Regrets

Lost!

My helpless soul struggle to find the clothes. My legs were shaking. I ran from that horrible place..I ran on the roads everyone was looking at me but I don’t care I don’t want Anyone to ask me what’s wrong. What are they thinking about me? Do they know what happened? Are they calling me s**t?

I ran as fast as I can, I was crying. I can’t breathe my heart was about to explode.

I reached my home. I started banging the door hardly and impatiently I banged the door several time “Open it” I cried, I banged it hard again and again “open up please Jarrod” ahhhhhhhhhhhh...... open it *cry*. Please open the door.i did not knew what is taking so long, I just can’t stand any minute longer if I do I don’t know what will happen to me next.

He open the door all of a sudden. I can’t see his expression as I was too busy on my own I know he is worried deep down but I can’t just face him.

“what happen mia?” Asked Jarrod.

i ran towards my room and locked it. I can’t face him. I move towards the mirror and I remove my dress And saw the scars in the mirror. My tears were not stopping. I was screaming not only outside but inside too, I slapped my face several time. I buckled on my knees sobbing...........

i get up and lay down on my bed buried my face in the pillow I don’t wanna see anywhere...I wanna die in here...and I cried hard and even harder.

her tears were not ready to stop. she cried hard ....'I don’t wanna come out.'

this made mia's brother so worried that he came up and was softly knocking the door.

”hey! Mia what’s wrong?”’talk to me kiddo’ he said in a pleased voice demanding to come inside.

I can’t face him not now maybe, I can’t ever for what had happened.

”I am fine” I said in a heavy voice. My eyes were swollen and red. I was just thinking about that horrible night. I don’t know what am I gonna do. He forced me and left. I am a complete s**t now and maybe, I will die here the next day in my guilt. I was dieng of my regrets. I was dying in my own.....