SHULAMITE
I can’t forget him. No, I couldn’t forget him no matter how much I tried. Never!
Theophilus is like a tiny flame of zeal that kept burning all over, it kept me going. And I can’t seem to function properly without him by my side. I couldn’t forget him when we had seaparated the first time. I wonder what had led me into believing that i will be fine now that he finally decided to push me away. I still can’t get him off my mind. It’s frustrating!
How can I be happy when my heart needs him to function? He’s my heartbeat and the fact that I can’t go to him was killing me slowly. I can’t even watch him from afar because I’m scared of not being able to hold myself back. I might see him and just get carried away and do what would make him unhappy. And I don’t want that.
That day, I
