AMELIA [ONE MONTH LATER] I stood in front of the mirror, staring at a long, black silk gown that was glued to my body, a heavy silk. My eyes, usually bright with a spark of… something, were hollowed, dark and etched with a grief that seemed to have permanently settled in me. I plastered a fake smile on my face, gazing intently at my appearance. My parents had said that they would be there for Xander's burial. The text from my father a few days back confirmed it. My stomach churned at the thought of them being there. They didn't deserve to be there. I didn't want them to be anywhere around Xander or I. They wouldn't care about his burial for all I knew. When I was pregnant with Noah, Xander was always there to care for me, even with my parents disapproval. He didn't stop helping me

