Ravishing Desire

Dark secrets

Ayanna’s POV

“What did you just say?” I questioned turning around to look at him, I just wanted to see if I heard him correctly about what he had just said to me.

“I said if only you didn’t have such a bitchy attitude maybe by now you would be home nursing a newborn” He mocked me as I swallowed hard, holding on tight to my handbag.  I closed my eyes, taking a deep breath, and exhaling hard.

A few months ago, I was the talk of all the media about how my well-known boyfriend had just impregnated someone and I found out a few weeks ago he had a daughter.

“What makes you think I would want to be someone’s wife?  You know you shouldn’t meddle in other people’s business…. Who knows, maybe if you were lucky you wouldn’t have been left waiting at the altar by your bride who eloped with your young brother,” I said mockingly at him, my face beaming with a smile?

He looked at me his face turning red luckily for me Charlotte came back to inform me that she found my seat.

“I will see you later Mr. Newman,” I said brushing against him as I walked away. I never liked him and he always made things for me worse every time I saw him and he would ruin my mood.

“Are you okay?” Charlotte asked me as I settled in the comfortable leather chair.

“I think I will be,” I said to her, smiling briefly, looking ahead. The committee always called us to talk about some of the customers complaining and reminding us about the regulations.

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“So, what do you think?” Charlotte asked me as we headed to my car.

“Well, I don’t know… People complain about everything. Talk about pricing it’s an issue, you give them something they can afford, they complain about the quality.  I just can’t seem to understand humans,” I commented, getting in the car.

“Because our products are wonderful products, average people expect also considered when producing,” Charlotte said as I buckled up without responding.

“Do I have another meeting?” I asked her, and she nodded her head without looking at me.

“Yes, Reps from LA oils are requesting to see you,” She mentioned, and I sighed heavily.

“Robert, don’t let what he said get to you,” She said as I smiled at her focusing on the document on the door, Robert had ways to ruin my mood.

“Thanks! I will see you at work” I said to her, closing the door to my car as I started the car. Charlotte nodded her head before walking to her car and getting in.

I drove to work thinking about what Robert said to me. Most people hated me because I was very blunt and never had to beat around the bush to communicate with people.

I arrived at work and pulled over as I organized myself before going inside. I had a lot to do, but I was exhausted from the meeting.

I had to make sure I tried to make myself feel better after a walk; I sat back in my chair, thinking of what to do.

I thought of the only thing that made me feel better whenever I felt low; I grabbed my phone and dialing the only number that I knew.

“Hello?” the voice came on the other side of the phone.

“I would like to make an appointment for 9 pm tonight,” I said through the phone and the lady behind the phone noted it down.

“Same arrangement?” She questioned, and I thought about it briefly.

“Yes please,”

“Thank you,” I said cutting the call as I sat nicely in my chair trying to make myself comfortable.

 The time flew by so quickly that I didn’t realize it was already 7 pm. I looked at my watch and went to change into something else.

I quickly packed my things and went to the parking lot. I drove to my house, went inside quickly, taking a shower and changing into something else.

I wore all black, tied my hair behind, and grabbed my cap and red mask. I went to my carport and got into my black SUV. I started the ignition and left the house.

I arrived at the place, putting on my mask and cap, I walked in going to the reception.

“Reservation for Raya,” I said to the receptionist who gave me a card, and I walked away to the familiar corridor; I have been here several times before, especially when I feel shitty like today.

I unlocked the door and closed it briefly; I looked at the familiar room, which had a king-size bed in the middle; it had gloomy lights and all the beddings were red, just like I had requested. 

I walked to the bed and my pant and bra nicely spread on the bed; I sighed heavily, starting to take off my clothes as I put them on the chair nearby,

I changed in the pant and bra but still covered my face as I went to lie down on the bed; I was on a red bed and dressed in red.

I turned to my side and pressed the button on the left so that what I came for here can come in.

Call me crazy, but this is what I prefer than having a clingy man in my life.

I was still reminiscing about what I would feel when the knock came. The man knocked twice before I asked him to come in. He locked the door behind him and walked to me. I smiled seeing him stand before me wearing nothing but a robe.

“Take it off,” I said, almost like a whisper to him.

He gently untied the robe and dropped it to the ground.

I lifted my forefinger calling him to me, he steadily walked to me as he got on the bed. As he got on top of me, he too had his mask on, so there was no way to know the face of the person you are having s*x with. He was the same person I would meet every time for almost a year that I have been doing this, so he knows my body very well. Matter of fact, better than myself.

The man gently started kissing my neck as he took off my bra, he caressed my bare breasts.

As he came down to my cunt, slowly kiss me around it, he inserted one finger inside me as he started fingering me; I let out loud moans.

“How do you want it today?” He asked me as he prepared to thrust in me.

“Hard!” I whispered

As he pulled me closer to him, pulling my pant off, he spread my legs as he forced himself in me. I grab the sheets letting out a loud moan enjoying his full c**k in me.

He thrust hard again in me as I lifted my waist. He pressed me down, holding my legs. He pushed himself in me again. He had an enormous c**k that could cause you to shed tears.

He pulled out of me as I took a deep breath; he turned me around, pulling me up. He thrust in me hard again. I could feel his c**k inside me as I bend nicely.

He thrust inside me very hard as I moaned, I couldn’t still the pleasure I wanted.

“Spank me!” I commanded him as he hit me hard.

“f**k me harder!” I moaned out loud, “Oh no! I am coming!” I moaned to him as he stroked in me harder. After I had c*m, I grabbed the sheets exhaling heavily. As I fell to the bed, I didn’t care if the man had c*m or not what I was concerned about was me.

I looked at him take off the condom and he didn’t c*m.

“Do you want to c*m too?” I asked him and he lowered his head, I smiled to myself as I thought of him. 

“I am tired but I will do an exception today, just don’t c*m in me,” I said to him as he looked at me.

I turned around lifting my legs giving him a signal to come to me, even though they were trembling I had to do him a favor since he made me forget about that Robert.

He put on his condom and climbed on the bed; he thrust in me once more than he tried to f**k me. He stroked harder in me, but he wasn’t Cumming.

“May I?” He asked me and I nodded my head, he held both of my ankles putting both of my legs it the side lifting them up as he thrust in me. He pushed hard and harder, gently. He started moving his waist as he moaned, he increased the pace of his thrust as I moaned as well after a few seconds I heard him moan out loud Cumming outside.

I Laid back on the bed as I watched him clean up himself and getting ready to leave. I got up, going to the chair where I had put my clothes. I pulled out some money and gave it to Him.

“Thank you” He hissed as I looked away, going to pour myself some wine. He walked out of the room and I remained finishing my wine.

I quickly took a shower and changed back into my clothes before leaving the room. Yes, that’s the life I live, people respect me, but during the night I am lonely and end up paying for s*x.

I got in my car, driving off. I took off the wig letting down my hair. I vowed never to love again or date anyone but I told myself I would ensure that I satisfied my s****l desires no matter what. Even if it meant me going to underground places to get it.

I arrived home pulling over in my carport, I went inside the house as I took off my clothes.  I got isn't something else as I packed my outfit in the safe where I keep it in case someone stumbles upon it. I wouldn't have any explanation for it.

I got in my bed sitting back as I thought about what to do tomorrow! being in this house I was back to being the humble woman every person knows me to be.