I continued to sob as I lay in a fetal position on the other side of the bed. I attempted to hide my despair yet my body continued to shake from the feeling of his essence still inside of me. Anger and humiliation only roused these tears as I wiped them, feverishly. A woolen blanket was placed on top of my bare, defiled body and I grimaced. "I don't need your pity, Lord Varick." "Ah, so you do have some backbone left. I thought you church maids were like lambs, blind followers of a deceitful shepherd." I didn't answer as I was overwhelmed with the tears flowing once more. "Crying is for the weak, what do you gain from it, woman?" "WHOSE FAULT IS IT THAT I FELT LIKE THIS?!" I yelled but the effect only made my swollen cheek hurt. "You cried over a trifle deed," he

