Rhea Weeks have now gone past since the first time Daciano and I had s*x. The best part — it's happened even more times. For the first time in forever, things have been going great between us, even if within me, I carry around the fear that good things don't last forever and he is going to change and become his abrasive self towards me again. Many times it is the only strain in the happy moments we share, when we are both joyful until that fear comes alive within me, rearing its ugly head. I don't ever want to miss times like these, and sit wondering what happened between us to ruin us. Often, Daciano kills that fear himself with his words and actions. With each passing day, he does something to assure me of how much he loves me. Sometimes, he sees through me and can feel when I'm h

