SHULAMITE I'm a fool.. a very big fool for thinking that things can just go normal between us without one of us stirring up trouble. I thought I could make him happy even if it's just for a while, but obviously, I can't. What does he really want? I had made sure that the business trip I went for had ended before the presumed day, I just wanted to surprise him. But now see what had happened. I ended up shooting myself in the butt. Hmmmm! I should've just stayed there even more and hang out with people, go to club and have fun as usual. Or better still, do something better than being discriminated for my good will. I thought I could just make things more better and less troublesome if I drop my bad habit a little. I mean, I love hanging out with my friends a lot. I miss them so much