She Still Wants You

Relaxed

MEAGAN'S POV.

Three months later I met Kate in town, she looked tired. I have never seen her this tired. Today is when she is having a break for about two weeks. Seems the commercial Ad videos are more involving than she thought.

Their exposure is rather wider than I thought, Kate swiftly moved from doing a advert to being in movie. She was given a contract to act in a short serie that is sponsored by a another company that happens to be affiliates with the company that hired her for the Ad.

We decided to go for chills around town as we catch up, I have a lot of stories I want to tell her about Mike and Oscar. The past weeks were spontaneous. I don't even know where to start.

Kate shares about her adventures as we are going to our favourite chill spot.

"Check out, how you and Oscar used to look like when you were young, when you were dating Oscar in high school." Kate taps my elbow to show me a young couple that was on a date.

"Shhhh yea, except that we used to look better." I chuckle as I pass my comment.

"Sometimes I wonder how we managed to stay that long together." I say out loud a thought that crossed my mind as I reminisce how beautiful and intuitive our love used to be in high school.

It was like our hearts were able to read each other's minds. Swear I would give away my studio to relieve the high school glory days. The thought of relieving my glory days puts a smile on my face.

"Its cause you're a perfect match, you're beautiful and boring making it hard for f**k boys to flirt with you. And your little boy friend is just a funny nerd, any girl with game can tell that, Oscar is not as cool as they say he is...." Kae wryly replied.

"Aaah, that's not truth. Am not boring, I just don't like wild places. And Oscar is cool, you just don't get his sense of humor." I murmur as I reply to her sarcastic but kind of true description.

"And speaking of Oscar, how far have you gone with your plan of moving back with him?" Kate asked.

"Mmmm, am still observing his behaviour like you told me to. Lately I've been quiet busy, so we don't talk as much as we used to. But am still thinking about it I don't want to act on emotions this time." I make up a biased reply to tell Kate what she wants to her.

Her question felt like a wake up pinch I almost choked on my sip when she asked, I had forgot about moving back into Oscars'. I was busy with work and hanging out with Mike, I even lost the urge to move back with him.

"Ohk, that's good at least you're learning not to act on emotions." Kate said.

"So what do you think, can you move in with him anytime soon?" Kate asked looking serious like a movie director starring at a clumsy actor to make sure he gets it right.

"Am planning to give it some more time and thought, but I don't want to take long, I've been noticing how he talks about his assistant, Emmie. Looks like there might be something going on." I reply trying my best to look as thoughtful as I can.

I don't want Kate to know that I am slowly losing interest in working out things with Oscar. I've been walking on my toes for the past months. Its almost clocking a year now, am still trying to get the ring from Oscar.

If only I had knew from the start, that this is how this plot was going to drain me, I would have remained at Oscar's apartment, where we used staying together, not knowing when he was going to engage me, but at least knowing he loves me.

"Oh I see, I hate to say this but you might have to move back with him as soon as possible. Cause that assistant of his looks like she is a stock type of assistant. The ones who enjoy mixing business and pleasure just to get to the top." Kate adds on her concern which made me feel jealous.

I have to move back to Oscar's apartment, I won't let Emmie snatch my man away from me. Oscar is mine alone, am not sharing him. I say to myself as I kept on thinking about Oscar and Emmie even after we changed the topic.

Kate was talking about her experience with the commercials, but my mind was deep in thought. I was barely hearing what she was saying. I was just agreeing to roll with the flow but my mind was away from the conversation.

I get home, thinking about instantly sleeping as soon as I get on my bed. I leave my stuff in their place and threw myself on the bed. I stare at the sealing as my brain concludes how I spend the day.

"So if Oscar starts cheating with Emmie and I also start cheating with Mike does that make us even?" A thought pops up in my mind as I thought of Oscar and Emmie's suspicious closeness.

"I can't stoop that low to start cheating for revenge. I will fight for Oscar like the decent and matured young ladies that I am." My mature personality spoke out replying to the thought.

"So what will I do if Mike starts catching feelings and then Oscar starts cheating, will I manage to stay loyal and fight for Oscar though he isn't?" My fearful heart asked a pessimistic but realistic question.

"I don't know, but all I know is that am not losing my Oscar to Emmie or any w***e out there, Oscar and I have come a long way to be break up like this." I conclude my stand about the issue as a thought of the worst case scenario overwhelms me.

I close my eyes to sleep hoping I won't dream about it.