Been such a long week here with the parents. They've been pestering me of course but also very supportive of my podcast. My biggest fans. I've read all of Peter from my former life journal. There is a lot in there. A lot I never knew. It's like reading a fantasy novel which you know you are the female lead. That Peter was obsessed with me. He stalked me. He looked for me everywhere and made sure to find me. He claimed to love me. Adore me and like everything about me. I know I rejected him and it hurt but reading it like that makes me feel like an awful person. Now I understand why Peter did and said what he. He thinks winning me over now will cancel the pure heartbreak I left him in the past life. But we are still not in a position to be lovers him being six years below me. But he was

