Not being able to sleep, I step out of bed naked and feel for the light switch.? Last night, I almost fled with Connie and the kids to another country.? Or at least I wished I did.? George is getting more and more violent, and it is really making me wonder why I don't just have some of my buddies beat the ever-loving crap out of him. Running my fingers over my neck and then scratching my head, I throw on my shorts before heading to the bathroom.? Feeling the overwhelming need to pee, I open the door and find my mom laying on the floor just outside my bedroom.? She looks up drunk, "Hey, son." "What in the hell are you doing back here?"? I ask her, before I run to the bathroom and relieve myself. Every time I turn around my mom is either coming or going and with Lillian's problems

