IMPERSONATING HER -- 17 -- -- I just can't sleep, i feel so uncomfortable.. Why am I this restless She checks her time -- everyone would be asleep, I can go out and feel better --- She stands up, wears her robe & flops, picks up a cigarrete pack and lighter, then left for the woods -- I shouldn't be doing this, for how long will I hold on, it's been easy, not so easy, but better for me..but, there are still months to go..what has been installed for poor me..I have a life to get back to..Gracia, gift, debby, Moyo and the others..when last have I spoken to them...my crazies, my bitches.. Clara is a foreigner..she wants to blend, just can't..ive been with those chickens since childhood My mom..its been me and her alone, all the way with my sister..struggling..I may not really like sha

