Alpha Female Flames of Desire

Feelings

LUCA POV

Today’s been eventful and we aren’t even to the lake yet.  I started today being so sleepy because I couldn’t get my mind off of Marah all night.  I kept having images of her flashing in my mind - the way she looked at me, the way she touched me and the way she kissed me. We haven’t known each other 24 hours yet and I already want her so bad. I had to head to the cold shower, again!

I knew wicked witch would be up my ass to get to my chores this morning before allowing me freedom.  Honestly, the chores aren’t bad. They consist of taking out trash, doing any light maintenance jobs, mowing the lawn and finally seeing if my dad needs any help with the cars he works on.

He owns “Tony’s Garage” and you guessed; his name is Tony.  He has his shop right beside the house. I think it is his escape from all the weirdos in the house – wicked witch included.  I walk in noticing he’s deep in thought about something.

“Hey Dad! What can I help with this morning?” I utter.  I notice he isn’t too quick to respond so I just walk up next to him. “Bud, life sometimes kicks us hard.  I hope things come a lot easier for you and your sister. I know you have it hard and miss your mom. Hell, I even miss her sometimes. She sure knew how to piss me off quicker than any woman. I hope someday that you understand and forgive both of us. We were just from two different worlds. I thought I wanted more ‘things’ and wasn’t satisfied with the simple life while I couldn’t get her out of that hollow. Now look at me, I’m in a tiny little shitty town but I have things and I’m still second guessing myself.” Ok, that was deep. I just listen because he won’t want to hear my thoughts. I blame him for hooking up with wicked witch and leaving mom. He must have noticed and turned to a different subject.  He says, “How was last night?” I’m not usually looking like a deer caught in the headlights, but that question left me not knowing what to say.

Finally, I shook my head, “Well, my friends Josh and Greg never cease to amaze me.  They are girl crazy so watching them occupied most of my time.”  He purposely raised an eyebrow. “What?” I laugh.  He leans in and says, “Any cute girls catch your eye.” Um, well. I think she caught more than my eye but I know I don’t’ want to say that to him.  Instead, I laughed and headed back to the house.

I barely made in the door when Jack ran from his room with his d**k in his hand.  Now that I think of it, Jack was jacking himself. Oh, I crack myself up. I heard Marah’s shriek so I tackled him.  I was so pissed; I think I threatened to beat his ass.

Then came the dent in the hood. I hate that for Marah but kind of like it as a reminder. I volunteered dad’s shop to fix it. She hasn’t accepted but she will.  I think.

Next came a suds battle at the car wash.  My sister almost busted me about to tongue dive into Marah. That’s what little sister’s do I suppose.  I say little but we’re only 10 months apart.

Swimming came next and I was enjoying the day so well. Marah is funny and so full of life. I found myself staring at her and thinking of our time together. I know it’s a bad idea, but I’m thinking of asking her out on a real date. It bothers me that I took her virginity. She deserves so much better than me. I’m doubtful I could give her more, but I might. We’ll just have to see how the rest of the day goes and then I’ll ask her when she drops us off at the house.

Marah swims away to go for a dive so I decide to grab a snack that Keith brought and a beer that we brought.    I see her climbing and notice her strength. She can really climb. I also notice her rounded ass and long sexy legs.  The muscles in her calves are amazing and the v between her legs when she’s lifting her next leg makes me want her right now.

I start walking to the lake to join her.  I’m almost in the water when two girls walk up. “Hi, I’m Natalie O’Brien and this is my friend Cindy”.  I’m polite enough so I say, “Well hello to you too, I’m Lucas. Somewhat new to the area. My sister, Larissa is over there. You should introduce yourself to her too.” Natalie bursts out laughing. She was laughing so hard she about knocked me over with her ass.  I mean, it was nice but really flat.  I rolled my eyes and excused myself to go find Marah.

The climb about kicked my ass.  This is seriously some height and scary ledges. I hope Marah is all right and I didn’t miss her falling while talking with the two bimbos. I finally make it near the top and have to fight my way through the trees and brush.  I emerge and there she was – my heaven on earth. I looked in her eyes and was lost. How has she won me over so quick?

“Hi, I was checking to make sure everything was ok? You came this way over an hour ago.” I voiced. “Yeah, I’m chilling up here and just thinking.” She commented and quickly looked away. I just moved over and sat beside her trying to think about how to tell her my feelings. “So, about last night. I know that was a big mistake. I’m not saying I didn’t like it. I just don’t want a relationship or for you to think you need to be with me. I’m sure I’m not your type anyway. We can be friends. I really like Larissa so I’m certain I’ll see you and don’t want this to be odd.” She remarked.

What? Ok, that just burst my bubble. Did she really think this? I have to be ok with this to not sound like a fool. “I’m ok with that. I’m not into relationships anyway. They’re dumb and someone always gets hurt. But I don’t really look at last night as being a mistake. I mean, I liked it and my little friend liked it.” I smirked. “Um, your friend isn’t so little.”

I’m not exactly sure what happened but seconds later we are butt ass naked. Her ass is pointed at me and I’m pushing deep inside of her nice wet welcoming p***y. Ahhh, this feels amazing. How would it ever be possible for s*x to be any better than this?  I pull her back further on my c**k and let her fall down on it. She’s bouncing on her knees facing away.  I’m about to go. f**k! She’s so tight.  I flip her around without her leaving my c**k. She is so flexible. We could go at this all day every day.

I lay her back in the grass. It hits me though that this might be the last time we make love. She pushed me away with her words earlier, so I need to make sure I use know every inch of her body. I need to be able to replay every move, every muscle and every memory.

 “Lucas, I’m going to cum.” She whimpers. “Me too Marah.” I groaned. With those words, her body tightened, I felt her p***y clamp around my c**k. She was so tight, and I let every part of my being release inside of her. It’s true, I’m hooked. She can have me anywhere and at any time!

We lay there and I start thinking about my release and squirting my seed all into her. I just have to ask because I don’t think either of us would be ready for kids. “Are you on the pill?” And she doesn’t have to answer because I can notice a panic attack when I see one. I hold her even tighter in my arms, “Marah, Marah baby, calm down. Just calm down. It’ll be ok. There’s a clinic in town. If we’re going to keep this up, I think you should be on the pill. I’m not ready for a baby and I know you aren’t either.”  She tells me how embarrassed she is and I just shrug it off “I’m the one who mentioned it.  About what you said earlier, are you still good with all that?” I whispered. Oh no, it seems like I angered her. I was hoping she would say no and that she wants to be with me but then I hear “Lucas, yes I’m sure. If you want to date other girls, I’m perfectly fine with that. Like we agreed, no relationship.”

She runs and jumps from the rock high above the water.  I run after her but come to a complete halt when I look over. Holy s**t that’s far down.  How did she not even hesitate?  That girl blows my mind!  Trying to convince myself was harder than I imagined until I see Marah making her way to her car. No! She can’t be leaving me!

This is it! I might die but at least I’ll die happy. And everyone will remember my little school girl scream coming down with a big splash.

“WTH Lucas?” Larissa runs screaming. “You scared the s**t out of me. Do you realize how far up that is?” “Um, yes sis. I indeed know how far up that is! I won’t do that again.”

“Oh Lucas, you were amazing.” Comes Natalie running. “I can’t believe you jumped from there. Come over here and let me grab you a beer.” I almost resist and ask about Marah but I know she’s already left.

Beer after beer makes Natalie a little more tolerable.  She’s hung onto me since I jumped from the cliff. She’s made herself at home on the blanket along side Larissa and Keith. I believe that they are in the same grade and share classes together. It’s a little odd that Keith keeps referencing places they’ve been together. I wonder if they dated or something.

I lay back on the blanket, put on my shades and just listen to the sounds of chatter.  Natalie has decided my arm is a good place to rest her head. At this point, I’m buzzing and could care less as long as she shuts up. Hopefully she falls asleep.  I hear a click and open my eyes. “What are you doing Natalie?” It better not be what I think it is. “Handsome, I’m updating my media. I have to let everyone know my new relationship status. Plus, I gotta run. See you tomorrow Lucas.” Natalie says.

She jumps up before I can protest. Well f**k. Not the girlfriend I hoped for. I’ll have to break up with Natalie. Wait, is that even possible since I was never technically dating her? At least Marah doesn’t go to our school so probably does know Natalie. Time for another beer.