Beyond The Pack's Shadows

Chapter 4

there." One of the nurses said and I glared at her. "f**k off Kimberly." I replied which had her nodding her head in return and running away. I went back to looking at my mate, secretly wishing I could just end his life right now. What the hell was this so call moon goddess thought when she paired us together? I have to do something, to get rid of him or I'd end up killing him and that's something that my wolf doesn't want. I sent plan about what I wanted to do. I know Declan wouldn't be stupid enough to go against my words, he's not like Damian. Shortly after he arrived and so I started telling him what to do. He agreed to it right away, following my orders like the fool he is. Was I stupid to do this? Maybe, but do I look like I care? No. As far as I'm concerned I didn't have a mate, he meant nothing to me. 'have you ever wondered what had happened to him?' Max asked out of the blue forcing an angry growl to escape my mouth. 'I'd be stupid if I wasted my time thinking about him. I could see he's nothing but a rejected freak, no one wants him so why should I?' Max didn't want me to hurt him but I would have if he continued his unwelcome stay here. It wasn't a bad choice for me to reject him, I just didn't feel anything for him and I didn't want a mate. Why would I want to be tied down to one person when I could be f*****g anyone I wanted? I wasn't big on commitment so he sort of escaped that. Plus he was incompetent, what use would I have with him if he couldn't even talk? I don't want a handicap for a mate. I would only be laughed at and I didn't like being taken for a fool. 'alpha I did what you asked, if you need me I'll be patrolling the north side of the border. Declan said through mind link and I thanked him. See, he's much different from Damian. He's someone I could rely on, someone who's always so loyal like a lost little puppy. 'Sheila come to my room, I need to continue what we have started.' Sheila agreed with me and I closed the link so I could head to my room. You might call me a prick I don't care. If I didn't like something or someone, they were going to see a different side of me. Mate or not the moon goddess can f**k off if she thinks that she'll be in charge of my love life. Max growled while saying I didn't have to be so disrespectful but I didn't listen to him. It's my mouth and I'm free to say what I want. When I got to my room, Sheila was already there waiting for me just as I instructed. I didn't waste any time undressing just so I can get this over with. I pulled a condom out and put it on, better to be safe than sorry right? F When I was about to line myself up at her entrance I stopped. I looked down at my member as it started to get soft. What the hell? I tried to do everything to get it back up but it wasn't working. What the hell is going on? I slammed my hand down on the bed next to Sheila's head which she jumped a little from. "leave!" I roared causing her to run right away. I felt my temper rising and that's how I knew it was going to be bad. I growled and started trashing the room, letting my anger out on it. I knew exactly why this was happening. Max was craving his mate a lot more than Sheila. He made sure I wasn't able to have s*x with her because it would somehow be a bit disrespectful for him. With me I couldn't give a damn who decided to spread their legs for me and Max was messing things up for me. I didn't care about his beliefs or the beliefs of the moon goddess. Once I find out that it's getting in the way of my time, I won't like it one bit. Max knew but yet he chose to ruin my time and because of that, he was left to deal with the mess he caused.

(Declan) I couldn't believe my alpha, What he wanted me to do. Gosh, I've never felt so angry as I'm feeling right now. He told me to take the wolf and dump him somewhere far away from here. That he shouldn't be anywhere near his pack land or else he's going to kill him. I shook my head as I continued my trek through the forest, with a bag I packed earlier to leave with the boy. I know that it's not much, but it's my way of saying sorry. I didn't even want to kill him when Damian stopped me, I now realized how stupid! was to actually follow alpha Jackson's orders to kill every rogue came across. Not all of them are bad, some of them just need a lot of love and training. They somehow lost their way after being kicked out of their pack, but with a great leader, I believe they would be better. When I got to where I saw fit to leave him, I looked at him one last time before placing him on the cold wet ground under a huge tree that would shelter him enough so he wouldn't get too wet from the rain. The rain hasn't stopped falling so I decided to pack a few jackets that were big enough to keep him warm when he shifts back into his human form. I also packed other clothes and food along with water so he would have something. I really hope that this would be enough for him. It's a good thing he was in his wolf form so he can stay warm throughout this weather. I patted his head and made my way back to the i***t who gave me this order, who only left me feeling guilty. No one deserved to be treated like this, I now saw what Damian was talking about. I made it back in no time, so I sent alpha Jackson a mind link telling him that I have completed his mission. I didn't want to see him now, not after the way he was making me feel about this entire thing.