Castriel’s POV
I walked out of the hospital room with my teeth gritting and my fist clenching. I felt pain all over me and my eyes were dying to let go of the tears I was desperately holding back.
I shouldn’t walk out on her like this. I should go back in there and hug, hold her and let her know that I’d do anything for her.
I should let her see that I’m not ready to give up on her instead of just saying it. That’s right, actions speak louder than words and I’m supposed to go back into that ward but why can’t I move my legs?
The air got thinner with every breath I took and I felt as though I was choking, I felt like it was only a matter of time before I let go of everything and finally gave up on living.
It hurts, it hurts so much to see Amelia like that. It hurts so much to see that
