The new me
Alexander climbed over me and kissed me; I could taste myself on him. He was smiling from ear to ear, with such a proud look on his face. I took a moment to appreciate his beautiful face before I flipped him on his back, easily I might add. This pride in his face turned to utter surprise and he asked:” What are you doing?”. “It’s my turn now” I said in a seductive voice as I moved slowly down his perfectly sculpted abs. “No Amaya you don’t have to do that” he tried to sit up, but I pushed him har back down on the ground. I was unstoppable, I took him in my mouth and used my right hand to force him further in my mouth. Alexander was moaning and gasping for air when all of the sudden he screamed my name and came in my mouth. In was an unfamiliar taste, but it was not that bad when considering the high I achieved from his screams. He just laid on the ground trying to catch his breath, I crawled up next to him and laid my head on his chest. “I think you almost killed me there” he laughed, and the biggest smile formed on my lips. “I have never tried anything Alexander, it was amazing…I love you”. I froze when the last three words escaped my lips, it was way too early to say that, and I mentally slapped myself for not being cool. “I love you more” Alexander said without any hesitation or signs of deception. I instantly sat straight up and stared at him with huge questioning eyes. He sat up without breaking eye contact and gently kissed my lips “I love you. I will always love you. I will not apologize for loving you nor will I feel shame when saying it. Amaya you are my mate, the love of my life. I am yours forever”. I felt overwhelmed, mainly because I was in no state to fraise anything half as powerful as what he just said so I just kissed him. He smiled and said: “Come back with me, I promise it will be okay”. I surrendered, we transformed back into wolf form and ran back to Montana.
It had been two days since I last talked to Alexander, we could not mind link as everyone would be able to hear it. Unfortunately, it does not work like a cellphone. I had a friend now, well a kind-of-sort-of-friend, I am pretty sure Alexander told her to talk to me, but it was nice having someone to talk to either way. Her name was Sarah, she was a little taller than me and had that universally loved dark complexion. I felt so pasty and boring when I looked at her. Sarah explained the new universe I had become a part of. Apparently, there were few werewolves called alphas who were the leaders of the different pacts. There were werewolves called betas, they were the “big warriors” of the pacts. Then there were “regular” werewolves and half-bloods. Sarah used all the air quotes with a hint of sarcasm when telling me. A lot of the wolves in school were half-bloods, they could not fully transform into wolves. Sarah said that the reason why everyone was staring at me, when I had my window incident, was because they were told by Alexander that I was a half-blood. I tried not to dig more into it when Sarah told me, I trusted that Alexander had his reasons for lying. The school was basically just training-camp to become a fighter, not that I needed more academia in my lifetime, but I kind of missed reading. A good book had been my door to the world for 16- no 18 years. I was still not over the fact that my so called “parents” stole two birthdays from me or the fact that they had lied to me my whole life. Maybe I would never get all my answers or understand why they did what they did. “knock, knock” it was Sarah who already felt comfortable opening my bedroom door while knocking. “We need to get to get moving if we want to be on time, Alexander is teaching today and you don’t want to be late in his class” Sarah raised both eyebrows and smiled when she said Alexanders name, all the girls in school had a crush on him. Do not get me wrong I get it, he is the most beautiful man alive, but he was mine and I do not like to share. It was very hard pretending nothing was going on between us, I feel like my face is not that hard to read. Sarah and I walked to the outdoor area where we would learn fighting technics or something. Alexander was standing in basketball shorts and nothing else. When his eyes caught mine, I did not turn pink like I would have before our little picnic, instead I send him seductive look while biting my bottom lips. Everything went quiet, I could hear his heart speed up and his breathing getting heavier. He shook his head and looked down before shouting: “Okay, now that everyone is here, we can get started”. Alexander gave us a few instructions, gave a demonstration with one of the older “students” and then we paired to practice the moves on our own. After half an hour it was time for quick matches, which is a 5-minute battle where everyone in class are watching two people beat each other up. Sarah had told me about it so I was not nervous besides, we would be fighting each other since you always fight the person you practiced with. “Sarah, you can fight Megan” Alexander said with confidence. I frowned and smiled at the same time: “Excuse me, but am I not supposed to fight Sarah?”. “Yeah, we want to see if the new girl can break something other than a window” a horribly confident voice said. It was Megan, she walked out in the middle of the semi-circle and smiled while winking at me. “She is new” Alexander said sounding rather annoyed with both Megan and I. “I don’t have a problem with it” I said crossing my arms. Alexander shook his head, looking rather displeased “Fine”.
Me and Sarah were going at it and had both gotten jabs in, when out of the corner of my eye I saw Megan walk over towards Alexander who was standing Alone opposite to the semi-circle in order to judge the fight. I tried to concentrate on fighting Sarah, but my insides were burning, I felt as if I was turning. I caught a glimpse of Megan touching him, touching MY mate. I forgot about my fight with Sarah and ran as fast as I could towards her and grabbed her by the neck.