Desiring my enemy

Chapter 8 part 2

Nagising ako sa isang mainit na katawan na nakadikit sa katawan ko.

Fvck we really did it.

Agad akong tumayo.

No hindi to pwedeng mag patuloy. I can feel the sore on my cherry gosh grabeee talaga.

Napapailing ako sa tuwing nag flaflashback sa isip ko yung ginawa namin kagabi.

"San ka?" tanong nito

"Mag papahangin lang." ani ko at agad na lumabas kahit iika ika. I think I need to jog, but how? masakit si kiffyyyy or maybe I just need to eat. Pero kase. Aghh! Xyna naman.

Napasabunot ako sa sarili ko sabay bunong hininga. Pumunta ako sa kwarto nila mom and dad kaso naka lock ito. Kainis di ko na alam san ako lulugar!!!

P.O.V Lexus

She's a virgin and I'm his first. I dont know, but I really can't deny how relief Iam na ako yung una niya. I had already told mom and dad before that soon I needed to leave this house to marry someone, but unexpectedly, they wanted me to marry Xyna, thier daughter. Yes, that's right they didn't adopt me because nung buhay pa daw si papa. They are talking about a fixed marriage sa magiging anak nila and I feel such relief they just let me feel na we are like family para naman daw I don't feel lonely at all since my papa is the owner of the company that Xyna dad have so daddy, and I already talked na after this year I will take over the company. And they want me to marry Xyna. They know that I liked Xyna inamin ko sakanila before the day of our graduation ni Xyna, and they are so happy to hear that. I just can't understand why they dont want Xyna to know about it. Dahil daw masyadong stubborn si Xyna at kaya akong palayasin kung malaman niya.

Ever since when we were in high school I have started liking her. I thought it was a forbidden feelings, so I tried hooking up to other girls para makalimutan nararamdaman ko saknaya pero day by day lalo itong lumalala lalo na't araw araw ko siyang nakikita sa bahay.

She was very cute. Maalaga kahit di kami nag papansinan. Im jealous sa mga lalaking nakakasama niya sa marcus nayun kay jomar at sa kung sino pa nakakasalamuha niya.

I really love her. Kaya ngayon ipag lalaban ko na yung nararamdaman ko sakanya.

Sumunod ako kay Xyna and I saw her in the couch na parang nag sisi sa nangyare.

"Xyna?" I call her. Napaayos siya ng upo at inayos niya ang damit niya umupo ako sa tabi niya and hold her chin para iharap sakin. I admire her beautiful face.

"You're so cute," I said, and I saw her chicks turn red at agad niyang inagaw ang ulo.

"Shut up! Di perket nakuha mo na ako easy nalang ako sayo." naluluha niyang ani. I can see tear building up on her eyes. "Manloloko ka ang dami mong babae sa campus tas nakipag s*x kapa sa anak ng umampon sayo. " She added an I was so stunned and didn't speak. "Di ka ba nakokonsensya" and i feel some guilt ng tumulo na ang luha nito agad kong pinahiran ang mga mata niya.

"Don't cry." I said "You're the only one that I want." Dadag ko sabay halik sa noo nito.

I can see confusion in her eyes and I hug her.

"Okay ka lang ba?" I ask I really wanted to know kung okay lang ba talaga sakanya nangyari samin. " I mean kung hindi mo gus-"

"I wanted it," putol niya sa sinasabi ko" I really wanted it. I like it and I want to happen again and Im so sad kase ayoko ng ganto di ko alam may mali sa nararamdamn ko ang bigat. I have always wanted you for all those years na lumipas ikaw ng ikaw lang ang gusto ko." Amin nito and I was really happy hearing thos word. Does she like me too? Or Im just misunderstanding it.

P.O.V Xyna

" Xyna, I can't fight it anymore," he said while intently lookjng in my eyes. Dugs, dugs, dugs. Grabe parang nag didisco yung puso ko we already had s*x but still nakakaba sa tuwing malapit siya sakin. Sobrang dikit ng mukha niya sa mukha ko. Yung mga labi niya sobrang pula ang sarap halikan.

"I can't--" na putol ang sasabihin niya ng bigla kong inilapat ang labi ko sa labi niya. At don parang nag slowmo ang mundo ko.

nahulog na ba ako? 'Cause Im falling slowly inlove with you' music title Spring snow.

Nahulog na nga ako.

bahagya ko siyang naitulak at Bigla akong napatayo.

"I-I think I need to go back to my condo." I said sorry pero di ko alm bat pakiramdam ko sobrang bigat.

"Ha? But why? " nalilito niyang tanong.

"I mean, kase needs ko asikasuhin yung resignation ko sa company," I reasoned out naka ready ba talaga resignation ko. I just needed to take a deep breath bago tuluyang lumipat dito. "Surely Dad and mom will understand na umalis muna ako saglit" I said, and I can see in his eyes na nag woworry siya. He's cute agad kong uniwas ang mata sa kanya.

"Sige na." sabi ko at akmang aalis na pero hinawakan niya ang kamay ko.

"Hatid na kita pupunta din ako sa office ngayon" Sabi nito na mukhang nag mamakaawa. Hihindi na sana ako pero sino bang aayaw sa cute na mukha na eto. "Please.." He insist okay I loose

"Sige pabihisin mo muna ako" Ani ko

"Ako pa mag bihis sayo mahatid lang kita mamaya kung saan saan ka pa pumunta" He murmur

"Ano po yun?" I ask and he acted innocently.

"Wala po" He said and smiled playfully. Bat ako kinilig prang ewan.

Nag asikaso lami bago umalis. And he became more gentlemen. He wanted to treat me a meal pero umayaw ako and hindi naman nica ako pinilit pa. Ganyan dapat good boy. Kaso di ko ikakaila na lalo akong nahuhulog sakanya.