“I’m ready to see my mom” My wish finally escaped my pasty lips. There is no doubt in my mind when I said those words, only the fear of the fact that will befall me after I throw those words. I was afraid that I could not accept the fact after knowing the thing that happened to my mother, my body shaking before even figuring out what happened, but I got no choice but to dig into it before it was too late, I’m ready to take the bullet. My grandmother looked at me with grief in her eyes the moment she heard my words, she gulped in a heavy breath before she started. “If you ready for it, I wouldn’t mind taking you to see her...” She said. I nodded and say nothing, wearing a black dress and red shoes is enough for me that day, no make-up was needed to cover my pale face. “G

