The last few days were especially hard because I spent most of the day with Lillian and then I went to the shop to check up on their work.? I had lied to her when I said they were doing a wonderful job.? At first when I left them in charge, they spit them out like a conveyor belt, but then after a while they slowed down to a crawl.??
When I checked in on them the last time, they had gotten behind by one and there were three more waiting in line.? If I don't get my life in check soon, the shop will be history and so will my life's dream.? I must get Lillian out of here and now that she is divorced, I can marry her, and everything can simmer down.
The thing is every time I go back to the hospital, she looks at me so sad and I feel like I shouldn't ever leave her side.? I don't think
