My mate’s mistress

Chapter 42. Hurt and pain

Andel’s pov

I don’t even know what happened. It felt like someone took over my body like I’ve been push to the back of my mind to watch what was happening. I’m trying to come forward but there’s this force pushing me back. Keeping me in an invisible cell then I was being blocked out.

I woke up entangled with my beautiful mate. By the way the sun was shining through the curtains that were slightly blowing with the wind, it looks like a whole new day. Squinting my eyes, Looking around I was in an unfamiliar room. Then I recognized the scent as my dad. It was my dad’s room. My heartbeat increases as everything was now rushing back to me at the thought of hurting my granddad or possibly anyone who was in the room.

“ relax. Everyone’s okay.” Angie murmured with her eyes still closed. She’s so hot. I removed her sleeping cap a bit to play with her baby hairs. I love the way it curls when I twirl it around my finger. I can’t believe this melanin is all mine. I lightly pecked her lips before biting her bottom lip.

“Mm.. Andel..I’m tired .” She half moaned half groaned.

I pecked her cheek. “You’re so hot.” I whispered, giving her neck wet kisses while I ran one of my hand under her silk night shirt cupping her breast before gently squeezing it. She let out a light moan running her fingers through my hair with her eyes still closed as she turned her head to give me better access.

“Andel..” She moaned. I quickly duck my head under the cover tearing her panties from her and immediately spreading her legs.I ran my tongue between her folds, flicking and sucking at her c**t, lapping at her juices.

She gasped at the contact of my tongue on her, she grabbed my hair and started rolling her hips.

I groan in appreciation. She tasted heavenly. I like how she would get rough in bed sometimes but then a completely shy girl when I’m talking to her.

“Mmm, yes..babe. I want you. I want you inside me.” She whispered breathlessly.

As I was only in my boxer I came up, hurriedly taking it off in the process. Her back arch and her mouth slightly opened as I thrust into her.

Waiting for her to adjust, she grabbed my face with both of her hands kissing me hungrily as she wrap her legs around my waist.

I slowly started to move while kissing her. She then started to rocked her hips to meet my deep strokes.

In about a couple minutes I pulled out as I came hard. She groaned in frustration as she hasn’t climaxed yet.

“ I’m so sorry. Give me a few seconds.” I breathed heavily. I’m still between her with my face in the crook of her neck trying to control my breathing.

After a while I raised my head to look at her and she has one of her hand covering her face.

“ babe, what’s wrong?.” I asked her.

“Nothing.” She shook her head.

“ Angie.” I called her while trying to move her hand away from her face but she wouldn’t let me.

“Don’t lie to me, please. I can feel through our bond that you’re hurt and that you’re lying. Please don’t lie to me, tell me what’s wrong.”

I said as I waited for her to say something but she doesn’t.

“Angie-” I began to speak as she also started to. She moved her hand to look at me.

“ it’s just that.. I noticed you always pull out. We’re mates and we’re bound to have children or don’t you want-”

“ of course I do. It’s just that I don’t know if you’re ready for that plus I don’t have a job to support a child right now if we were to have one. I only have whatever allowance my parents gave and I’m not making this an excuse, but, I also want to go to college to further my studies. I want us to at least be stable. ”

She looks away before looking back at me.

“ I wouldn’t get pregnant without going into heat Andel.” She mumbled.

“ but there’s still a chance you can.” I pulled her face so she looks at me.

“ I just don’t want to bring a child into this world without being mentally and financially prepared. Besides we only just started enjoying each other we can have kids in a few years. Okay.” lightly pecking her lips and going to move when she answered.

“ okay.” She then hooked her hands at the back of my neck and pulled me back into a slow passionate kiss. Deepening the kiss as she wrapped he legs around me. My length got hard again and I slowly entered her already moisten p***y, taking my time making sweet love to her.

Yolanda’s POV

The day before

mom opened a portal to the storage room of where Angie worked. She was scared at first about me suddenly bursting from the back but then readily came when I told her we needed her to calm Andel. She had said she felt some discomfort and anger from his side of the bond but she didn’t think too much of it.

After calming him down dad and Spencer took Andel upstairs in dads old room because he had passed out from exhaustion after being given back control of his body and Angie said she would stay with him.

“Did you invite us here only to taunt us?.” I questioned as I see Spencer now coming down the stairs.

“ Yolanda-” my mother begins but I held my hand up to her to quiet her.

“No, I need to know. Did you?.” I questioned him again. He sighed heavily before he spoke.

“No, well kind of-”

“ kind of??. Do you have any idea what you’re playing with? Do you?.” I gritted and almost shouted at him.

“ listen, I only wanted to see if what my friend told me was true but I never expected him to have powers or whatever it is”

“They aren’t powers, they’re gift’s”

“ same thing.”

“ well I’d like to think of them as gifts.” I glared at him and he nodded

“ my friend offered to help train you but I had to make sure you are what he believed you to be.”

“ I don’t need training I can handle myself.”

“ honey don’t be so stubborn you need it.”

“GoSh I HATE it when you tell me to stop being stubborn. I’m not mom.” I exasperated. Taking a deep breath before continuing

“ did It look like I needed it when I saved his a*s in there when he was poking the bear for fun.andel only just got his he’s the one who can’t control himself yet can’t you see?.”

I asked.

I stretched my hands and lifted the vase that looked like a valuable piece before moving it to the front of Spencer and he grabbed it when I noticed he sighed in relief. Twisting my hand and making a fist I made the little flower that was in the pot grew almost one feet high off the ground. I used my index finger twirling it in circles pulling water from wherever it is pouring it into the pot. They all gasped at seeing the water float across the room and into the pot.

I turn to look at my mother.

“ impossible” I heard Spencer whispered surprised.

“ you don’t have to believe me or take me anywhere to convince people that I’m crazy so people won’t look at you weird anymore, I’m embracing this side of me . And you know what it’s okay, I’m okay.” I said as I turned to walk out.

I stopped in my tracks to look back at her.

“ you know what. Actually I’m not okay. You know why? Because You knew about this that’s why you fled, right? You knew I wasn’t lying and yet you took me to those places.”

“ it was for your own good Yolanda.”her voice trembling.

“ what good did it do to me, huh. Tell me. I really thought you were oblivious to what was happening to me but you knew. You forced me to live that life. We could’ve came back here, where my sanity wouldn’t be questioned, where I wouldn’t get weird stares. Where I belong.” My voice got louder with every gritted word I spoke.

My dad stepped forward to defend mom.

“Yolanda you’re mother was only trying to protect you.”

“ protect me from what? From myself?”

“No. You know where we lived is just a little island, they don’t even know we exist much less to you with powers or gifts as you called them.” He said as a memory came back to me when some of the students were calling me a witch after what I did to jamol.

I watched him in silence for a while before saying

“ it still didn’t make it right to make people believe I was crazy because I wasn’t. You could have told me or at least get me to use them so that I could control it. You’re the reason I stayed isolated and why I kept stuff to myself. I had to deal with that sh*t on my own. You’re the reason I almost fell into depression, thanks to that one voice in my head that stuck around, I didn’t.”

“ your wolf?”

“ what? You got your wolf?.” Mom and dad said together with wide eyes.

“ no, it’s just a voice. I’m leaving.”

Im on my way back to silver ray pack with Gael in his jeep, I had asked him to come pick me up when I portal back with Angie and he agreed.

The ride back was silent. none of us looked at the other or even said anything. Coming to the pack border I know I wouldn’t get any time alone with him after this so I grabbed up my courage and cleared my throat to speak.

“ um, I, evon.. we” I began to say when he looked over at me for a couple seconds before looking back at the road.

“ what is it?.” He asked

I took a breath to calm my nerves. Why do I feel scared. Like I did something wrong

“ I almost.. had s*x with evon.” I kept my head face front while I moved my eyes to see his reaction.

His knuckles went white from gripping the steering wheel tight.

“ k.” He said bearly audible.he cleared his throat before saying it again

“ okay.”

“That’s it?.”

“ what do you want me to say Yolanda?. What. You want me to give you permission to f**k your mate?. Is that it.” He half yelled bringing the jeep to an abrupt stop.

“ no. No that’s not it.”

“ so what is it. It’s already bad enough that when he walk past me with his victory smile he has to put in slick comments. Now you’re coming to me with this.” He took a deep breath. Guilt eating at me seeing how much of a toll this is taking on him. He wiped his hands down his face.

“ look I just need time to come to terms with this Yolanda.” I nodded as tears burned my eyes.

“ okay. Okay.” I said in a shaking breath looking down at my trembling fingers and trying to hold the tears in, only for them to fall.

“ hey, babe, shit.Yolanda. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to yell at you.” I can feel my lips quiver as I look over to him. His face contorted into pain as he unbuckled my seatbelt and pulled me onto him to sit cross way. He hugged me, burying his face into my neck and so I hugged him back. I don’t know how long we were like that but I felt comfortable, at peace. I pulled back to look at him and he turned away but he wasn’t quick enough to stop me from seeing he was crying. I never saw him cry before. I felt the need to comfort him so I hugged him some more.

“ alright let’s get you home.” He sniffed as he gently moved me away from him.

Dropping me off Gael left said he had some business to handle so I went up to my room only to meet evon at my door.

“ what are you doing here.”

“ where were you?”. We both said at the same time as he suddenly frown, taking a sniff of the air.

“ you were with Gael. Why?.“ he growled.

“ don’t growl at me. he just came to pick me up. What’s the matter”

“Then Why is his scent all over you?.”

“ did we have s*x? Is that what you want to ask evon. We both know you would feel it if I did. I’m not you.” I told him glaring at him. He scratched the back of his head before he looks away.

“ what do you mean you’re not me.”

“Don’t play stupid with me, I smelled her on you the other night.”

“ well you’re not exactly making it easy on me Yolanda. Mates usually mark and mate each other when they meet. Look at your brother he’s already marked and mated and we knew we were mates long before”

“ our situation is different evon we we’re both in a relationship he wasn’t.”

“ yes, and I told you I would end it with auri but you didn’t want that.”

“ so if I tell you to jump over a cliff you would do it.” I scoffed moving pass him to open my door.

“ go take a shower, I don’t like his scent on you.” He mumbled as he came in behind me and shutting the door. I didn’t even argue with him on that because my skin felt like they were suffocating . After my shower I came out with the towel loosely tucked around me to grab my lotion that I forgot to take with me.

I only felt the force of being thrown on the bed then evon hovering over me before he crashed his lips to mine. All these sparks and tingling I didn’t even fight him on it I reciprocated.

I didn’t realize when he stripped his clothes but the moment he position himself at my entrance coating himself with my juice. I fought so hard between wanting him and pushing him away. I pulled my lips away from his.

“ I can’t.” I whispered.

“ why?.”

“ I need time. Please, that’s all I ask.” He groaned frustratedly before moving and put his clothes back on. I really needed Time to heal from Gael. Time to myself. I pulled the towel back over me and watched him leave then got up to go get dressed.