Regrets

The final decision

“I-I - I will keep this baby...............”

“what!,!???” Bianca was shocked by my descision. I know she might be thinking that how could I choose this as my final decision but, I made my mind and I will raise this baby. Whatever it takes. She grab my hand and said “are you” before she could even complete I said.

“yes, I am sure”. “Bianca I know that it might be hard for me but I will.” I said to Bianca “for a minute I cursed this baby but, that drop fell on my tummy.” Bianca went furious and shouted over me.

“ARE YOU CRAZY, JUST BECAUSE OF A f*****g DROP OF WATER YOU ARE GOING TO DESTROY YOUR LIFE FOREVER......... FEEL PAIN FOREVER...........KEEP THE SIGNIFICANT OF THAT NIGHT FOREVER. HOW COULD YOU MIA!!,!??? HOW COULD YOU?” ...........

I know she cares me and looking after me but, “I know and I am sure that I will keep this baby” Mia turned around and said to Bianca “look Bianca nothing is easy nothing is simple.” “I know I am sounding like a stupid but, that drop of water was enough for me to make this decision.” “I thought to forget about this little creature and move on.” “But the drop dint fades away from my mind and then I thought I will keep it.”

Bianca came forward grabbed my wrist and turn me around forcefully and roughly “Is that only the f*****g reason you have”. She said annoyingly. I looked directly in her eyes and told.

“No Bianca there is much more”. “I know my whole world flip and everyone is against me beside this baby I am left with.” “Everyone is against me but it is with me or I should say inside me”. “I don’t want anyone to blame me for what happen cause it was Liam”. Then how could I be so selfish....... and blame.” “ This little creature.” “I will raise this baby it is my part this will be my support and maybe this baby will believe me when everyone will turn their back on me”. “I am starting to fall in love with this thing.” “And, believe me that drop of water is irresistible.” Bianca became a little calm and then said

“but Mia you will be called as single.” “Your parents will not accept the baby.” “And I am afraid for getting your parents maybe you have to give up on the baby.” “Liam will not accept it.” “You Will become a s**t in their eyes”. I know Bianca was worried. I took a deep breathe........

“look Bianca nothing is gonna change.” “ Rumours are very fast and I might have become a s**t now.” “I won’t give up on the baby for someone who dint even trust me who throws me like a garbage.” My parents leave me but I won’t leave my baby.” “Though I have to be a single mother.” “You and I we both know no one will accept me and I can probably to one thing that is to die”. “But, that drop of water is a signal of god, and my hope.” “This baby is my part I can’t blame it.” “If god have send it to me I won’t give up on it.” “ Maybe, this is my start.” “My family will not be a normal family no dad will be there but there will be a mom and her baby.”

“And her aunt.” Bianca said it very calmly her eyes were filled with tears. She came close slowly and hugged me tightly. That feels so warm so good. I have my two precious thing my life one is the baby inside other is my bestfriend........ I was overwhelmed and the tears can’t stop I was sobbing and I said.

“And a happy family”. We both cried on each other’s arm and it was like a world to me. I promise Bianca I will never forget you, and I promise you my baby I will love you and trust you I will never be my parents I will never hurt you I will support you and protect you. I love you my baby.

(guys I need to apologise for not bringing Liam in this chapters I just need to go along with the story. )