MATTEO ALESSI Dear Boss, Remember when I told you that the family speaks in code? I think you did just that because I might be wrong and completely over my head in this but you meant something else didn’t you? Was it something? I wonder if I’ll ever get you to admit it. I truly do wonder if you’ll ever know how much you mean to me, how important you are and how much I’m willing to risk just to keep you alive and happy. It’s not about how much I want you which I do- so damn much, but my urge to keep you safe trumps my love. You are my very first instinct, you always have been. I remember the smile you gave when we first met. I knew before you said anything that you were it. You’re my new purpose, my driving force. Sienna, Ina, Boss, you have an addictive energy around you that I can

