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"Sometimes the most dangerous sparks arenât lit by fireâbut by a single glance held too long."
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Snow whispered against the windows of the Frostvale Ice Arena that morning, coating the world in white silence. Inside, the hum of the fluorescent lights and the distant scrape of skates against ice were the only sounds breaking the stillness.
Lexi stood by the viewing glass, cradling a cup of lukewarm cocoa between gloved hands. Her right ankle was bound tightly in elastic tape â a reminder that her body wasnât as invincible as her pride pretended. Coach Rivers had ordered her to rest, but ârestâ wasnât a word that existed in Alexandra Thompsonâs vocabulary.
Every moment off the ice felt like a step backward.
And Lexi Thompson didnât go backward.
âYou know,â a voice came from behind her â teasing, familiar, and annoyingly calm â âyouâre the only person I know who treats injury like an inconvenience.â
She didnât turn immediately. The reflection in the glass already told her who it was. Ryder, with his usual half-grin and that faint air of reckless ease that seemed to follow him everywhere.
âMost people would take a day off,â he continued, skating lazily toward her side of the rink. âBut no, not you. Youâd rather glare the ice into submission.â
Lexiâs tone was clipped, but a ghost of amusement softened her words. âMaybe the ice listens better than you do.â
Ryder chuckled. âDoubtful.â
She finally turned to face him, leaning one shoulder against the glass. âWhat are you even doing here? Donât you hockey guys have drills or broken teeth to fix?â
âCoach gave us an hour off. Figured Iâd see if the Ice Queen was still haunting the rink.â
Her lips quirked upward. âCareful. I might take that as admiration.â
âOh, itâs definitely admiration,â he said, smirk deepening, âjust mixed with a healthy dose of confusion.â
âConfusion?â
âYeah,â he said, stepping closer. âBecause I canât figure out if youâre dedicated or just plain insane.â
Lexiâs pulse skipped, but she masked it with a shrug. âA little of both, probably.â
Ryderâs expression softened. âYou scared me during the showcase, you know.â
Her brow arched. âBecause I outshined you?â
âBecause you fell,â he said simply. âHard.â
For a moment, something flickered across her face â embarrassment, maybe, or pride bruised by the memory. âIt was just a bad landing.â
âIt was you pushing yourself too far again,â he countered, voice gentler than she expected. âYou donât need to bleed to prove youâre strong.â
She sighed, turning back to the rink. âYou donât get it, Ryder.â
âThen help me.â
The words made her pause. There was no mockery this time. Just quiet sincerity.
She looked at him â really looked â and saw someone who wasnât just teasing her to get under her skin. Someone who genuinely cared, even if it scared her. âYou ever feel like⊠no matter how hard you try, itâs never enough?â
He tilted his head. âAll the time.â
âNot you,â she said. âEveryone loves you. You miss a goal, and the crowd still cheers. I miss a step, and everyone whispers that Iâve lost my edge.â
He was silent for a moment. Then, quietly, âYou think I donât hear whispers too? That Iâm just some golden boy who doesnât mess up?â
She blinked, surprised.
âPressure doesnât care what sport you play,â Ryder said, resting his hands on the railing. âIt just waits â watches â and crushes you when you let it.â
Lexi studied him, the reflection of the rink lights dancing in his eyes. âHow do you deal with it?â
âI donât,â he said. âNot always. But I remind myself that one bad game doesnât erase the hundreds of good ones. You could do the same, you know.â
She smiled faintly, though it didnât quite reach her eyes. âYou make it sound easy.â
âItâs not,â he admitted. âBut neither are you.â
Her laugh was quiet, surprised. âWas that an insult?â
âCompliment. Mostly.â
Silence fell again, but it wasnât awkward. It was heavy with the kind of tension that built slowly â like static before lightning.
Lexiâs ankle throbbed, but the ache felt far away. âI hate being still,â she murmured. âIt makes me feel useless.â
Ryderâs voice dropped to something softer. âMaybe stillness isnât useless. Maybe itâs how you remember why you started.â
She didnât answer. Couldnât, really. Because the way he said it â the warmth, the quiet conviction â made something stir in her chest she didnât know how to name.
When she finally found her voice again, it came out softer. âYou really believe that?â
He nodded. âI believe in a lot of things I shouldnât. Like you.â
Her breath caught. âYou shouldnât do that.â
âToo late.â
The silence that followed was thick enough to touch. She felt his gaze on her â steady, electric â and it made her heart skip in a rhythm she couldnât control.
Ryder broke the spell first. âYouâre impossible.â
âTell me something I donât know.â
He laughed, shaking his head. âJust⊠take care of that ankle, okay? Iâd rather battle you at full strength than watch you burn yourself out.â
Her smirk returned, slow and confident. âOh, donât worry. When Iâm back, youâll wish I hadnât been.â
âThatâs the spirit.â
He started to skate away, but paused mid-turn. âHey, Lexi?â
She looked up.
He smiled â not the cocky grin she was used to, but something softer. âYou donât have to prove anything to anyone. Least of all to me.â
And before she could respond, he was gone â just a streak of motion and laughter echoing through the empty arena.
Lexi watched him disappear, pulse still unsteady. She pressed a hand to the glass, feeling the cold seep through her glove, grounding her.
He didnât know it, but heâd left more than just an echo behind.
Heâd left her wondering â for the first time â if the perfection sheâd been chasing all this time was even what she wanted anymore.
The next morning, the rink felt different.
It wasnât the temperature â the air still hung cold and sharp, biting through even the thickest of gloves â but something beneath it. A hum she couldnât name. Maybe it was the way her heart seemed to anticipate something before she even stepped onto the ice.
Lexi adjusted her skate laces, tightening them with quiet precision. Every motion felt deliberate, an attempt to keep herself grounded. The arena was nearly empty â just the echo of her blades and the soft whoosh of the Zamboni finishing its rounds.
And then she heard it.
That unmistakable laugh.
She didnât have to turn around to know who it belonged to.
Ryderâs voice carried through the space, low and teasing as always. âSo, the doctorâs orders lasted⊠what, twelve hours?â
Lexi rolled her eyes, but a reluctant smile tugged at her lips. âYou following me now?â
âHard not to when youâre literally always here,â he shot back, stepping onto the ice with the ease of someone born for it. âWhat can I say? Guess Iâm drawn to danger.â
âYouâre ridiculous.â
âAccurate,â he said, skating a slow circle around her. âBut still here.â
Lexi pushed off, gliding to the center of the rink, ignoring the slight protest in her ankle. âIf youâre going to talk, at least keep up.â
âOh, I intend to.â
Within seconds, he was beside her â matching her speed, his stride effortless. The two of them cut through the pale morning light in near-perfect sync, their reflections gliding across the ice like mirrored ghosts.
For a few moments, neither of them spoke. The silence between them wasnât awkward anymore â it was charged. Every glide, every sharp inhale, seemed to add to a tension that had no name.
Lexi broke it first. âYou ever think about what it would be like to skate just for fun? No pressure. No coaches. No expectations?â
Ryder smirked. âFun? Whatâs that?â
She shot him a sideways glance. âExactly.â
He slowed, turning until he was skating backward, facing her. âMaybe we should fix that.â
âWhat are you doing?â
âTeaching you how to have fun again,â he said, holding out his hand. âCome on.â
Lexi hesitated. âYouâre insane.â
âProbably. But youâre curious.â
She exhaled sharply, more out of exasperation than agreement, but took his hand anyway. His fingers were warm even through the gloves â firm, steady. The touch sent an unexpected shiver through her that had nothing to do with the cold.
âOkay,â he said, voice low and amused, ânow stop thinking.â
âThatâs notââ
âShh.â
He guided her backward, both of them gliding in a slow rhythm. For once, she wasnât counting steps, wasnât perfecting posture. The ice beneath them wasnât a stage â it was just space. A moment that belonged only to them.
Her laughter â genuine, bright â escaped before she could stop it.
Ryder grinned. âSee? There it is.â
âDonât get used to it,â she warned, though the spark in her eyes said otherwise.
âIâll take what I can get.â
They skated like that for minutes â maybe longer â until she lost track of time. It felt easy in a way nothing ever did for Lexi. Effortless. And terrifying because of it.
When they finally slowed to a stop, their breath mingling in the cold air, Ryder looked at her for a long, quiet moment.
âYouâre different when you laugh,â he said.
She blinked. âDifferent how?â
âAlive,â he said simply. âNot fighting the world for once.â
Lexi didnât know what to do with that. Compliments she could deflect; emotions she couldnât.
âDonât read too much into it,â she murmured. âIt was just a moment.â
âYeah,â he said softly, though his eyes told another story. âJust a moment.â
But neither of them moved.
The space between them shrank, inch by inch, until she could see the faint mist of his breath. His gaze dropped to her lips â just for a heartbeat â before returning to her eyes.
Lexiâs chest tightened. âRyderâŠâ
He didnât touch her. Didnât have to. The air between them pulsed with unspoken electricity, thick and magnetic.
She swallowed hard. âThis is a bad idea.â
âProbably.â
Her pulse thundered. âThen why does it feel like the only one?â
Ryderâs smile was soft â and utterly dangerous. âBecause sometimes the worst ideas make the best stories.â
The sound of a door slamming echoed through the arena, snapping the moment in half.
They stepped back instantly, the air rushing cold between them again.
Coach Riversâ voice boomed from the entrance. âThompson! What did I say about resting that ankle?â
Lexi winced. âUh-oh.â
Ryder couldnât help it â he laughed. âGuess Iâm not the only one in trouble today.â
âShut up,â she muttered, but even she couldnât fight the smile tugging at her mouth.
As the coachâs footsteps neared, Ryder leaned close just long enough to whisper, âWorth it.â
Then he was gone again â just like yesterday â leaving Lexi standing there, heart pounding and smile refusing to fade.
She didnât remember what Coach said after that. Only that she nodded, promised to rest, and escaped to the empty hallway with her skates still laced tight.
The moment replayed again and again in her mind â his voice, his laugh, the look in his eyes right before the door slammed.
And for the first time in a long time, Lexi realized that the ice wasnât the only thing capable of making her lose balance.
That night, the world outside the rink seemed to slow down.
Lexi sat on the small balcony of her dorm room, knees drawn to her chest, wrapped in an old blanket that smelled faintly of lavender. Below, the academy grounds glittered under a thin sheet of frost, the lamps glowing gold against the cold. The quiet shouldâve been comforting. Instead, it felt too loud with everything she couldnât stop thinking about.
Ryder.
His laugh. The way his fingers had lingered against hers. The way heâd said âWorth it.â
Every memory replayed with dangerous clarity.
She hated that it made her smile. She hated even more that it made her heart race.
There was something about Ryderâsomething untamed, unpredictable. He wasnât polished like the skaters sheâd grown up competing with. He wasnât careful. And maybe thatâs what terrified her most: that he didnât care about perfection, yet somehow made everything around him feel more real.
Lexi sighed and buried her face in her knees. âThis is ridiculous.â
âTalking to yourself again?â
Her head snapped up. Ryder stood below the balcony, hoodie pulled over his messy hair, smirk in place. He looked out of place against the neat rows of buildings â a spark in a world built on discipline.
Lexi frowned down at him. âYou do realize this is the girlsâ dorm, right?â
âRelax, Ice Queen,â he said, his voice low but teasing. âI was just passing by. Wanted to make sure your ankle didnât fall off or something.â
She rolled her eyes. âYouâre unbelievable.â
He grinned. âYeah, I get that a lot.â
Lexi leaned over the railing, trying â and failing â to suppress a smile. âYou should probably go before someone sees you.â
âMaybe I will,â he said, stepping closer until he stood directly beneath her. âUnless you tell me not to.â
Her breath caught. âRyderââ
âDonât worry,â he interrupted lightly, though his tone had softened. âIâm not here to cause trouble. Just⊠couldnât stop thinking about today.â
She stared at him, unsure what to say.
âIt was stupid,â he continued, rubbing the back of his neck. âThe hand thing. The⊠almost thing.â
Her pulse stuttered. âAlmost thing?â
His eyes lifted to hers, steady now. âYou know what I mean.â
Lexiâs throat went dry. The easy way he said it â no pretense, no apology â made something twist in her chest.
âItâs fine,â she said finally, her voice too calm. âIt didnât mean anything.â
He tilted his head slightly. âYou sure about that?â
âYes.â
A pause. âThen why are you blushing?â
âIâm not.â
âYou are.â
âRyder.â
He grinned, that infuriating grin that made it impossible to stay angry. âRelax, Lexi. Iâm just messing with you.â
She wanted to snap back, to throw something clever and cold â but the words wouldnât come. Because beneath his teasing, there was something else. A flicker of honesty that made her feel seen.
Ryder stepped back, his smile fading into something gentler. âYou donât always have to be perfect, you know.â
The words hit harder than she expected.
âIâm notââ
âYes, you are,â he said softly. âEvery second. Even now. Youâre terrified of slipping, of breaking that image everyone expects you to keep. But sometimes⊠you have to.â
The night air felt heavier suddenly, pressing in around them.
Lexi looked away, blinking hard. âYou donât know me.â
âMaybe not,â he said, âbut I know what itâs like to hide behind something.â
Something in his voice â raw, unguarded â made her chest tighten. She wanted to ask what he meant, to break past the walls heâd built, but he was already turning to go.
âRyderââ
He stopped and glanced back, that familiar glint returning to his eyes. âSee you on the ice, Lexi.â
And then he was gone â disappearing into the shadowed path, his footsteps fading into silence.
Lexi stayed there for a long time, watching the frost gather on the railing.
For the first time in years, she wasnât sure if she was afraid of falling⊠or finally ready to..........
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"Sometimes the most electric moments are the ones that leave no marksâonly a memory that refuses to fade."
Trouble, trouble, trouble. I think its high time they kissed... Hehehe be curious.... đ
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