*Colin* I said that I don't want strippers. But honestly I feel caught between a rock and a hard place. I don't really want to make a scene or make people feel bad. But I don't like this and I know it would hurt Maddie. What should I do ? Stefan is whooping as she walks towards me swaying to the music. So are a couple of the other guys. Most are watching her. And it's okay, I mean if watching is all you do, but it's not for me. She is pretty, but not my type at all. Ben is looking rather uncomfortable. Tom is blushing and looks like he doesn’t know what to do or where to look. Bren is standing out to the side, his arms crossed and looking away. I look down, wetting my lips. f**k I want this to stop so badly. But I have never been good at things like this. I mean it might be weird

