14th of February I couldn't still help but think about the conversation I had with Tony yesterday and how everything had changed so drastically. He was one friend I really wanted to keep in my life for as long as possible. I think that's the thing about life, a lot of things are unexpected, they just happen. You keep thinking about them and then wished maybe the person had acted differently or maybe things had happened differently. I wished things had happened differently for me and Tony though. Sometimes I think about it and all that is in my head is how friendships end. I have not and I am not really one who has had alot of friends but I like to keep the ones that I have close enough. I always heard of friends fallen out and all and alot of things happening but then I really have neve

