She Still Wants You

Level Up

Meagan POV 

"How do you feel now?" Kae asked leaning against the door frame of my room. 

"I feel free though..." I let out a sigh as I reply Kae. 

"Don't tell me you're missing him already" Kae says as she comes in to help me set up my room. 

"I won't lie I am thinking about him." I say passing her the other end of the curtain. I just can't fight the urge of missing him especially after what happened last night.

"Oh, I understand you're new to this. Give it some time baby girl, you'll be over this obsession in a while." Kae says getting down from the chair. 

"Oh,... so what's next now?" I ask her letting out a sigh like I've already had enough of it. 

"For the next step you will have to level up. And give Oscar something that will motivate him to chase after you" Kae engrossedly said as she was replying to a text on her phone. 

Judging from the way Kae was smiling as she was typing, she must be texting her new boy friend who she is hiding. She always says she'll tell me who he is when they get serious. I save myself the trouble of asking who it is and focused on my issue.

"What do you suggest I upgrade for the level up?, like I will be barely having enough money to even keep up with fashion" I wonder how I'll be able to level up with this new set up of moving out. 

"... Yea, just like I thought. Baby girl leveling up is not always about money. Though most of it requires money about as well buh I want you to think of it as more of an attitude than a financial status." Kae chuckles as she replies

"I mean just look at me baby girl, how much do you think I make on my own? And compare it with my lifestyle. Am not saying money is not important, it is very important as well buh not more than an attitude." She continues talking making some gestures and references that made her reply feel like a motivational speech.

"Money is more like a backup to your attitude, it makes things easier for you to maintain an attitude you want. Its hard to act up when you're broke." Kae concludes her formula to leveling up.I calmly node my head agreeing with Kae, as I think of how she spends more than she makes.

"So that means, I'll need to change my attitude" I slowly say out my thought as I was still pondering on Kae's contrast between having money and a good attitude.

"Yea, you'll need to work on your attitude, you need to make it more welcome to money, money needs to start feeling at home with you. Anyways enough about the lectures, I'll walk you through it tomorrow. As for now I want you to tell me a bed time story. I want to hear about the wild sex." Kae wraps up her lecture to switch the topic as she gets on the bed.

"It was wild and great. I used your advice of venting, it worked more than I thought" I reply feeling kind of shy and excited as I reminisce about it. For a while I had thought Kae was not going to asking about it. 

"I told you baby girl, s*x is a good way of letting out emotions that you can't properly express through words. Tell me more, did you use the roasted chicken?,..." Kae threw her wild questions at me as I narrated how it all went down. We slept very late chatting.

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After a some weeks I started getting used to the set up of living on my own. It was kind of scary for me since I always lived around people close to me where ever I went. And moving out of Oscar's apartment felt like moving out of my parent's house for the first time.

 I moved out of my parents house about four ago it was a few months after I graduated from my photography and videography course. I was around nineteen years by then. 

My parents probably think am still staying with Kate. I haven't had a good talk with them in a while. The last time we talked long enough to catch up on what's going on in our lives was about three years ago, when I was just starting my photography business while staying with Kae. That was before my life started getting super busy.

I stayed with Kae for a while then I moved to start staying with Oscar. My stay at Oscar's apartment was beautiful and memorable. It was like I was living my dream life. "Me and the love of my life staying together, working on our futures and regularly making love like horny strangers. I mean, what more can a young lady wish for?" I inhale deeply as I snap back to reality dismissing my thoughts. 

"..., Oscar!" I let out a sigh saying his name.  The man taking me through these emotional roller coaster rides. "I have to stay strong and focused on the plan" I tell myself. 

I resume trying out my new outfits. "Yeap Kae was right, levels are not always based on financial status." I say out loud to myself as I admire my reflection in the mirror. Its only been about a month or two month since I moved out of Oscar's apartment and my closet now looks like a celebrity's closet.

Kae showed me a shop where she buys her clothes that make her look like she is very rich. The shop has affordable prices, I wish I had knew about it earlier. I wonder why she never took me there bofore this. I think she used to talk about it but I just never paid much attention cause I was so obsessed with genuine boutique quality clothes. 

"Baby girl! Mae Bayby!" Kae calls out for me as she passes through the kitchen, I could hear the pots making sounds. 

"Am coming, just a minute" I shout as I do my final touches on my make up. I went for the black and white outfit, looking simple and elegant. Kae comes in the room, and she was impressed. 

"Sweet mau, you look fine fine baby girl. That outfit is fitting you like scales on a snake, that's how you suppose to be dressing always or most of the times at least. Am glad you're now getting it now." Kae compliments me as she coming to take a closer look.

"And never forget baby girl, your outfit is your spokesperson so make it speak good words for you" she says as she helps me tie my hair behind. "Thanks Kae, am just following in your steps." I reply looking at her through the reflection in the mirror. 

"Yea I can see you're learning fast, that's good and if you continue with this pace, in the next one or two years we might start sharing a man." Kae's comment makes me feel a bit shy like am doing it too much. 

I take one last glance of myself in the mirror before leaving. "Damn Oscar is lucky to have me as his girl friend, just look at this beautiful thing in the mirror" I say to myself in my mind while silently opening my mouth.

Shortly, we were out going to a function. Kae made me leave my small compact camera saying am going to have fun not to work. But I couldn't resist sneaking my phone's camera grip and a small phone telephoto lens. 

My photography role model Natalie, always said "Keep a camera around you, the most beautiful moments don't last long" her words are still fresh in my mind, even though it has been over four years since I talked to her.

We get to the function venue, and we are told the entertainment was going to come in after an hour, the presenter hosting the function advised the crowd to socialize and get to know each other as we are waiting for the fun activities.

Kae already talked to over five guys way before the host gave his suggestion of socializing. She was flirting and chill chatting as she maneuvered through the crowds. I decided to follow her lead hoping to get some exposure under her wings.

I haven't yet mastered the art of smooth talking people. Playing with people's emotions has never been my thing. So I kept my talks blunt which wasn't helping for socializing. 

As I was still lurching behind Kae by about meter behind her, I heard a voice besides me. "Hey beautiful" some weird looking guy with a lot of beards was greeting me. "Hey how are you" I replied"Am fine, now that I've seen you" The guy's reply and smile makes me nervous, my mind goes wild with questions running through my mind, what's does he mean by "now that I've seen you", "could he be my client who has a complaint?"

"Are you riding solo?" The guy asks

"Baby girl!, there you. I had lost sight of you in the crowds" Kae joins our conversation while I was still wondering what to say. I couldn't comprehend what the guy was saying and I also didn't know how to chase him away like Kae did. 

"Thank God, you're back. I was suffocating there" I say to Kae as I follow her going to the counter. 

"Looks like you need some shots before you get back there" Kae says to me after ordering three shots of tequila. 

I tried to plead for something light like amarula or four cousins but she insisted on tequila. Shortly I was putting down my cup scorch my face according to the bitterness of the liquor. It was whisky, Kae insisted that I should drink something strong that's when I'll loosen up.

"I hope I won't do something I'll end up regretting tomorrow morning." I say to myself as I could feel the liqour circulating through my veins, and Geli started to gain more control of my body. 

Kae leaves me at the counter, she went out to speak on the phone. I remained talking to the bar tender, he looks like a cool guy. He was listening to me as I was drunk complaining about everything that didn't please me. 

"I don't like it when I see a lady complaining, it always disturbs my peace. Give me three shots of tequila and a bottle of amarula for the lady please. Hi, am Jeff" a handsome young man jumped into our conversation without permission. 

I was tipsy, and I wasn't really thinking straight. I flowed with him, Geli was already imagining us having a romantic talk staring at the moon. Geli decided to take the lead on this conversation, she is intuitive and good at vibing. 

"Thanks Jeff,... Meagan" Geli replied pouring some amarula in her glass. 

"Am glad you accepted my humble gesture" Jeff says taking his seat. 

"Shhhhh..." Geli chuckles and smiles after taking a sip. 

"I like your smile, it looks good on you. Wish you could be wearing it more often" Jeff says looking at me in the eyes. Geli was going wild fantasizing she was kissing him. 

"Thanks" I reply, taking a long sip hoping it will help kill my shyness in the next five minutes. 

We talked for a while and Jeff pulls me into the crowds for dance. I was lost in the motions I even forgot about Kae. We danced for a while complimenting each other in our moves.

After some time we left the event going to Jeff's apartment.. I was drunk, I could barely think straight. Wild thoughts crossing through my mind, hot emotions boiling in my hearts and my blood racing fast through my vessels. I was so horny it was visible in my eyes. 

Jeff was also turned on, he couldn't keep his hands from touching my body. Smooching me in the back seat of his SUV. I passionately kissed him like it was my last night to live.

Shortly we were already at Jeff's house, the driver drove fast to the house as it was the only way he could getting out of the moving porn studio behind him without losing his job. 

I get out of the car, Jeff carries me wrapping my legs round his waist, kissing my neck as he takes me to his room. I didn't touch the ground of his yard, I floated from his car to his bed enjoy his kisses. I spent the night at Jeff's house. 

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