My mate’s mistress

Chapter 35. One last time

For the past week Gael and I couldn’t keep our hands off each other. The evening after my first time, my parents had came to take us back to their pack to meet our dad’s dad and they sent Gael to get us. We did a quickie on the bathroom countertop before quickly washing up and went to get Andel to go down. When we got there our grandma got a call from him saying something came up so he couldn’t make it so we chilled a bit at our mom’s.

The night when we came back Gael was in my room waiting for me. I protest to take a shower first but it’s like he was starved. We did it until I couldn’t anymore because I was sore, Good sore. and my legs hurt from cramps.

we had s*x in the laundry room, the kitchen late at night, the gym bathroom, the lift, in anamae’s sweet shop bathroom. It’s like our body is controlled by hormones. I never knew s*x could be this amazing.

He had just came back from a two day mission and was already in his room freshening up. Undressing myself as I walk in and went to his bathroom joining him. As soon as I got in running my hands along his broad back under the water he turned around scooping me up in his arms. I threw my arms around his neck and legs around his waist. We wasted no time locking lips. with my back against the cold wall, I gasped as he thrust into me urgently Peppering kisses on my neck and collar bone then sucking on my bottom lip.

“ I’m bout to cum.” He whispered against my lips before kissing me again.

“ not yet.” I whispered back and he stopped his movement resting his forehead on my shoulder before looking at me.

“don’t worry I’ll pleasure you with this after.” He licked and sucked where my neck and shoulder is joined and weirdly it does something that felt magical to me. Breathlessly I said.

“ do that again.” He repeated it. At the feeling of my walls clamping down on him he resumed his thrusting while still l*****g and sucking at my neck. Pulling away to put my legs on his shoulder and locking his hands around my back his thrust got rougher and deeper. More urgent.

I don’t know if it’s the position we’re in but from how he got to go deeper with it, it’s like he’s hitting something that hurts.

“Ahh Gael.” I pulled myself up a little off him.

“ too deep?.” I nodded.

“I’m sorry” he whispered letting my legs dropped down on the inside of his elbow with his hands on the wall. He smooches me before slowly resuming his movement.

The sweet feeling arising in my stomach making my mouth water and before I knew it my sight went black as I threw my head back. closing my eyes I see stars dancing around me. My moaning got louder and my walls involuntarily spasm. My mouth opened in an ‘O’ shape as Gael kissed and sucked on my neck moaning with every thrust before he came.

“Uhh, I love you so much” he moaned out smooching me.

“ I love you too.”

Holding me tightly he let his d**k do that little twitching thing pushing it as deep as he could, while my p***y still involuntarily spasm around him. We steady our breaths as we came down from our high.

“Best s*x ever” he said and we both laughed as he set me down on my wobbly legs.

We washed up and came to lay on the bed in comfortable silence before he broke it.

“ s**t. babe, get up.” I smile at him calling me babe.

“Yolanda now is not the time to be cheesy, get up.”he sat up and tried to make me sit up with him.

“ why?.”

“ fuck.” He held his head in his hand.

“What is it?.” I asked In Concern with a slight frown.

“ I-I just realized. I.. came inside you. We have to go to the store, come on.” He got up as he said that. I laughed and he turned to look at me with a panicked face.

“This isn’t funny Yolanda.”

“ I know. But, you know that’s not how pregnancy works right.”

“ what!.. babe, we just had s*x. Something people do that most time results in babies.”

“ well, yes. But it also depends on ovulation too.”

“What are you talking about now?.” He frown.

“ its an open window of when a female is fertile. I’m way past it.”

“ I thought all that Is needed is the egg and sperm.”

“ yes, but as I said it all depends on the fertility window.”

“ so how do you know you’re not in your fertility window?.”

“ I have a tracker on my phone also there are signs down there”

“Oh. So when was it?.”

“ it was the uhhh..wait let me check and see.” i pulled out my phone checking the app. I froze when I saw it says medium chance of getting pregnant two days before we first had s*x. the high chance from the second day we did, until the day he left for his mission.

“ did you c*m inside me anytime last week” I asked panicked. Tears building up in my eyes as my heartbeat went wild.

“ I.. I don’t think so, no.”

“ don’t think Gael. Try and remember.”

“ we can go get the pill now Yolanda what’s the big fuss. Put your clothes on and let’s go.”

“ it wouldn’t make any sense, three days already passed.”

“ so, what.”

“ the pills only work within three days after s*x.” I said dejectedly as I buried my face into my hands and started crying.

“ babe.” Gael sat back on the bed easing up to me.

“ baby. Stop crying. I don’t like it when you cry.” He spoke softly as he cradled me and brushed my hair down with his hand.

“ I didn’t come inside you.”

“ oh really?. A while ago you where thinking. And you did just now, so how would we know you didn’t?.”

“ I went two whole days without you and couldn’t control myself. I was excited that I almost came a couple seconds after entering you. I wanted to pull out but it felt so-”

“ okay I get it.”

“ alright. Let’s go get you that pill just to be on the safe side.”

We got up and went to get the pill. Gael went to the pharmacy while he told me to go to the sweet shop. He said even though some pack members know we’re in a relationship he could always deny the pills are for me.

Three days later.

It’s five hours away from our birthday. Andel, Gael, Matt, Angie and I are at a restaurant having pre- birthday dinner. Angie and Andel were getting closer than I thought they would. Though she works Andel always seem to find time to hang out with her or buy her flowers and chocolate. Sometimes he would wait for her when she work night shifts to help her clean up and follow her home. I even caught him writing in a book about her and honestly I think it’s cute. Angie seems like a nice, calm, easy going girl.. not so much of Andel’s type. But hey you know the two saying ‘opposite attracts and ‘you find love where you least expect it’.”

We ate and drank nonalcoholic whine. I felt left out while they talk about the stupid fun stuff they all did in high school. They then change the topic about future goals and where they want to be.

We’re heading home and Andel states that him and Angie would walk from the intersection to her house and that he would take a cab home.

When I got to the door of my room I turned to Gael hugging him and he immediately hugged me back. We stayed like that for a while before pulling away.

I didn’t want to look at him fearing the tears that would slip from my eyes but I just couldn’t. I looked up at him and his face is a deep shade of pink his eyes bloodshot with tears flowing from them.

My tears betrayed me as they fall.

I let out a sob that I had been holding in.

“Gael -“

“ shhh. Don’t say anything.” He said as he pulled me in for another hug.

I pulled away pulling him down by his neck sucked on his bottom lip before lifting myself onto him.

“Yoland no. Look where we are-“ I shut him up with a kiss.

“ let’s take it inside then.”

“ no”

“ well then someone will catch us here.” I sloppy kissed him holding onto him tighter.

From my reaction he quickly came into the room closing the door behind us.

“ Yolanda come on. You have to stop.” He whispered hoarsely.

“ what’s the difference of doing it now and the past two weeks?.”

“ .. you’re about to be eighteen in the next hour or so.”

“ I know, so Let’s make it memorable .”

“ we can’t. What if-“

“ no what if’s Gael. We’ve been f*****g for the past two weeks so what’s the problem.”

“ just this one last time. Please.”

“ you don’t know how much you turn me on, begging me like that.”

We took it to the bed after locking the door. We made love as much as we could. ‘ I love you’ ‘ I’ll miss you’ ‘Goodbye’ ‘ last time’ we wanted more but we couldn’t get it up and we joked that it’s exhausted so we cuddled. It’s now past one in the morning, I watched as Gael put his clothes back on to leave.

He walked to the door and was about to open it when he stopped.

“ goodbye, Yolanda.” He said without looking back.

“ why are you saying it like that.” I sat up.

“ I mean.. to our relationship. We’ll still be friends and We’ll still see each other.” He looked over his shoulder

“I can reject him-“ clutching the sheet in my hands. He walked back to the bed.

“ Yolanda. Give him a chance.”

“Why?.”

“ because I don’t want him to start some rumour that I made you reject him for me, then what? how would everyone see me. I’m the future beta and him the alpha. just give him a chance okay maybe he’s not so bad.”

“ so you’re pushing me away for some rank?.”

“ no no no, Yolanda, you don’t get it.

You can’t reject him without fault”

“ well he has a girlfriend.”

“ yes. One that he didn’t choose for himself. Who knows.. maybe after spending some time with you he’d choose you.”

“ but if I’m his fated mate how would he choose me. I don’t get it.”

“ he can have both of you if he wants. You a mate and auri a wife or vice versa. however he can mark and marry you if he chooses only you.” A sad smile played on his face.

“ give him some time, if what he wants isn’t what you want you can choose to reject him. And if there’s anything you need..I’m here. Okay?.” I nodded as my eyes sting with tears.

“ shhh I’ll be here if you need to talk.” He stretched his hand to caress my face with that sad smile on his.

After he left the room I couldn’t control my crying. Hot tears stream down my face as I pulled on a sweat pants and shirt and slipping on a shoe before running outside.

I had no idea where I was running to. Suddenly my mind went blank as I felt myself like it’s being pushed out of my own body, into a dark place.