3 days later *Maddie* I am sitting up on the balcony, reading a book. I had felt a little beside myself and wanted a bit of peace and quiet. Colin, Vera and Anele are down on the beach. Anele absolutely loves the beach. Looking down I see Colin sitting on a blanket, while Vera and Anele play in the shallow water. Honestly I am still reserved about Vera. She seems sweet and very competent, but she is hugging and touching Colin quite a lot and wears a lot of skimpy outfits… and honestly I get nervous and jealous, even if Colin gives me no real reason to. I watch as Anele starts playing in the sand, building something and it makes me smile. But then I look at Colin and Vera and apparently my husband needed sunscreen, at least I hope very much that is the reason her hands are all over

