She Still Wants You

Both Ends

Oscar's POV

2 weeks later

"Oh f**k, your lips are sweet, I can suck them all night." I groan kissing Emmie.

She softly moans telling me that she is enjoying it. My hands squeezing her ass like am milking it. She removes her top and my face goes down to her breast like tears rolling down on a pretty model's face; Soft, slow and passionate.

"Aaaawr, mmm, I wish this could last forever." Emmie said pulling me close to herself so tight. I could feel her grip on my back, she wants it as bad as I do.

"Damn you're hot as fuck." I say out loud a thought as I look at Emmie's sexy body in her birthday suit. Swear she is a masterpiece, her curves are tempting and enticing, there are like a million dollar cheque laying idle.

She has a light-chocolate complexion, which explains why her lips are so sweet. I just can't resist kissing them, they taste like chocolate ice cream. And her beautiful Rihanna like face makes me feel stoned whenever I look into her cute light brown eyes.

My heart increases its pace of beating as she sits her well curved hips on me. And her breast are all up in my face, they taste almost as good as moms' used to taste like when I was two. I grip her ass like a truck driver gripping the steer wheel on a slippery curve.

I drill through into her enjoying every second as she rides me real good, I started feeling my viens expanding as my heart races, 'Oh God she knows how to f**k good, I don't need to think of someone else to cum.' I say to myself in my mind while enjoying the thrill.

I flip her to hit it by my desk, she leans on the desk and her ass gets bigger, I quickly pierce into her as deep as I could. Her moan turns me on, I make another deep and slow press, enjoying every moment of it. We f****d for most hours of the night and only spent a few hours working on the project.

We slept an hour before day break to have some rest. Emmie slept in her work room, and I slept in my office to avoid raising issues of gossips in the team. Though the rumors are true, Emmie and I f**k at night. It is just so obvious, I mean Emmie is super sexy, every straight guy would want to sleep with her and am not gay for crying out loud.

The day breaks and the rest of the team reports for work when Emmie and I are deep in sleep. They just continue their work from yesterday without disturbing us. We will join them at 12 AM, for now it is our time to rest they had their's last night.

.........

At around 1 PM, I wake up to a Friday afternoon. I saw Emmie guiding the team on the next milestone of the game's development structure. I wonder what time she woke up.

I get back to my seat looking at my office as my mind plays back what was happening last night. I take a deep breathe taking it all in. s**t was fun.

I continue with my work from last night without leaving my office. Emmie comes in after half an hour and some minutes almost close to an hour. She came in with two cups of coffee.

"Thanks." I said taking my cup of coffee.

"How was today's milestone briefing? I saw you as you were concluding the concept of the milestone, by then I was just from waking up and the office was in a mess..." I said after taking a sip from my cup.

"Shhh it was okay, I didn't have to explain much..."

Emmie chuckled as she replied taking her sip.

"They are still working on last month's milestone, so I didn't want to disturb their focus as they were still debugging their code. But I did give them a hint about what the next task will be like."

"Oh, that's a relief." I let out a sigh of relief, Emmie saved me from disappointing the team. I didn't finish outlining the structure of the next milestone which was supposed to be introduced to the team today.

"Aha I almost forgot, why are they still working on last months milestone? I thought they were supposed to summit their report the day before yesterday?" I asked when I realized that Emmie mentioned of the team lagging in completing their task.

"Am not sure why they delayed to finish this one, they often complete their milestones about three days before the due dates. I'll check on them this week." She said assuring me that she has the team in control.

I thought of putting the pressure on her so she makes sure the team don't lag again, then I thought of how much she has been saving me from my dumb moves, and she also has to stay in touch with the coders helping us on github.

"Hope that will move them to do the work quick, anyways you can do your thing, just don't let them make it a habit." I replied trying not to put pressure on her but also not making her feel so relaxed.

"That's understood, I won't let them repeat it." Emmie said giving a reassuring vibe that she has the team under her control.

"Alright, make sure they don't. Am sure you're aware of how overwhelming this project is, we don't have time to start lagging, we still got a lot of work to do." I reply making emphasis on the part of the developers team delaying.

"Alright boss, I'll make sure they get more serious with the project." Emmie replied, the tone in her voice changed to a more formal manner. She noticed that I got serious about it.

"And when are we going to start working on the graphics?...I think the team is lacking motivation that's why they're lagging. They have been writing code without having the feel of how it will be. I think they need some visuals to motivate them. Even just basic graphics of the game, anything just to show them how the game will be responding to their code." Emmie aired out her thought.

"Am planning to introduce graphics when we get half way coding the back-end..."Emmie's question made me realize how much work we still need to do as I replied.

"And I also want us to do the graphics once. You know how they take a lot of time to make and infuse... I think, its best we keep looking for a graphic and media company while the developers prepare the back-end." I continue my reply to Emmie's question.

Emmie left to go get some food, I was starving. I continued structuring the next milestone to be programmed.

"Ooh s**t!" I yawn out my frustration.

If only the investors and media companies had accepted to join on this project things would have been easier. Now I have to deal with all the trouble of making the game from scratch.

The developers are a few months away from completing the fundamental back-end programming before we start the front-end. And there is still no graphic studio company that's looking willing to help out with the game graphics..

Sometimes I think of just aborting the project so we can focus on other apps. This project has drawn most of our developers to it, leaving a few developers to manage other app projects.

Its been almost a year and half now since I started this project, I remember Meagan used to make fun of me calling the game my mistress because of how I started spent more time than usual ploting the game.

When Meagan moved out of my apartment I was hoping on the investors to help lighten the burden of making the game. But things didn't go as planned and am still struggling with my mistress as Meagan used to call her.

I can't wait for the day I'll officially release the game to the public. I smile at the thought of the game's release date. The joy I'll have on that day will be overwhelming.

I knockoff early feeling tired, the weekend has began but I am too tired and busy to waste my night going to drink. So I rush home, I dared myself to finish structuring next month's milestone before I sleep.

....

"Yo OC!" I heard a loud knock at the front door. I was so lost in my dreams I almost infused the knock into my dream then my phone rings waking me up.

I check my phone, its 9 AM. Joel is calling and knocking at my door.

"Am coming!" I shout out as I go to open the door still feeling sleepy.

"Yo bro, how you doing?" I greet Joel in a sleepy tone.

"Am good bro, how you doing?... You sound like you got a hangover, wait, you don't smell like you been drinking, where were you last night?" Joel asked as he entered.

"Am just tired bro, I was working on my project last night, I slept at around 4 AM." I replied going to the kitchen.

"Nowadays am super busy I don't even have time to be drunk!" I replied to Joel's comment saying I should be going out for drinks. I said loudly from the kitchen as I was making some juice.

"What's up bro you look disturbed?" I asked Joel as I walked into the living room, he looked so lost in thoughts like someone that's plotting for revenge, scheming on how to avenge the lose of his child.

"Nothing much bro, I was just thinking bout something." Joel replied, still looking distracted.

"Alright bro, hope everything is okay. So how is work going?" I asked handing him his cup of juice.

"Work is okay bro, and yesterday I saw something at work." Joel said in a absentminded tone again, I could tell he was reliving the moment in his mind.

"What's her name?" I asked noticing Joel's smile as he replied. It is the same smile he wore when he first saw Sarah and was planing to date her.

"I don't know yet, but I heard the guys saying she will be passing by to get some supplies for the next two to three weeks." He replied taking a sip.

"What do you think, can you manage to buy her heart or she is too expensive?" I asked.

"She looks like she is expensive, and that's what is making me anxious. I don't mind getting an advance salary and loan just to lure her to my corner." Joel said holding his cup tightly.

"Mmm, seems like this lady has your heart bro." I reply trying to sympathize with him. I know how that feels, I remember the last time I felt like that; the first time I saw Natalie in high school.

"Yeah, I don't know how to explain it but there's just something about her, you know." Joel said with a big smile. Looks like my friend is in love. I thought to myself.

"So what will happen to Sarah?" I deliberately ask about Sarah to provoke him.

Joel and Sarah broke up about a six months ago. Sarah still wants to get back with Joel, but Joel is not really good at getting back with his ex-partners. So they're currently friends with benefits.

"Sarah will have to move on and find another guy to deal with her tantrums, I can't be dating a girl who wants to be a party animal, busy wilding in different clubs without her boyfriend." Joel replied looking a bit pissed.

Joel spends the day at my crib, he was off today. We chilled the whole playing games as we catch up. Its been a while since we been together for that long. He told me all about his adventures clubing.

Joel also mentioned that he has ran into Kate several times in different clubs with some tall guy. I was relieved at the fact that Meagan wasn't with her, seems like my girl stopped outing.

"Hey bro, how's your love game going?" Joel randomly asked. I was lost what he meant, am not sure what he is asking about between the game project or my love life with Meagan.

"Which one do you mean, the game project or my love life?" I ask him to confirm which reply I'll give to him.

"Both first tell me bout the project, if I start with the love life we'll find ourselves talking about a whole other discussion." Joel replied resuming the video game.

"The project is going okay I'd say though we still have a lot to do. We are finishing it bit by bit." I said almost scoring him in the game, we are playing FIFA.

"Aye, that was a good post!... so how about your love life." Joel exclaimed in thrill.

"My love life at the moment is kinda complicated bro, Meagan and I haven't been talking as often lately. Most of the times I miss her a lot, I often go to bed thinking about her, and sometimes I feel like we are better off breaking-up." I said staring at the screen avoiding the look on Joel's face.

"No don't get me wrong bro, I feel like when she moved out our relationship slowly started fading away." I reply while reminiscing the day Meagan told me that she was moving out. I still don't get why she left.

Joel focused more on the game it almost felt like he wasn't listening. He started answering me with humming sounds while staring at the screen.

"Meagan has been out for so long, I even got used to the idea of living alone here." I continued pouring out my pain.

"How often do you guys talk?" Joel asked still focused on the game.

"We used to communicate a lot and sometimes go out for dinner but lately we even barely talk. I started getting busy with my project and she also got busy with her studio..." I replied giving Joel a glimpse of how things are with Meagan.

I still don't know why she chose to move, I wonder what was wrong with how we were living? I thought to myself.

"That sucks man,... so does she ever talk about moving back into your apartment." Joel asked.

"Nah, she always talks about adventures of capturing weddings and wedding ceremonies. Sometimes it starts to feel like we are planning one for ourselves." I replied to Joel's question out of impulse feeling a bit frustrated. Meagan is always talking about weddings, and making plans when she knows that am financially unstable at the moment.

"Could be she is trying to tell you something bro." Joel said, as we started another match.

"I wonder what she is trying to tell me, that she can't tell me directly?" I said out loud my thought.

Could it be there's some other guy that's telling her that he is going to marry her and now she is trying to compare me with him. A wild thought crosses my mind making me think of more wild thoughts.

What would I do if Meagan was to decide to move in with me again?' I get lost in thoughts. I don't know what I would do, I would love to have my girl in my bed again, but then that means she would easily find out about Emmie.

I love Meagan but I also don't want to stop seeing Emmie. I mean not everyone is blessed with a smart and sexy assistant like Emmie. She is the kind of mistress everyone wishes for. She knows how to manage my work and desires accordingly.

"How about you, do you want her to come back?" Joel's question felt like he read my mind when I was debating between Meagan and Emmie.

"To be honest, I don't know bro. I don't know, I love Meagan, and I want her back with me but then there's this girl, Emmie..." I open up to Joel, revealing to him how I have been feeling lately.

"What about her? You found a replacement for Meagan already?" Joel cut me short before I could finish explain, he asked pausing the game.

"She is not a replacement, replacement like am moving on. She is kinda like a chilling spot while you waiting for the bus." I give a silly reply trying to justify myself.

"What do you mean 'a chilling spot!', if this girl is making you doubt about getting back with Meagan then she means more than you saying she is." Joel said sounding serious.

Joel entered into his mode of defending Meagan like he is her cousin. he always takes Meagan's side. Every time I try to cheat on Meagan he always makes sure things go bad. I understand he is the one who connected Meagan to me but his defense for her is too much. He acts as if he is not a guy.

"She is not making me doubt about getting back with Meagan, am not even thinking of moving on. The thing is Meagan and I have been distant for a while now... It sucks but I am still making this game project thing for the both of us, I want our wedding day to be a day we would look back at smiling, without having any pessimistic thought wishing there was something we would change about it." I said thinking about the plan I had hoped for, if the investor had agreed to invest into the game.

"I wanted to spoil Meagan with a splendid engagement and wedding out of my profit from the game, but then things didn't go as planned... She was going to be my fiancée by now." I said looking a Joel straight in the eyes. He is acting as if I am enjoying living without my girlfriend, I think about her every night before I sleep, dreaming bout returning yet she doesn't.

Its now been a year since I last saw Meagan in her birthday suit, I miss her sweet lips, its been months since I last kissed them. Her broad hips, her sexy t**s, I miss hearing her moans. I miss every part of her, but then...

"When the investor turned me down, I lost hope of the game becoming a success. Emmie backed me up that day, she went an extra mile to help me realize that we can still make the game without sponsors, she supported me beyond her job as my assistant... she has been helping me a lot on the same game project. Which I am expecting that it will sponsor for my dream wedding with Meagan." I reminisce how much Emmie has helped me as I reply, hoping Joel will realize how useful she has been to me.

"So you mean..., you're only sleeping with this Emmie girl so that she can keep helping you with your project? Or maybe you're enjoying sleeping with her?" Joel asked me the question I've been struggling to give a direct answer, I wrestle with my conscious each time I sleep with Emmie. My guilty conscious asks me the same question.

To be honest..., I also don't know what am doing, I love my girl and I don't want to lose her. Meagan is my soulmate, it doesn't matter how distant we get, our love will never get lost. But then I also don't want to lose Emmie, I don't think I'll ever find another assistant who would help me like she did. I wouldn't have been this far making the game if it wasn't for her. Swear if I had met her earlier before meeting Meagan, she would have been my girlfriend.

"I won't lie to you bro..., I also don't know what I am doing. At first I thought of sleeping with Emmie as a way to keeping her helping me with the game, then I realized it helps me avoid sleeping around with every short skirt that crosses my house whenever am horny... since Meagan won't let me have it." I said the unsatisfying answer I always give to conscious.

If Joel sides Meagan on this one am dropping this topic. He just has to sympathize with me on this one, we both know how we are s*x addicts. And he is even worse than I am. Whenever he gets into a relationship where the girl wants to abstain till marriage, he ends it and goes back to smashing stripers.

He just has to understand me, Meagan has kept me craving for so long, the last time Meagan and I had s*x was the night before she moved, the other time it didn't happen, that was the day she freaked out at my crib. Since then she rarely comes over.

"Mm okay that's awkward bro, cheating with one side girl to avoid having multiple girls. But again be careful you might find yourself using her to get over Meagan like you did with Natalie?" Joel said looking to the screen, I could tell he understood my actions. Though he still decides to support Meagan by making me recall how it started with her.

I thought of telling Joel about the night I slept with Emmie at work. But then he looks like he is not fully in support of me cheating on Meagan with Emmie.

I switched the subject after a few replies, it was also getting late. I escorted him home after a few more matches.