JASPER That singular event changed something in me. The way I thought, felt and reacted. It was as though I no longer had control over my feelings. The motel scenario lingered in my mind. The woman I had discarded was somewhat unsafe. Or perhaps, running away from me. When I left Seraphina, I went to the balcony of the house. Undoubtedly my favourite spot. As I stood there, all didn’t seem right. The space suddenly felt too big with me in it. Or maybe, without her in it. The butler approached, head slightly bowed. “Welcome back, sir.” I nodded just once, still concentrating my gaze on the trees as they danced. “Your favourite meal is ready, sir,” he added with a smile, “Miss. Seraphina had asked it to be prepared for you.” I loosened my cuff slightly as I moved down the hallway wi

