Amelia’s POV
My eyes fluttered open and the ray of sunlights making its way into my room made me wince as I covered my face with my spare pillow.
I wanted to curl up under my blanket and not get out of bed, I wanted to lay in bed while the day passed and hopefully take me with it.
“What are you doing!” I mentally scolded myself as I slapped my cheeks and winced a little. I’d made a promise to Rebecca and to myself not to be suicidal and today is a new day so I have to be a new person.
My stomach curled and I felt a bitter taste of despair in the back of my throat. Getting out of bed felt like a chore but I forced myself to do it anyway.
“Good Morning, Amelia,” I said to myself, staring at my reflection in the mirror, “It’s a new day, you’re going to be cheerful, you’re going to be gra
