Regrets

Past

“What the heck.” “What kind of mother she is?” Said Liam.

“What kind of mother she is.” “Actually I should ask what kind of father you are.?” “Today you came to know she is your blood so you are sympathetic.” Where were you all the time.” “You are the one to put your daughter and the lady in danger.” “And you are questioning her.” “What if you never come to know she is your daughter.” “Eh?” “You questioned her.” “Do you even realise that what she went through and how she survive.” “Just thinking about the baby at such a small age.” “She dint abort she dint died only for her baby.” “Let me ask you.” “What sort of father you are?” “Which father puts his daughter in dange?” “And what the hell you did for you daughter?” “Accept for the scene you are creating right now..........

Liam went silent. He was quite when the nurse pointed out on him. He was quite sure that nurse was right, actually he was a person who have never been prove wrong by anyone. But this time, it was not usual an old middle class lady points him. It was a shame for him. He never felt like that ever before. Tho he was so angry on the lady his tongue got stuck in because he knew he was wrong. And he had been wrong over the time. Nurse ignored him and said.”first look at yourself and then point others.” And she went away.

It is actually a truth. What kind of father he is? He wasn’t there for his own daughter. Liam feel to meet the man he met that day. He want to know what is it actually like. The man says your child will fill your life with wonders is it gonna happen?

He sat down on the bench near by and thinking about everything he has gone through. He was the one who raise her sister. She was his responsibility and he was also happy to have her. His father was always busy to bring the business up that he never pay any attention to his own children. Mother was always in world of fashion. She just know what shade of lipstick will match her but, she never know the favourite dish of her kids. Liam was always alone until he met his sister. When ever she cried Liam took a great care of her. Ever since she grew up she use to occupy Liam every time. She called him li and go around him shouting “brother li” “brother li” “brother li”. She use to tell Liam about her whole day. She play with Liam and every time she want Liam to be with her. Because of her presence Liam was not alone anymore. His main motive was to give all the love to his sister. They were always far from there parents. Their parents never pay any attention to them. And as well they were also busy with their brother and sister’s play. Liam never uttered a cry when his father died. Never uttered a cry when his mother died. But he was furious and sober as hell when her sister fall down on sofa while dancing. Bianca was world to him. He never ever cared about anyone apart from her. He never believed in love because he saw his parents just busy in the glamorous world. He believed that world only needs money and nothing else and, that was a bitter truth. That is why he was stone and cold. Was never able to stay with someone forever. And thinking about all of this things he realises that. Like Bianca was a brightest light for him his baby will give him more and more happiness ever but the thing is if the baby can survive.