My mate’s mistress

Chapter 34. Missed dinner

“ now tell me what it is that you’re hiding.”

He said as he sat on the bed. My mouth went dry not knowing how to start.

“Come on, Yolanda.”he spoke calmly as if he isn’t impatient.

“ I-I don’t know where to-“

“Start with what you’re hiding.”

“ I’m not hiding anything I sw-”

“ so then what is it.” Tears building up in his eyes as he looks at me.

“ I tried to tell you countless times and you never listened. you always put me to the side so I never got the chance to tell you. I didn’t hide anything.” He stayed quiet for a while then stood up and walked until he’s about two feet from me.

“ tell me what?.”

“ I- I’m mated to someone.” I said looking away from him and he came closer raising my head to look at him.

Holding my head in place he asked.“ who?.”

“.. your cousin.” He let me go and chuckled a little, pacing the room before he stopped and asked.

“ is that why you didn’t want to meet my parents?.”my chest got tight at the hurt evident in his face.

“ No, goddess no Gael. Just like me, you have your own fated mate.” He nodded wiping his face and taking a deep breath.

“ how long have you known?.”

“Um. The day we went to the sweet shop to pick up the cake for your mom.”

“ so you’ve known this entire time and you dragged me along with you Yolanda?.” his voice is a bit louder than before and it scares me. Not because I’m scared of him but how he might look at me after.

“ no. I didn’t.. I didn’t really know it was that until he told me.” I shook my head frantically.

“ oh so he knows. No wonder he hates my guts.”he frowned as he nodded.

“No.. why wo-”

“I’m with his mate for f**k sake Yolanda. I’m not saying you’re the reason but you know our history. I told you everything, everything, and you still string me along. Is that what you call love?. Did you enjoy playing me.”

“I didn’t play you Gael. i truly love you.”

“ yea..there’s no need for that.” Tears slip from his eyes as he looks at me

“ what do you mean.”

“You have a mate. I wish I had listened to you so that all this could’ve been avoided. I’m sorry.” He sighed.

“Don’t say that. I should’ve made you listened. But I was too scared.”

“ scared of what?.”

“ I thought you would be disgusted with me.” He frowned

“ why would I be disgusted?.”

I told Gael what had happened with evon in my room and he shook his head.

“Though I understand the mated bond would make you do stuff.. it’s not strong without your wolf.”

“ he felt the mate bond only after touching you because he had no wolf at that time. So his actions before he touched you were him

“ how do you know?.”

“ we’re all wolves remember.” He got up and put some distance between us and I noticed he’s avoiding looking at me. So I went to him hugging him from behind.

“Yolanda don’t do that please.” He said as he peeled my hands away from him and moving again.

“You’re my boyfriend, I have the right to touch you.”

“ I know, but you found your mate now who happens to be my cousin. I don’t want to sound like an a*****e but we have to break up so from now on we keep things casual.. it might hurt less.” His voice low and raspy.

“But I don’t love him.” I cried.he turned to face me.

“You will. The mate bond will help.”

He used his thumb wiping the tears from my face. I shook my head before burying it into his chest and hugging him.

He returned my hug rubbing my back whispering comforting words in my ear.

“ it’s okay ba-..Yolanda”

“ it’s not.”

“ it is.. you wanna know something.”

I nodded looking up at him.

“ I don’t regret the time I spent with you. And even though I knew we both had our fated mate somewhere out there you grew on me.” By this time we’re both crying with me clutching his shirt and him cradling my head in his hands using his thumbs to brush the tears away.

“That’s what makes it so hard now.. because I love you..”

“ I love you too.” I choked out as he slid his hands around my waist and burying his face into my neck.

We held each other crying silently for a couple minutes before we pulled away.

“ I will miss you so much.”

“ I’ll miss you more.” I couldn’t help the tears that just kept coming Knowing we had to separate. I put my arms around his neck combing through his hair with my fingers. He leans over nuzzling his face into my neck holding me tightly as I gently rub the side of my face against his, still running my fingers through his hair.

I pulled back a little pecking him on the corner of his lips. Then another on his lips. He held me in place by the nape of my neck kissing me back. I wrapped my legs around him as he lifted me and sat down on the bed lightly grinding on each other.We kissed for a long time before he slowly pulled away.

“ I can’t. we have to stop.” Tears streaming down his face. Our breathing a mess.

“ I’m sorry.” He whispered.Tears blurred my eyes as i hugged him.

“ we never got to finish last time and I wanted my first time to be you.” I pulled back to look at him. “Please, Gael.” I bit my lips to keep them from trembling while caressing his face.

“And I would have if I hadn’t known what I do now.” We are looking at each other with deep emotions.

“ okay. One last kiss then.” I told him. He looks at me before he hesitantly said.

“ okay.” He gave me a peck.

“ not like that, I mean. Like we used to. give me something to remember.” I murmured, resting my forehead on his, our lips almost touching. Holding his face in my hands i closed my eyes awaiting him.

He pecks my lips softly, nibbling on my bottom lip, sucking on it before his tongue entered my mouth. We got lost in our own world, now on his bed unable to control ourselves. My underwear soaked with my juices and his member as hard as iron. Hurriedly we got rid of our clothes. grinding on each other that his erection is already coated with my natural lubricant. He groaned as he positioned himself at my opening.

“ There’s no going back babe, are you sure.” He shook as he fought with his wolf to control himself.

“No going back. make love to me.” I murmured breathlessly before l*****g his neck. He groaned as he wasted no time, slowly entering me. I closed my eyes trying my best to not wince, taking deep breaths to relax. though the pleasure is there I can still feel my walls stretching.

“ hey, look at me. Does it hurt?.”

“ no” I shook my head.

“ you can tell me the truth Yolanda.”

“ it doesn’t hurt. just a stinging sensation.”

“ do you want to stop?.”

“ no” I pulled him to me locking my lips with his.

While kissing he slowly started to move back and forth, inching his way in. I wrap my legs around his waist as the stinging feeling slowly disappear. Gael is so sweet, taking his time with me l*****g and sucking on my body.

His strokes got longer as he took my legs from around him putting them on his shoulder and kissed them before locking lips with me again. He suddenly pushed my knees to my chest, his stroke became faster. We both moan into the kiss as my walls clenched around him. he gave three deep stroke before pulling out.

“Mm mm mm. Gael” I exclaimed as I break away from the kiss.

“Gmmmgg. Fffuck. I’m sorry babe. I’m so sorry.” His warm c*m on my belly is what made me realize what happened.

“Did I hurt you?.”

I shook my head as I took deep breaths.

“ I’m sorry.” He said as he used his boxer to wipe his liquid off me and I laughed.

“ I love you, Gael” i looked at him with watery eyes.

“ I love you, too” he kissed me on my forehead then my lips.

We cuddled a while before I got onto him and he looks at me with a smirk his erection came back to its full hardness. We went on until it was almost 11pm, way past dinner time.

We took a shower together then ate sandwiches that were covered with a note on it that say’s.

“ you guy’s would need this since you missed dinner. mom.”

“ did she hear us.”

“You weren’t exactly quiet”

My face heats up as I took a sandwich and Gael laughed.