I was born in the palace and grew up from there, I never stepped out of there.
I never knew how life outside the palace seemed like.
I could only imagine my own things about how people lived outside there.
I could only create my stories about the life out there and my teachers who would come everyday to the palace to teach me how to write,read and speak English would mark me where I had imagined right.
According to them and their stories, life seemed beautiful and interesting outside the palace.
I only wished to be there for at least a minute which I hoped was next to impossible for me.
Linie, Bella and Jen used to move out of the palace for shopping.
I tried many times to escape and go with them to the market but I failed almost whenever I tried to.
I then relaxed. I chose to accept my fate.
I knew if it was meant that I would one day move out of here, it would surely come true.
I waited for fate to turn the tables around for me.
The palace became more like a prison for me yet I had nothing to do about it.
It was difficult for me to stay in the same palace with someone I knew that he didn't like me at all.
Sometimes I thought that dying would solve all of my problems but I was wrong.
I didn't want to disappoint my mom by committing suicide.
At least some people gave me the reason to smile, like my best friends and my mom plus madam Carina.
The good moments with those people gave me courage all the time.
I believed things would change one day and I would become free for the rest of my life.
I had to keep encouraging myself since I lacked a caring father who would give his daughter courage.
I never wished to think about my childhood. But thinking about my dad only brought sadness in my heart.
But all in all,he was my dad and nothing would ever change that. I had to try win his love.
But how would I do that when he didn't want to spend time with me.
It was unfortunate that I was his daughter to him.
I was his burden because he used to avoid me.
But I had faith in God, I believed He made the impossible possible for everyone.
I knew he would one day make a miracle for me. So I waited for it but in vain.
Why did he test me too much. He made me lose hope for sure.
My mom used to ask me to not lose hope in faith. She asked me not to question the Lord as for him he does everything according to his timing and that his own timing is great.
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