ′once an addict is always an addict’. This phrase couldn’t be truer.
The fateful day I decided to pop in the pills, I couldn’t stop myself anymore. I discreetly met Nora a couple of times later to get more and continued living like that.
Somewhere I justified myself that maybe a little quantity won’t harm me, but who was I kidding?
I was afraid of myself.
I was afraid of the person who I had become.
I wasn’t the Devil’s Angel anymore.
Every day I woke up, I told myself that today would be the last day but that ‘last day’ never came.
I betrayed Viktor – the man who held me every night to stop my nightmares, who made sure I was always taken care of, who loved me in his own ways – I betrayed him, I lied to him.
The Monster who atoned for me, I deceived
