(((Warning Explicit Content Warning))) Lillith's POV We have had a better morning of just Garbear and my time together, which I adore. He has always been so good at helping distract me to make me feel better when I'm upset and this is another successful morning added to the books.. making me even more thankful for having him in my life. I don't know what I did to deserve him in my life, but I couldn't be more thankful. I just wish I could show him physically how much I appriciate him but I don't want to push him to do something like that. I can tell by how he talks to me that he wants the same things too which makes me want to push the envelope more, seeing what I can get away with, because I think he would like it just as much as I do.. But at the same time I don't want him to do som

