Little Red Wolf

Chapter 5.

Transformation He was standing too close because when I transformed one of my paws scratched his chest, he fell backwards and had four long wounds on his chest that could be seen through the holes in his t-shirt. I did not realize I had transformed until I growled at him, when I heard the sound that came out, I looked at the ground to see my feet. I saw two huge hairy paws where my feet should have been, and I freaked out causing me to move backwards. Then I saw alexander on the ground, I laid down next to him and put my head on his chest. Tears formed in my eye and dripped onto his chest, he put his hand behind my ear and scratched me gently. I looked up as he said “don’t worry babe, I’m okay. One of the perks of being a werewolf is fast healing but thank you for the tears though”. He looked so small but suddenly it felt like I was shrinking, which made me a bit disoriented. Alexander quickly covered his eyes with one hand, gave me an enormous smile and said: “babe, not that I’m complaining at all but, you are very naked right now!”. I was confused so I looked down at my now human body and realized he was right. Omg! He saw me naked; he saw me all naked. I gasped and in a very desperate tone said: “can you please unlock the trunk of your car”. He reached for the key in his pocket and stayed on the ground with his eyes covered as I ran to the car. I opened the small suitcase only to find out that my mom had repacked all of my clothes so that my summer-dresses were on top. I scolded her in my mind for invading my privacy and thanked her at the same time for making it easy to get dressed. The option on top was a short, loose and white dress, I grabbed it and swiftly pulled it over my head. “you can look now” I informed Alexander as I awaited his reaction with an embarrassed pink face. He ran up to me so fast, like superfast, and I looked at him with wide eyes. “Oh yeah, another perk of being a werewolf; superspeed” he smiled and touched my burning cheek. “you are so beautiful Amaya… and you’re MINE” once he finished the sentence, he kissed my forehead while I closed my eyes and then collapsed in his arms. It had been too much for me, I was exhausted from all the information and the experience of turning into a wolf. When I woke up, I quickly noticed that we were back in the car and on the road again. I rubbed my eyes, sat up straight and asked: “how long have I been out?”. “good morning beautiful, about an hour or so” Alexander said halfway looking at me while trying to drive. “Does everyone get so tired after their first time?” I said without hearing what that question sounded like. Alexander looked at me with big eyes then he laughed a bit, making me realize what I said. He looked out the window and in a slightly more serious tone he said:” That wasn’t your first time turning”. “yes, it was” I tried to assure him. “Nah, remember that storm, a few months back? The one that broke the big window in your house without waking you up” he said looking straight ahead with a smile. Then he pointed at me and said:” Storm”. My eyes widened as I tried to recall that scenario.

Flashback                

My body is so sore, and I can’t get up, I just can’t. I looked at my phone just to realize it was noon, my eyes widened and I swiftly I sat up in my bed. I rubbed the sleep from my eyes and headed out of my bedroom in my PJ’s. I open my bedroom door and realize that the huge window next to the staircase was no longer there, well at least not in one piece. My parents both look at me but only my mom smile at me as I ask: “What the hell happened?”. “Amaya! Language” was my mom’s initial response, but then she continued with “There was a storm last night, you must have slept right through it”. My dad chuckled causing my mom to smack him over the head and give a famous yet rare death stare. I thought they were acting weird, more than usual so I didn’t offer my help, I just went back to my room.

End of flashback

“that was me?” I said with clear regret and despair in my voice, tears were forming in the corner of my eyes and I turned my face towards the window. “are you crying Amaya?” Alexander said with concern in his voice as he put his right hand on my exposed thigh. I shook my head a bit, let the tears fall and said: “My dad had to leave for three days to take a job further away in order to pay for that window”. Alexander pulled over the car when he saw my tears and, in a semi-demanding tone said:” come” and got out of the car. He used superspeed to get to my side of the car and opened my door for me then offered his hand to me. When I was out of the car, he took me in his arms and lightly pushed the side of my face onto his chest. It was so comforting, and I allowed a sulk to escape my lips, we stood there for a few seconds before Alexander said: “I’m not supposed to tell you this, but your tears are killing me”. I looked at him confused and he said: “your dad didn’t have a three-day job he came to see me”. My eyes dried right up as I felt the anger unleash inside me and I pulled away from him. “why did my dad come see you?” I said with disappointment in my eyes and some of the anger showing in my voice. Alexander sighed and said: “to tell me that you had turned again and that it was getting harder for him to hide you”. I started walking, I could not stand still next to him, I was fuming with rage. Everything I had learned today was flashing before my eyes and I could not control the urge to run but before I could set of in a sprint Alexander called for me: “It’s not safe here! Come back!” in a very demanding and aggressive tone. His voice made me stop but I could not face him, not yet. I stood there staring at the road for a few minutes before I looked down and realized I was not wearing any shoes. Then I turned around but without looking at Alexander, I walked back and got back in the car. We drove in dead and awkward silence for an hour, I did not spare him one look. “are you okay?” Alexander said as he had finally built up the courage to start a conversation with me. I looked at him with angry eyes without saying a word and then went back to looking out the window. “do you want to listen to some music?” he cautiously asked and continued with: “You can just connect your phone, or you can use my phone”. He handed me his phone, I took it and raised both eyebrows as I in a cool tone said: “password?”. There were a few seconds of silence before he took a deep breath and said: “1607”. I froze, that was my birthday. That’s so creepy. Had he stalked me or something? I was scared when I in a questioning tone said: “that’s my birthday”. Alexander looked me dead in the eyes and said: “I know, you are very important to me”. This was freaking me out a little bit, but I just smiled and said: “stalker” to which he replied with a smile: “hey, hey that’s not fair”. The atmosphere in the car change for the better as I scrolled through his playlist and I laughed so hard when I found a Queen number. “Queen, really? How old are you?” I pushed out through my laughter. “You know Amaya one can never be too young to listen to Queen” he said looking at me with his sexy smirk. I giggled but said: “seriously, how old are you Alexander?”. “do you promise me not to leave me?” he said in a very depressed voice. I was choked, was he that old? Was he blind? I could never leave him, he was beautiful, caring, sexy and apparently the first person to be honest with me. I mean what more can a girl ask for? The day where I would leave him would never come but I felt daring, so I said: “we’ll see about that”. He pulled over the car, used his superspeed to come to my side of the car then pulled me out. Not going to lie I was a bit scared, but his strength and appearance turned me on. He grabbed my upper-back thighs and lifted me against the car then looked into my eyes as I moaned. “you can never leave me, you’re mine!” the second the words were out his mouth he kissed me so possessively. His lips demanded mine and his tongue was exploring. At this point he could be 105 years old and I would still want him. His hands slid up on my butt and he froze all over his body, even his tongue stopped moving. He pulled his face from mine with a strange yet playful look on his face and said: “Amaya, did you forget to put on underwear?”. My face reached a new shade of pink and my eyes widened as I realized the answer to his question. In all my shame I still mustered to say:” Put me down please”. He laughed and complied with my plea, then he said looking down at my body: “I see you forgot a bra too”. I looked down to see my pink rock-hard n*****s poking through my bad choice of a dress and moved up my hands to cover up. Alexander smiled and opened the door for me allowing me to get in the car without removing my hands from my chest. As soon as we got in the car I said: “I don’t care how old you are, I have never felt like this” which caused him to smile and say: “I’m 29, actually 30 in 12 days“. 29 is not that bad, I mean I don’t think my dad would approve but then again he lied to me my whole life so I didn’t really care what he or mom thought about my decisions, anyway I just smiled and said: ”okay” and then we were on our way. Once again, I crashed in the car until Alexander’s intoxicating touch woke me up. “We are here now babe” he said with a soft voice and instinctively I tried to go for a kiss, but he got all serious and shook his head. “we can’t do that here, not where people can see us” he said, and I got really disappointed which I did not hesitate to show on my face. “fine, I won’t try for that again!” I sneered as I stepped out of the care without hearing his response to my tone. I was so confused, was he embarrassed? Was he not my mate or whatever he called it? Could he actually lie to me after all? Before my mind could come up with a conclusion to all the confusion it was blow away by the scenery. Completely forgetting my anger and desire to appear cool I blurred out: “it looks like a miniature Hogwarts!”. I was homeschooled so the majority of references came from books and movies, since I wasn’t on any social-media platform that’s what I turned to. Alexander giggled while he nodded in agreement and then he went to get my suitcases out of the trunk. No schools anywhere looked like this; the building where old castle-like structures well maybe fortress actually. There was this huge courtyard with the mandatory fountain in the middle with flowers around it. The sun was still out but it was not 4 o’clock which was the time he told my mom we had to be here. I looked at Alexander and it was as if he knew what I was thinking because he said: “you didn’t want to stay there, and we took that detour which took longer than I expected”. “come, I’ll take you to your room” Alexander said while nodding in the direction of a door. On the inside, the school also looked like a scene from Harry Potter, big chandeliers, huge staircase and students in uniform. All they were missing were capes and brooms. A few of them smiled and waved as we walked to my room, I could see some of the girls drooling over Alexander. Was that why I was not allowed to kiss him? Did he have another girlfriend? Or maybe he just liked the image of eternal bachelor. Before I knew it, Alexander said: “Here we are”. My room was huge, it had a huge bed and huge windows. The view was spectacular; forest as far as the eye could see. “Don’t worry babe, they are enforced” Alexander said as he tapped on the windows. He was the most infuriating and confusing human being, werewolf? Whatever he was it was too much for me to deal with at this very minute. Or so I thought… He came up behind me and put his arms around me while he kissed to top of my head in a way that melted my frozen core. I wanted him so bad! I could not stop my desire. It was all consuming once he touched me, so I took my chances. I turned around, put my hands on his hips and pouted my lips at him in the hope he would bend his neck and kiss me. My eyes were closed so it was not until a few seconds into my attempt I realized he had turned me down once again. It had been the worst and best day in my life, I found out that I was a wolf, that my whole life was a lie and I found my mate, whatever that meant.  I needed just a little release of all the tension in my body and my so-called mate had rejected me two time within the last ten minutes. My limit was met for that day, I lost it completely and screamed: “You know, I’m not a pathetic slut for wanting to have s*x!”. “what!? I know that!” he said aggravated and continued with “and I’m not less of a man because I want to wait!”. I froze, astonished at his response for several seconds before I smiled at him and giggled a bit. “what are you laughing at!?” he said as his eyes turned dark. He used superspeed to push me close to the wall and lifted me by my upper back thighs then pushed me against the cool stonewall, causing me to moan. I rapped my arms around his neck, and I felt it the second my skin touched his, the mate bond. He felt it too, his eyes were locked on mine when he kissed me. His lips were so soft and smooth, his tongue was so curious, and he tasted amazing. He lifted me higher and pushed himself closer to the wall to better hold me up and to get his right hand free to wander from my thigh all the way up to my skinny little neck. I was in heaven… until he pulled away and grabbed his mouth. He looked angry and confused as he said:” that can’t happen again here”. I just stared at him trying desperately to compose myself. “I know you’ll like it here, unpack and then come downstairs for a tour” Alexander said as if I was just any new student and quickly left my room. Anger came over me the second the door closed. I was fuming. Something was building and I knew that the wolf was coming out. Her growls were coming out my mouth as I fell backwards and kept falling. When I got back on my feet or should I say paws, I realized that I had broken through the massive “reinforced” window in my room and was now standing in the courtyard with about 20 other people including Alexander. They were all staring at me with their jaws on the ground, it was so embarrassing. Maybe they were not like me, they would never look at me like that if they were wolves too. When Alexander saw me, he looked concerned and started walking towards me with his hands held up in defense. I would not give him a chance to get close to me, never again. My wolf pulled back as if she was scared to be touched and then we ran fast towards Alexander and leaped over him, heading for the entrance of the courtyard. Never had I experienced such speed, only in my dreams. Well maybe they were not dreams after all, I would never find out. I was done. Done with the lies. Done with Alexander. Done pretending to be something I am not. I am a wolf!