Between Two Alphas ( R18+ BxM)

Chapter 8

Avery

"Mommy look!" nakangiting sabi sa akin ni Cameron habang nakasakay kami sa pribadong sasakyan ni Sebastian habang patungo kami sa isa sa pinakasikat na themed park sa Gaes, kalapit bansa ng Aster. The plan is to keep Cameron's birthday party private away from prying eyes of the media. Sabi ni Sebastian ay magugustuhan daw ni Cameron ang pupuntahan namin. When he showed my son pictures about the park, mas ito ang pinili nito kaysa party.

"Can you see those thing, buddy? You will ride that soon," sabi ni Seb kay Cameron habang nakakandong ito sa kanya.

"What is that Papa?" tanong nito sa kanya.

"That is the Ferris wheel. If you ride that, you will be able to touch the sky," sagot niya.

"Oh," sabi ng bata habang nakatingin doon. "I want to ride that Papa. Can I?" tanong nito kay Seb.

Napangiti ako. Everyday, mas lalong nagiging close ang dalawa like a father and son. I'm glad that Cameron is warming up to Seb which something in the back of mind keeps on telling me that it shouldn't be Seb. It should be Marius.

"Yes, when we arrive there, I promise you that we will ride there with Mom," nakangiting sagot ni Seb sa bata. "Right, Avery?" baling niya sa akin.

Ngumiti ako sa kanila.

"Of course," sabi ko.

Pagkababa namin sa sasakyan ay agad na hinawakan ni Cameron ang kamay ni Seb at saka hinila siya papasok sa entrance ng themed park.

"Hurry, hurry Papa!" excited na sabi niya kay Seb.

"Wait buddy. Slow down," natatawang sagot ni Seb sa kanya.

Nakasunod lang ako sa kanila habang bitbit ang bag ni Cameron at pinapanood silang dalawa. When was the first time did Cameron asked me where is his father?

It was when he was three and he can already speak fluently faster than those who are older than him. Tinawagan ako ni Lucio at sinabing umiiyak si Cameron at ayaw tumahan. He said he's upset and he only wanted me to comfort him. Dahil doon ay nag-undertime ako sa trabaho at agad na pinuntahan siya sa Daycare.

Nakita ko siyang umiiyak sa isang sulok noon.

"What's wrong, Cam?" nag-aalalang tanong ko sa kanya.

Hindi siya umimik bagkus ay itinaas niya ang kanyang mga kamay bilang tanda na magpapakarga siya sa akin. Kinarga ko siya matapos maisukbit sa aking balikat ang baby bag niya. Nagpaalam ako kay Lucio at saka naglakad pauwi ng apartment.

Sumisinghok-singhok siya noong makapasok kami ng bahay at saka inuponko siya sa sofa.

"What's wrong baby? Why did you cry?" tanong ko sa kanya.

"A kid said why do I don't have a dad? That kid should have a dad. He said maybe dad left us because he doesn't want me, mommy. Is it true? I don't have a dad? He left us because of me? I want dad mommy. I want to see dad if I have a dad, so that kid don't tease me again," umiiyak na tanong niya sa akin.

My heart broke a thousand times when I saw my son crying because he suddenly realized that he doesn't have a father. How will I explain to him that he indeed had a father and he was a bad person.

"You have a father, Cam and he didn't leave us because he doesn't want you. He left us because he got sick and then went to heaven up there," sagot ko sa kanya sabay turo sa taas. "So it's just you and me from now on. I want you to be taught and wont cry easily okay? I know Cameron is strong. Be strong for Dad okay? He'll be watching you from above," sabi ko pa sa kanya.

Tumingin siya sa akin at saka pinunasan ang kanyang mga luha.

"M'kay I will be a strong Mommy so that Dad will be proud of me," sabi niya sabay ngiti. "I won't cry anymore. I promise."

Napaluha ako sa ala-alang iyon. Whenever I remember Cameron looking for his Dad, I have always the urge to contact Marius.

"Hey, why are you crying?" tanong ni Seb habang nakapila kami upang makasakay ng ferriswheel.

"I'm just happy," sagot ko sa kanya. "Cameron wished to have a father. I can't tell him that he indeed had a father," sabi ko pa.

Ito naman ang ngumiti.

"Like I said, I'll be Cameron's father. All you need to do is accept me now," nakangiting sabi niya.

Napatingin ako sa kanya.

"Sounds like you're pressuring me," sagot ko sa kanya sabay tingala sa kanya.

"I'm not. I'm willing to wait for you," sabi niya.

After months of thinking and observing Seb, nakita kong sincere ito sa sinabi niya ay sinisikap niyang magkaroon ng oras sa amin ni Cameron kahit na hindi ako ang fated pair niya. He always makes time to bond with my son. He's showing him what a real father should be. Hindi ko naman maiwasang maisip si Marius. Will he be like Seb kung sakaling siya ang nandito at hindi ang lalaki? Will he love Cameron? Will he be a father for him?

"Good morning potato head," bulong ko sa kanya sabay halik sa kanyang mga labi. "Wake up. It's already eight in the morning," sabi ko pa pagkatapos kong pumasok sa aming kwarto.

Yes, I'm sleeping with him. And no, we haven't had s*x nor he replaced the mark on my neck yet. I'm still adjusting. Uhh okay, we kissed. Hanggang doon lang muna.

But tonight. I'm planning to give it all to him. Pinag-isipan ko na ito. And I think I am ready. I have to move on and start a new life, for me and Cameron.

Dahan-dahan nitong ibinuka ang kanyang mga asul na mga mata at saka ngumiti sa akin.

"Where's my morning kiss, darling?" tanong niya sa akin using his husky voice.

Ngumiti ako at saka binigyan siya ng peck on the lips.

"Wake up, your people need you," sabi ko sa kanya habang inaayos ang three piece suit na isusuot niya sa pagharap ng mga committees niya maya-maya. Seb is the next in line Duke to Aster kung kaya lahat ng mga trabaho as a Duke, ginagawa na niya including managing their family business.

He's like Marius. Pareho silang next in line at mag kanya-kanyang family business. What can you expect for an alphas? They are top superior among other classes. They are born rich and rulers as well as having this killer handsomeness that omegas like me can't resist.

Marius and Seb surely have the same and differ in many ways. Moreno si Marius habang si Seb ay maputi. Both of them probably have the same height. Marius' eyes are forest green while Seb's are sky blue. Both of them have a body that will make other classes drool.

"You better do your best," sabi ko sa kanya habang inaayos ang neck tie niya.

"Of course I will darling," nakangiting sagot niya bago hinila palapit sa kanyang katawan ang aking katawan. His both hands steadid on my waist. "I'm thinking about officially announcing you as my mate darling," sabi niya sa akin. Actually hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang beses na niya iyon sinabi sa akin ngunit ako lang tumatanggi.

"I want us to have a private life, Seb," sabi ko sa kanya matapos ayusin ang necktie niya at ang kwelyo naman niya ang inaayos ko. "I don't like everyone in Aster to have their prying eyes on us."

"Of course darling. Your wish is my command," sagot niya bago ako hinalikan sa aking noo.

"Thank you, Seb," sabi ko

Ngumiti siya sa akin. And then he began to sniff the air.

"You're emitting a sweet smell darling. Are you in your heat?" tanong niya.

"I'm not feeling well today, I think it'll start later this day," sagot ko sa kanya.

"Don't forget to use your suppressant, okay?" aniya

"Anong oras ka kaya makakauwi tonight?" tanong ko sa kanya pagkatapos.

"Maybe eight. Why? You usually sleep when I come back home."

"I'll wait for you tonight. So you better text or call me when you are about to go home, alright?" sabi ko.

"Yes, ma'am," natatawang sagot niya sa akin before giving me kiss on the lips and left for work.

Pagkatapos kong paliguan at bihisan si Cameron, I tuck him on his bed. At nang masiguro na tulog na siya, I went to Seb's collections of wines at kumuha ng isang bote. He won't mind it, right? Plus I'm expecting my heat to intensify tonight.

Right after cleaning myself, binitbit ko sa kwarto ang wine at nagsimulang uminom. If I'm going to do it, I have to be a little bit tipsy. After Marius, I haven't don't it to any alpha.

Nakakailang baso na ako ng wine at hindi ko ininom ang suppressant pill noong bumukas ang pintuan ng silid namin ni Seb. Awtomatikong napatakip ng ilong si Seb.

"Darling? Didn't you take your suppressant pill? Why are you drinking?" tanong niya habang nakatayo lang sa nakasaradong pintuan halatang pinipigilan nito ang sarili na huwag lumapit sa akin.

"Why are you standing there? Don't you want to kiss me?" tanong ko sa kanya bago tumayo at dahan-dahang lumapit.

I'm only wearing my newly bought nighties for this purpose.

"Darling please, do you want me to mate with you? I know you don't want this. Please don't seduce me. I don't want to do anything that will make you regret later," sabi pa niya trying hard to fight his instinct.

"What if I want you to mate with me? What if I want this to happen?" sabi ko seducing him more.

"Jesus Christ, don't regret this later darling," sagot niya.