'At some point, you just pull off the band-aid and it hurts but then it's over and you're relieved' ~ John Green Olivia's P.O.V. I've never felt so overwhelmed and overstimulated in my entire life as I do right now. Today was already a highly emotional and very stressful day for me but things were made even worse when I locked eyes with my brother and my ex for the first time in six years and all of the pain and trauma that I thought I had healed from came rushing back to me in droves. I honestly thought that I had healed and moved on from all of this but clearly, I haven't because as soon as I saw Tyler and Colton again, the wound in my heart which I had deluded myself into thinking was closed for good suddenly opened and the pain I felt was so bad that I thought I was gonna be sick,

