Nick I was drowning myself to alcohol in my condo. I don’t mind getting wasted. I want to celebrate that after long and long years, I finally found her. I thought some miracle just happen but I didn’t expect that I would find out the worst thing that could have happened to my life. The worst thing is she's f*****g married. I’m too late. I feel my world collapse when I saw the rings in her finger. I’m secretly hoping that it wasn’t the truth but the reality slap me while I saw her saying I love you to Hendrix del Valle. I want to stop her from saying it but I couldn’t. I know I don’t have the right. I want to hit myself hard. This is all my fault. If only I didn’t believe every lie that those assholes created before. I’m sure I’m her husband now. I can’t stop th

