My Mates: The Doctor and the CEO

Chapter 2: What's Next?

Sasha P.O.V

I finished putting everything back on Natalia's desk as she put back on her clothes. I stole glances as each clothing piece was put back on. How could that all have just happened & now we pretend it didn't? I go to my desk & grab my bag as we make our way to the elevator in silence. Did I taste ok? Did she enjoy me? I was interested in nothing else but I couldn't mutter a word. We stepped into the elevator & as the doors shut she turned to me.

"I'm sorry Sasha, I broke the rules," she sighed.

I gawked at her. She is apologizing for what?

"The rules are for the men, not you," I smiled at her, hinting at something I hadn't even comes to terms with. Her eyes grew wide as a smile creeped on her face. I felt so much relief in that second.

"Well if I'd know that I would have touched you sooner, but don't worry I still remember no penetration."

That statement actually kind of hurt, did I dare give up the line in the sand I had preserved for my mate? I looked at the woman I was crazy about and was considering it. Would I risk everything for this woman? Humans, although some still unaccepting, we're much more tolerant than werewolves. Any wolf relationship besides heterosexual was almost unheard of, but maybe I'd be different. But after tonight I need to know where I am going.

Almost too soon the elevator dings and we walk out towards the parking garage across the street. It's so foggy and quiet, even for a Wednesday night. We get to the parking garage and our cars parked next to each other. I have a decent car, simple Kia for now, but Natalia has a humongous Cadillac Escalade since she said she always wanted one. She opens the backseat doors but hesitates for some reason, knowing as soon as I watch her eyes. She scans me up & down, almost hinting she wants me in that back seat with her. Dare we? She seems to side against it, hurting my pride a bit, as she shuts the door and waves me bye. I quickly put my stuff in my car & watch her drive away as I hop in the driver's seat & make my way home. I go in late on Thursdays so I decide I need to do something crazy tonight. There's a tiny witch's shack on the side of the dirt road to the pack house so I pull over and walk in. Sable is perched behind the table in a robe, watching some TV as she turns to me.

"Hello Sasha, care to sit for a spell?"

"You are so pun-ny Sable, but I do need something."

"Anything for you my dear."

"I need a potion to force my wolf to talk to me."

Sable looks visibly confused, "you do have a wolf correct?"

"Yes but she hasn't said anything to me since I shifted at 16, and I need her."

Sable turned to her many herbs and tonics as she began mixing me a small bottle of something. In the end she handed me a vile, blue in hue. I looked it over as she explained to me.

"Drink that with the strongest liquor you have, wolves are tough to force to talk. Then as soon as she speaks you only have about an hour to talk, so make your conversation count. You are a strange one my dear, but I do hope this helps."

I nod as I rush off to my house, thankfully I live on the first couple streets of the pack houses. In 5 min I whip in the driveway, and rush in the house. I grab the liquor bottle from my cabinet and down the vile with shot after shot of liquor. I'm so dizzy with the empty bottle I plop on the couch, & after almost 5 years I hear a strange but familiar voice.

"You really don't listen well do you?"

"Hello Dawn, I have missed you."

"I know, I didn't actually go anywhere just so you know."

"But I've needed your advice, your guidance for so long."

"Why?"

"I don't know what to do."

"Yes you do."

"No I don't! I'm taught to wait for my mate but I'm in love with Natalia. I can't keep lying to myself."

"I'm not asking you to."

"Dawn help me."

"You want my help to spell out what is in front of you. Sasha you are bi-s****l, not fit for just a single male mate. The Moon Goddess has made you wait for a mate, but a mate will love you for who you are. If he doesn't, yes he will reject us, but that doesn't take your love away. I want my mate, but we are in this body together. I will not force you to be who you are not. I will repeat the only words you have ever needed from me, be yourself."

Those words pushed me into a deep black out and before I know it my head is pounding and my alarm was ringing. I never even changed out of my clothes from last night, so I hobbled to the shower and stripped. Stepping into the warm water, with a sudden realization I was also still drunk. I sat down into the tub, letting the water run over my skin as I looked at my body. In my drunken state I could still picture Natalia's face between my legs, those brown eyes watching the pleasure on my face. Instinctually I reach for my c**t, pretending they are her fingers again. With in a few minutes my c*m is pouring out of me down into the tub as I try to stand, and barely succeeding. I turn the water to cold and it washes away the last of my drunkness, thank God for werewolf livers. I step out and look at my naked body in the mirror. Natalia had never seen anything under my clothes but my p***y, would she like all my curves? I sigh wanting to know the answer but no potion would give me that. It was against the rules of all the packs, witches, and humans to use magic on people but the thought still had to cross me mind.

I went to my bedroom and pulled out my knee-length black pencil skirt and a simple tan blouse. As I turned to dry my hair, I looked at the clock. Oh s**t I was way late. I began rushing to get dressed and soon flew out the door, quickly applying basic make-up and putting my hair into a high ponytail. I got to work just barely on time and rushed to my desk to start the day. Luckily Thursdays are more of a finishing touches day so I got to calm down and finish all my reports from the week. It was the end of the day before Natalia even paged me, Thursdays were her international meetings day so she usually is held hostage in her office. I walked in to find her feet up on the desk and her head leaned back on the chair. She turned and smiled at me as I walked over and leaned across the desk.

"Long day?"

"You have no idea."

Suddenly I see her eyes shift down & she bites her lip again. What now? I look down and, oh you have got to be kidding me. I forgot a bra this morning and my n*****s are poking through my shirt. I look up as our eyes meet. I melt as all I see is lust in her eyes. She gets up from her chair and walks around her desk, putting herself so close to me. She looks down as she takes a single finger and begins rubbing my right n****e. I try to hide my knees giving out as she looks up and startes into my eyes. I'm melting at this woman touching me.

"No panties then no bra, are you being bad Sasha?"

"Yes."

Just as we are about to make another move there is a sudden knock at the door. Again really? I sigh in disappointment, catching her attention. She rushes back the the other side of her desk and pulls a sweater from the bottom drawer and hands it to me. I throw it on as she calls in out interruption. A young lanky guy walks in, no older than 18, & the way he was gawking at us he clearly had never seen a woman before.

"Who are you?" asked Natalia.

"My name is Jace Systern. Alpha Demantrix sent me ma'am. He wishes you to cease your solicitation of his pack members & to make a meeting."

"How bold of the new Alpha, tell me young man when does your Alpha want his meeting."

"He told me soon upon his choosing ma'am." the boy nervously spoke.

"No, he can call me to arrange this meeting himself when we both agree to it. Now shoo I have more important matters to attend to."

With that the young man zipped out the door and his footsteps disappeared in the distance hallways. I couldn't help but giggle when she put on her bossy exterior. She turned & gave me a jokingly confused look which sent me in to a laughing fit. This woman is too amazing for words. She quickly got up and began gathering her stuff, leaving me with more questions as I recalled what was interrupted. I went to speak but she held a finger up to me.

"Tomorrow is your big birthday, I have things to finish for our celebration. Don't worry I know you don't want a lot of fuss, but I have a few things to finish. I want you to think long and hard about what you really truly want for your birthday."

With that she hustled out the door, leaving me speechless. Does she know what I was going to say?

I stood confused for a moment until I came back to reality, the silence of the office sinking in. I gathered my things and walked out to the garage to my car. Earlier than I thought it was as the sun was just setting. I decided to take the evening to unwind and think of all that's really happened the last few days. I stopped by my favorite coffee shop and grabbed my favorite Chai tea latte in the largest side they had and 6 chocolate covered strawberries. I dashed home to quickly make a nice easy dinner and poured myself some wine, as I drank all my tea on the way home. I sat on my porch looking into the forest, feeling guidance from the moon goddess. I thought of Dawn and what she had said, then what Natalia said as I ate & enjoyed my small dinner. Could I really do this? I was without a mate, but if I ever had dreams of the mate bond I feel that with Natalia. I finally said the words I needed to say last night. I loved this woman more than s*x, more than friends, and more than I thought you could ever love anyone. Could I truly have her? The last few days showed me something maybe I've missed all along, but needed to see for myself. Dawn was right, I was bi-s****l. I liked men but I'm crazy in love with this woman and no man I've met can compare to her goddess like quality. I didn't care about packs, I could leave and be with her as an outcast instead of a rogue. I think I was even to the point I didn't care about a mate, because Dawn was right. My mate would love me for me or reject me & I'd still have Natalia regardless.

I cleaned up my dinner and hopped in the shower, wanting to rush to work tomorrow. I knew what I wanted for my birthday.I downed the rest of my wine, washed my dishes, and went to bed anxious for tomorrow.

I woke up the next morning with an unnatural confidence, but I knew I wanted this. I rolled over and saw I had a text from Nat.

"Bring an outfit for tonight. Wear something that represents who you want to be as your new real 21 year old adult self."

What? How was I supposed to pick an outfit by that statement? I started my normal routine as I thought about this over and over again. I was all dressed and ready for work, staring at my closet trying to answer my own question. I finally saw the perfect dress hidden in the back. I folded it into my bag with my perfume and matching heels then set off for work.

As soon as I exited my car, the happy birthdays poured at me from every coworker. Some brought me breakfast, lunch, sweets, coffee, and even a couple men tried to sway me with chocolates. I smiled and politely thanked them but I was ready for tonight. I put all the food in the break room fridge as the day went on, but I was too excited to eat. Finally the office began growing quiet, some offering to take me for birthday drinks as they left on this Friday but I declined. Finally my phone went off with my most anticipated text.

"Get ready. Meet me in my office in 15."

I scoop up my bag and rush to the bathroom. After checking to make sure it was empty I completely strip and get into the dress. It was a mid-thigh strapless skin tight deep green dress that made my eyes pop. It had a cut out that revealed all my cleavage from top to bottom while pressing my breasts together to emphasize them. I teased up my curls, sprayed my perfume, and looked at myself in the mirror. I was ready, and with a deep breathe I scooped up my old clothes, ran them back to my desk, put on my heels and made my way to her office.

I walked in since she had the door open and my jaw hit the floor. She had set up a coffee table with 2 chairs and on it was multiple bottles of chilled champagne, my favorite dinner from the finest restaurant in town, and my favorite dessert. Candles adorned the room and she had some soft music playing in the background. I turned to look at her. She was bent over by her desk, clearly not aware I was present. Her ass was pointed at me, just barely covering her deliciousness. I smiled as I knocked on the door frame announcing myself. She stood up and turned towards me. Though before she could utter a word, she visibly checked me out from head to toe as she bit her lip.

Yes. Yes. Yes.