Amelia's POV
Even if doing the kitchen work was hard it wouldn't be compared to the pain I faced when I was still in the crimson pack. Just thinking about that brought me pain and this chill to my spine as I got scared again, I am currently living in pain, I have nightmares that taunt me and hurt me, no matter how much or how long I try to act like everything is fine or no matter how long I try to act like I am strong just for my mate sake because he had asked me to act strong as it would make me strong, no matter all of this, the truth is I am not fine, I am freaking going through a hard phase of life, when I remember all the whipping, the assault, how men touched me and used me because of that man, I feel so disgusted in myself, I wonder why I was even born? Was I born to go through all
