ALEX. I laughed when the blue block toppled over. Or at least, I pretended to. One of the twins clapped excitedly. “You lost again, Aunt Alex!” “i did not,” I said lightly, reaching for another block. “I was distracted.” “By what?” the other twin asked, eyes bright with curiosity. “By you two,” I replied, smiling because that was easier than telling the truth. My hands moved automatically as I stacked the blocks again, but my mind wasn’t there. It hadn’t been there since earlier, since Niko’s words had landed like a hammer against my chest. She means nothing to me. The sentence replayed over and over, each time cutting deeper. I swallowed hard and focused on the game, on the small living room filled with soft laughter and scattered toys, on the way the twins’ joy filled the space

