“See, you didn’t even know. And you never went to any of the proms or parties.” “Don’t like to dance.” That came out in a mumble. Aaron allowed a short pause to grow before speaking again. “Are you?” His question shocked me more than a little. I’d never expected anyone to come right out and ask. “Gay? I…I don’t know.” “Don’t know? Hell, Ben, you’re nineteen years old. A guy knows by then.” “Not me.” “What makes you think that you are…uh, might be.” “The things you mentioned. And…” I stumbled to a halt, took a breath, and tried again. “And when I, you know, get it off…” “Jerk off, you mean?” I nodded. “Yeah. It’s Josh or Win or you I think about when I get it.” “Me?” His dark eyebrows climbed his forehead. “Yeah, sometimes.” “Did you take Josh up on his offer last night?” “No.”

