Fractured hearts

Blood on hands

tara pov

Looking to my left I see a sleep holden laying there absolutely passed out, as I closely look at him I didn't realise how cute he could actually be and in this moment I don't want to move but I got no other choice but to fix my mistakes. I don't know why I thought I could move on with my life after losing my boyfriend and living a normal life as everything catches up with you eventually. Climbing out of bed I look at the bed once more making sure holden didn't move and when he didn't I make my way out the room and out the apartment. The drive to my apartment doesn't take me long with no traffic and I throw my clothing on that I prepared for when I was last here, I have everything ready. Strapping a belt around my thigh I add a couple of knifes and a g*n making sure I have everything I need incase I get into a little trouble, when I look at myself in a mirror I see myself ready for a fight but mentally I am not. I am still in bed next to holden thinking about my life.

When Cameron told me they took his wife I looked for everyone who had a problem with him and there was a lot which is why I gave him a new identity however some of them are already dead or currently in jail for being caught. It didn't take me long to hack into the street cameras and bank cameras to find a man sitting in a car outside his building, it did however take me longer to find there hide out as cameras were getting slim and slim as he drove out of town. Looking at my phone I check the location of Cameron before moving, I need to make sure he is no where near this when I get his wife back. Leaving my apartment I head straight for my car and throwing everything in the back seats hoping this wouldn't take as long as I need. The drive to the location takes a little longer without my head lights on, I know they have spotters waiting for a car however I parked my car round the corner from the abounded building they are currently hiding in and spot two looks out.

"I am really sorry for this" I whisper one last time before looking up pulling my g*n out with a silencer on the end, I line up my first shot hesitating about this but as I place my finger on the trigger I pull it and move too the second target pulling the trigger. I don't have time to think about this before I am running inside the building but it doesn't stop the thoughts from running around my head and the promise I made.

At the first door I grab my knife cutting his throat before dropping his body to the floor killing each man guarding the next door and when I spot Cameron wife roped to a chair I know I am in the right building. I haven't lost count how many men I have killed tonight but as I line up my g*n I shot the remaining two men that are next to the man behind the wife. When the two bodies drop I come out of hiding, my face is hidden by a cloth and I have a hood up pointing the g*n at the man however he uses the wife as a shield, how low can you get.

"Drop the g*n or I will shot this pretty head off her shoulders" I head and I shake my head taking a seat closer in hopes that he is bluffing and when I take another step, the man takes a step backwards towards the back door, I line up my g*n for the kill shot but the man ducks and runs out the building dropping the wife on the floor. I don't hesitate before running over to Camerons wife using my own body as a shield, I have nothing to live for right now as I take one second to think about that promise before hearing a car racing away, I know he's gone before I even move from the wife, I have lost my last target.

"Hey its ok, I was sent by your husband" I say pulling my cloth down and hood letting her see my face as she looks at me which I think is shock as I pull the women up to her feet and lead her out the building towards my car where I have a couple bits of medication equipment incase I needed it. I don't know why I shown her my face as I don't need anything else coming back to me, Cameron was a one off.

"Where is my husband?" is the only thing I hear as I watch her take a seat on my boot of the car I have, I grab the equipment I need to check her blood pressure, I have thought about everything as I check the women over. I haven't had chance to text him yet but when I do I know he wouldn't waste any time in racing over and taking his wife into his own arms. I pull my phone out and send Cameron my pinned location and a photo of his wife, in response I get a thumbs up message and I delete the messages from my phone. The phone cant be traced or hack but it doesn't stop me from deleting everything and then binning this when I am clear.

Pulling a baby scanner from the car I look into the wife's eyes as she nods, I know she needs his confirmation as she hasn't taken her arms away from her belly, I did think of everything when I told Cameron I will find his wife. Placing the cold jell on the stomach I move the scanner around finding the strong heart beat and If I didn't know any better I would say the baby is wide away in mummy's tummy, I give her a warm smile before taking her blood pressure, if I knew it was safe I was give her a sedative to put her to sleep but I cant do that too her.

"You husband is on his way to collect you, I have checked your baby and you. There appears to be no harm to either, when you get home I would advise you make an appointment with your midwife to confirm. I also need you to forget what you seen tonight, forget this every happen if you don't mind" I say holding her hand and I can feel her still shaking as I look into her eyes making sure she understands my warning, before I can say anything else Camerons car coming rushing around the corner and he slams his breaks on next to mind, his car door swings open and Cameron is already out the car throwing his arms around his wife. I look at the two before pulling a bag out my back seat and placing it on the floor.

"This is for you two, it's two passports with new names and identification and theres also cash in there for you to live comfortably where ever you choice. I need you both to never speak about this and pretend that you never saw me here. Bare this warning" I say to Cameron as he bends down looking into the bag seeing enough cash to last him a lifetime, Cameron looks at his wife who looks at me. I close my boot of the car and get ready to go as Cameron pulls my arm making me turn to him.

"Thank you for this, if theres ever a way for me to return the favour please don't hesitate" I hear him say before watching him put his wife in his car and climb into the drivers seat, I watch them both disappear leaving me alone.

Sat dangerous alone with my own thoughts, the dark side within is fighting to creep in but I hold myself tight wishing he was here right now. I need him. Someone tell me it’s going to be ok?