The long ride was slow and as well as a quiet one too. Ryan sighed for the umpteenth times, unable to fathom the reason behind his never-ending sigh. Of course, he had many reasons for his continuous sigh, but he could not pinpoint which one of it was gnawing at him. Though his mind and thoughts seemed to be in fuzzy, he managed to force his focus on the wheels —he couldn't repeat the same mistakes twice and this time, he might not be lucky enough and might lose his life. Ryan did not want that to happen to him once again, he dreaded the thought of it. He had almost seen death once —he won't face it this time. He's currently facing a lot, but losing his life shouldn't be the thought on his mind. His mother —he had stressed her enough with his continuous and never seems to end escap

